Evening
We had Oz in whilst we watched Inuyasha last night and of those 20 something minutes we watched the anime I think Oz must have spent 17 of those minutes on his toilet. Actually obsessed. He ran straight to it whilst I was setting it up as I had cleaned his towel he does toilet on and im sure he KNEW it was clean too
I slept well ^^
I felt ok about school as well, just tired and every time my meds kick in I become tired. thats both my pain killers and antidepressants. Life is hard and tiring....
At school we had a department meeting to which my booklet front cover was projected on the board for all to see! And I was praised by head of department for my good work and he announced that I was completing the biology one next ^^ everyone loves Jo's art work :D
I had a very stressful morning
I had head of biology barking a 1000 things at me
I had an Ox heart on the side defrosted sitting in it's own blood that literally flipped my stomach over
changes of lesson plans
sudden shopping trip sprung on me
had to go to a big supermarket with Jack to which I felt like crying whilst I was going round it as it was just too much, that why we go shopping on a sunday morning when the shop doors open - its quiet. this was awful. I was stressed. I had a practical to prep that ive done loads of times but i couldnt get my head round it due to stress
in the end I literally sat on my computer and drew
I came home and mum wasnt seeing me today as she had got an appointment but it did mean she was in for my boohoo parcel! woo! she offered to bring it over but I am seeing her tomorrow and I can wait. I was very pleased with what came this week tho, my hand made bunny earrings! so cute! I am so pleased with them ^^
I went to bed after I had had my lunch with my Ozwald
then when I got up I finished Jack's card by adding some sparkles on it and writing. I also wrapped his present. Its not til next month but its easier to do these things when hes not home.
When Jack came home I had a lump of fruit loaf and sweet tea
then I made biscuits and then my brother came over to give his opinion on my chest of drawers as to what I can actually do with them. Hes hopefully going to sort me out a sander~
we had dinner, and it was same food that gave me stomach ache on tuesday and it gave me tummy ache again. I laid on my bed, my body exhausted
Jack laid beside me and we fell asleep, when I looked out the bedroom window I could see Oz asleep next to the garage door -____- we were tired and warm
I havent done any exercise today as I am exhausted physically and mentally
I have to allow myself days off otherwise I am pushing myself and will make myself worse. I know this. However it is difficult. I feel bad not exercising and I get the fat talk how I will become fat. But I can't just so tired. I went for a shower and felt better for a shower but it was an effort to wash myself
so we are with Oz now going to watch anime, Oz is happy bunny and I love it~
tomorrow is friday thank god
first thing in the morning I have that counselling session which I dont want to go to.
practicals to prep too. and somehow got to find energy for it all and to go TK MAXX with mum after lunch! ><
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