Got my drawers!!

 Konbanwa~~~

I managed 50mins of exercise last night ^^ 

Had a much needed bath then waited for Jack and at 10:10pm I went to fetch him as I was tired and wanted to go to bed damn it!!

Took a while for me to sleep but I slept through the night and woke up at 8am

Jack helped me wash my hair this morning and then we went to my hair dressers where he got to meet my hair dresser and I wasnt in there long, just a quick tidy

we left there and went to collect my drawers!! which my god was an experience.....

they lived in the wood with 2 other houses, I say houses, mansion is a more correct word....

they had a huge house, 5 cars with a garage that could house 5 cars. One car was vintage you know the ones were you hand crank it at the front? yup one of those and in fantastic condition too

their front planter was big enough to bath 4 people at once, how it even got there I have no idea as you would probably need a crane to lift it there. Just everything big and expensive.

I got there thinking "I know these drawers wont be crap quality as I doubt these people have brought anything crap in their life!" nice elderly couple that used to live on my parents street!!!! small world that it is!!! Jack was only just able to lift the drawers up....they are SOLID and about 50 years old. Very good quality and they even threw in a free drawer! my car suspension went straight down and we only just fit it all into the car!

theyre a light colour, very thick, made in sweden, and my god they are high quality I am impressed. I think I will do them up but not 100% sure at the moment. I do like them. I would not get these for £35 in a shop. They would be probably be £300

we called in at Munchies sandwich bar for Jack's breakfast baguette 

we got home and I had a brew and fruit loaf whilst Jack ate his breakfast baguette 

But I felt he had been a bit off with me all day. Like distant. Like hes there in body but not mind.

I went round the house touching up the walls from the electricians then cleaned the bathroom. I had asked Jack if he would put my outside light up and number plaque as it didnt get done last weekend but I could tell he wasnt feeling it. I left him and found him on his computer. He hadnt talked to me about anything he just went on that. I know he was doing some job application for school

I left without saying bye and went to see mum and dad

came home to do dinner Jack came and greeted me

He had spent 3 hours doing a job application to which I said

"youve wasted 3 hours of this afternoon, getting nothing for house done, just to apply for a job oure not even going to get"

he said "thanks for your support"

i said "youre only applying to be an arsehole arent you? you said you were only gonna spend an hour doing it" 

he said "no actually i really want to get this job"

so at this point I was confused.

I thought he was applying to a dept head position that they hadnt specified that only teaching staff could apply for. So he thought he would be an arsehole, as a support staff, and apply. 

But he said "no this is a job i would do along side my current job its for staff welfare leadership" .....theres this job going? of course I havent been in school so therefor I havent seen the vacancies going.

I felt awful

I felt like such a jerk

I said I was sorry and told him I had clearly got the wrong end of the stick

he said that he hadnt explained it all properly 

we were ok

i told him I am supportive of whatever he is doing, dont fully appreciate what hes applying for and he didnt think hes gonna get it anyway he just wanted to try. I don't blame him for trying

We had dinner then we went for a nice evening walk, I was of course struggling for breath with my hayfever and asthma, which seems to be the norm at the moment when walking outside at the moment. I sound like someone really unfit! and have to use my inhaler 

we got back and I had a nice long soak in the bath whilst jack watched first dates with Oz.

I sat with Oz but I am gonna take him home now so we can watch anime and go bed!!!

tomorrow

we have the weekly shop then I have Oz to clean out and thats it really! I saw my dad today and gave him his fathers day present so I wont be seeing him on father day. Not sure what else I will do yet~