I managed 45mins of exercise last night ^^ I enjoyed my bath afterwards as it was like perfect temperature. Jack had the bath after me. We watched Inuyasha and went to bed
I actually slept through the night!!! Woo! Of course it meant dreaming of being a wolf in a wolf pack. Of course -_____- I have A LOT of dreams about wolves, sure I must have been one in a former life.
This morning I didnt die once on the toilet, I died twice! course I did. I also had a splitting headache like a fissure down the centre of my head. I felt sick too. I said to Jack "its like being hungover from those strong pain killers" he said "I can believe that" XD
We got to school and school wasn't too bad I guess. People were shocked that we had been asked to come in yesterday and for 3 hours only at that. I got the day done and managed to do some more of the picture for Chris which is coming along nicely ^^ I replanted my sunflowers now so they are in bigger pots and I bought them home too.
Whilst drawing I was listening to K-pop! Yes K-pop, I have no clue what theyre saying, only the english bits XD But it made a change I guess. I chose to listen to Blackpink, I was shocked at how many views their music videos have!! Like over a billion! I had no idea they were THAT big, I had heard of them but I have never actually actively searched for k-pop. But helped get the drawing done I guess :) Might listen to them whilst working out tonight. My favourite by Blackpink is love sick girls. id like to learn the dance but they are so talented in dancing that Im sure I will feel quite crap in comparison, but it might be fun.
Speaking of working out, I said to Jack "I wanna reach the 50% muscle mass"
he said "you need to put actual weight on for that to happen"
I said "I dont want to gain weight I just want more muscle"
He said "To gain muscle you take it away from the fat mass, yours is already at the limit so you would have to eat more to gain weight which you turn into muscle"
I didnt realise this, I feel swindled some how, I told him he always fun police >.>
Im not sure what my target is now. Maybe its still to be in the 50kg section :/ but I wonder if that will make me go lower on the fat percentage. Who knows. Its weekly weigh in tomorrow anyway
at around 3pm I felt sicky then driving home I felt sicky anxiety but had no idea why. What is there to be anxious about when I am going home?
I picked Oz up, I told mum I would see her tomorrow. She had bought me some strawberries ^^
We got home and Jack made me a brew and we sat outside with Ozwald, enjoying the last of the sun as its suppose to pour down allllll weekend....
We came inside and I waited around for Jack to have a shower then I heated up our leftovers but I didnt feel like dinner so I only had about half the portion I usually do.
Jack cleared up and I laid on sofa. Hes gone to play dungeon and dragons from 6:30pm to 10pm so I am by myself like every friday night. Of course I am with Sir Ozwald.
Tomorrow
I have Jack's hair to cut, shopping list to write and not sure what else I have to do. I am going to see mum after lunch but not staying hours. Then come home and might do some drawing maybe.
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