Konbanwa~
I managed 30 mins of exercise last night but they were slow easy videos. I just about managed, had a nice bath then jack had the bath after me, we watched an inuyasha special - about 40mins long and went to bed. I had a lot on my mind so took me a while to sleep then woke up at 6am and then kept waking up til 7am when I finally had enough of waking up constantly i got up at 7:10am and woke jack up.
We got ready for work and put the stew on, Oz had been out for a stretch but put him home with carrot.
We got to school to find it dead, people said before the holidays "yeah i plan on being in on the second week" no one was in XD no one wants to be there. I thought I had 4 hours to do left on my time sheet. I actually only had 1 left and ended up doing 2 hours today therefor i am owed an hour. As I cant leave early or start late to gain that hour back - cus i travel with jack - I will have to have a long lunch sometime!
we got bits and pieces done, probably the most interesting bit was putting away our chemical order that had arrived. We had ordered a fair amount.
We left and came home for about 11:15. We had a brew and a sit then had lunch. Mia asked if we could go for a walk tomorrow morning which i was rather relieved about as I just felt so god damn tired. I am getting so fed up and frustrated of being tired. I did some house jobs, which made me want to cry and give up and go home and just give up on living away from home. I had had enough. simple.
I thought I would calm down and work on my painting. Literally did about 15mins and my mum showed up. I wasnt in the mood to be honest, I didnt know she was coming over. She bought the girls new outdoor pen for MY garden. It is this cheap horrid thing that required a lot of making and breaking of nails getting the clips on to hold the thing together. I was tired, achy, cold and I have also had an infected middle finger for 3 days that wont stop leaking puss. So having to put clips on with that was horrible. I lost my temper and ranted off at mum. She finished the job. I teared up and apologised. She said it was fine understood. Ive just had enough basically.
She came in and had a tea with me. I did calm down but I still couldnt be bothered to talk. She left me and I did a bit more of my painting. I would have loved to have gone to sleep but I knew if I did I would have screwed up going to sleep tonight. I bleached my eyebrows as I hated them.
We did dinner which took like 5mins as it was just a yorkshire pudding in the oven and dishing up the stew thank god for the easy dinner.
Now just doing diary and going to see Oz for a bit
but tonight we said we would have a night together as havent spent any actual time together this holiday other than decorating. We said we would do face packs, a bath, massage one another and watch anime. Actual time together. Should be nice
Tomorrow
Maybe going for a walk with mia and the dogs tomorrow morning I am unsure how she has time off work but I will ask her. Shes also having her house valued tomorrow! I hope she lives even closer to me ^^ as of now she lives a 25min walk
Then after lunch my mummy is coming over to help me clean the house :D
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