Test next week

 Evening

I slept pretty well last night thank god

and didnt feel too deathy when I got up ether, Jack said he was doing pretty ok too. Hes still got a lingering runny nose tho

We dropped Oz off for day care

School is just so hard

its so busy and I am also not feeling 100% ether.

I as going to meet with head of science at period 2 but he found me at the start of the day and asked if we could meet now >< was not prepared for this! But it wasnt too bad. I dont get told off or anything but I just always feel inadequate by having days off

I did just find the day difficult. Its like I can't think straight or have enough energy for any of the tasks ahead of me. Yeah I just need to be well -______- Jack supported me

I had my biology lesson which was just so much to take in its unreal. We have a half hour test next week too on all we have learned in these 3 hours! So our homework is to revise!! ><

I was looking forward to doing some art after my tasks were done but the washing up and mess is just mounting up like its breeding. As I actually had some energy after my tasks I did an hour of clearing up. I was sweating. It about killed me off but I can see a bit of work space appearing. Yes its as bad as that. The place is a sodding mess. I hate it. But theres just not enough time to do everything. We need a 4th technician but the school wont pay for another member of staff >.> like we 3 are paid anything decent anyway! we are one of lowest paid schools in nottingham

But there is a lot of support for staff which is why I stay at the school. Also this year the school has decided to pay for flu vaccines for everyone who wants one. Typical you know as this is my first year being asthmatic and as such I get a flu vaccine for free on the NHS anyway now. So its annoying the year the school decides to pay is the same year that I will get them free every year from now on anyway! 

Mum txt to say she had dropped Oz off at home before she went to her massage which was nice of her. We popped to a corner shop on the way home for stuff for lessons tomorrow. I was knackered but didnt want to be doing it tomorrow morning really

we came home and I had fruit loaf and tea which was amazing and needed

I laid on my bed til dinner as Jack was just having pizza and I made him cook it, I was dead

we had dinner then I went on my laptop for a bit. Now I am gonna do a bit of a work out, just 15mins again like yesterday as it is more than enough for me right now!

Tomorrow

is friday and school. Thank god its friday it has felt like such a long week 0.0 I am also seeing mum after school not seen her for a few days