drew a cookie

 Evening

I managed to get off to sleep ok but woke up at 1am for like the worlds biggest wee honestly I felt lighter after that XD couldnt believe I was holding all that

I didn't want to get up this morning, Jack got up half hour before me and let my Ozwald out.

I got up and had breakfast and then sat in my pyjamas and read my science book for a while then I marinated the meat for dinner and then I went to go clean Oz out.

Then I did my exercises. It is sometimes a big ask especially in the morning as I havent eaten as much and lacking energy! But I did it and went for a shower afterwards. We had lunch then I read my book til 1pm. Gathered my Ozwald up and went to mum's, I went for a walk with her. Then had a quick tea with her and then came back, leaving my Ozwald with mum. He was enjoying playing around the girl's pen outside whilst they were in it. He likes jumping on top of it and sniffing them through the bars. He seemed happy enough but I never feel right coming away with out him.

I came home and read my book a bit more then laid on my bed for a bit as I was just shattered

Jack woke me an hour later at 4:30pm and we did a bit of an early dinner as I was hungry anyway

then I have been on my laptop drawing a cookie dissolving away for Chris at work as he wanted it for his youtube channel 'False Cookie' think he's calling it.

 I sent him a picture of it on whats app tonight and asked what shall i do with it, thinking he will tell me where to send it. He said "you're in school tomorrow right? come see me in the morning we will talk then" ominous, I found that strange. So we shall see but glad it is done now as I couldnt be bothered with it! 

Now I might do a bit of drawing then watch Inuyasha with Jack, he asked his friends to play tonight but theyre not playing so at least I wont be late in bed anyway tonight.

I might go on just dance but I am quite tired. I went on it last night with the intention of doing just doing 2 dances but did 5 and got sweaty XD

I converted the weight I was when I was at my thinnest which was obviously when I was at my sickest. I was only 45kg!! can you believe that! I was skeletal. I do feel better in myself both physically and mentally for working out. I feel fitter and I feel I getting my body back. As I couldnt bare to look in the mirror anymore I hated myself.  I feel I will be happy with myself once I get down to the 50's as I am now 64.6kg. I will keep working hard

Tomorrow is school

I have the star wars display to hopefully finish ^^