Monday, 25 January 2021

walking at night, alone in -6c + Diet starts today!

 Evening


So last night....

after being with Oz and then clearing out the craft room, I was set to do exercise

but every time I had been out to Oz I noticed how lovely and peaceful it was everywhere with the several inches of snow.

So it was 9pm and I decided to go for a walk, Jack would be gaming for a while yet and my phone was charging. Couldnt see the harm in popping out for a bit. Didnt think my absence would be noticed.

I walked the streets, my feet slowly going numb along with the rest of me. But I enjoyed it. All the main roads were dead it was silent everywhere. It was so strange but peaceful I loved it. But I noticed my joints were starting to hurt and I was getting rather cold due to it being -6c

I got back and opened the door to find Jack on the other side of it....it was also 10pm....

Jo was gonna get it

So yeah Jack was not pleased ^^; he quietly seethed. He was just worried and said he had no idea where I was and that he'd contacted my mother as he was worried where I was. To take my phone next time. to tell him next time. To not go off into the night by myself...yeah...Jo was not in good books. But he didnt shout at me and soon relaxed. His breathing/asthma wasnt right tho as he had been out to look for me and I thin he had been a bit anxious/panicked.

I ran a bath which caused my body to sting, then have pins and needles, then felt swollen. Was quite odd to feel all that in a bath but jack said it was cus i had been in the cold for an hour and then in a flesh scolding bath. We watched Inuyasha together and I had a milk hot chocolate. My last treat for weeks/months. we went to bed at like 11:30pm

I slept pretty well and when i woke up at 7:45am, the snow was still there.  I txted matt to say we both live in hilly areas and we understand if he doesnt come today. He said his road was bad but he did come at 10am when the sun had been out a few hours which did help with the snow.

He continued working on our bathroom it feels very warm and cozy in there ^^

I was not having a good day, aftermath of walking in the cold at night -_____-

my joints ached and i felt rough so I had a slow start to my day. Not to mention the lack of sugar due to my diet!!! I did 40mins of yoga to try help loosen things along. Jack helped me make my soup for the week. Then once I had eaten my soup my mum came round to talk to matt what she wants ordering for their downstairs bathroom as matt is doing it on monday. Then we both went for a walk it was a short walk as mum finds walking on snow/ice hard as shes very tense, she worries massively about slipping. But I was glad to get out.

When I came back I worked on my picture, made a good dent in the outline



Had Oz in a few times as usual. He is on his diet too and dont i know. He is so food aggressive and throws paddies XD i cleaned him out this afternoon and hes wrecked his cage!! my god. the attitude. 

I had a look at my manga and pulled some pages out to decopauge onto my dressing table. But I realised I need my paintbrushes >< So I need to grab them from mum's so I can start putting colour onto the wood. Jack keeps encouraging me to work on it he says i need to do something for myself. He worries about me as I have been so low and not my self for a few days now....


Tomorrow

IT'S MUMMY'S BIRTHDAY!

I have said I will work from her house tomorrow so that she has company :) I am taking Oz over as well. She doesnt know that am I coming over as early at 8:15am tho! she thinks I will come over after 11am. So yeah I will see her and the sows in the morning :) 

It means whilst she is out I can dance and shower. Matt is ripping out our toilet tomorrow so that will be out of use for a few hours anyway so I am kinda glad I will be over at mum's! Jack said he will come over around 4pm to see mum for a cup of tea and come home with me and Oz. I cant eat mum's birthday cake but I am fine with that. Sick of eating food that hurts anyway. never thought id say id be fine with missing out on cake! But yeah thats tomorrow


my god I have missed biscuits and chocolate today T^T

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