had an actual bath

 Evening

all despite shedding tears as I was in that much pain last night, i did get some sleep

We got up and after I said morning to matt I went over to mum's at 8:45am for a shower

i came back and made soup with Jack who was not feeling so great after his flu jab yesterday 

hes been headachy and off all day :/

after lunch I went for a walk in the rain with mum which i did enjoy and i think she did also

I came home and sanded down my dressing table, did some jobs and rested

in the evening we had our pulled pork on cobs with wedges, it was all homemade and very very good but i was spitting into the toilet 10mins after id eaten -_____- this paleo diet is ever looming on me as I am sick of putting up with my stomach and extra pain

After dinner and after I had recovered, I had my first bath in 6months and it was just amazing

i feel like I have had shed loads of pain relief, my muscles are relaxed and i just feel so much better it was just amazing. that bath really does do what it says on the tin, it retains it's heat! i was very hot, i had such a strong heart beat, my feet were pink and it was the most circulation i had had in months

i am very happy. it feels like christmas, but better

jack had the bath after me and was practically falling asleep in it, hes really happy with it

i will be having a bath before work tomorrow!

yes i am going work tomorrow which i am trying not to think about too much as it makes my stomach flip.