Tilly is missing Molly

 Evening

Mum said she slept okish after losing Molly. She said that Tilly - who was always next to her mummy Molly - is still looking round for Molly and its very said to see. She has truffle but she loved her mummy mole. Mum put her on the grass and normally Tilly doesnt move from where you place her as shes that keen to start eating but mum said she didnt seem interested in the grass. Everytime mum has put her back in her cage, Tilly has gone looking to see if Molly is there. So sad, but she will get there. 

I went to have my morning biscuit so find my last two that I had budgeted for today had gone mouldy!! HOW!? I looked at it contemplating picking the mould off but Jack looked at me and was like "no bin it" I had a strop so he did me fruit loaf. I had all mould inside my biscuit tin and he said "you dont clean it out do you?" errr nooo? its never been cleaned out ^^; he said "well thats me cleaning it after every use" 0_0' 

I had school this morning - biscuit-less school >.>

when we picked up the DT technician, he gave me a home grown pumpkin!!! he found out this week my love of pumpkins and said I could have one of the eight he had managed to grow. I was so surprised as I didnt think I would actually get a pumpkin AND its so damn perfect too!!! more like a beach ball than pumpkin!

I was doing well, got a big practical on monday so that filled with me with anxiety and I have been dizzy and headachy today. I got all my jobs done but didnt manage to do much art, instead I cleared up the prep room.

We came home and had a quick brew then didnt stop

I helped cut Jack's hair and I was sweating before, during and after his hair cut. I was then going to do some exercise whilst he showered but I was so hot and sweaty (not sure why) that I thought id make myself ill if I made myself even hotter. So I thought I would calm down and do some baking. But through the whole of baking I was dripping with sweat. At this point I was starting to feel angry as well. And poor Jack would be in the firing line as hes the only one around. He came out the shower and I dived in. I told him afterwards why I showered and I felt a lot better for cooling off in the shower.

We had dinner when I finished drying up and getting dressed

then I near enough went straight over to pick mum up, we went to TK MAXX and I got a new top as I am struggling to find autumn wear in my wardrobe. I have tshirts and winter wear so jumpers but no like long sleeve tops. Its too warm for jumpers but my arms are cold but I dont seem to have anything that isnt a jumper. so I got that, some diffusion oils for Jack, some skin products, and a bluetooth headset as I keep breaking my headphones at work. So I am trying cableless now as its the cable i keep snagging. They were only £15, no point in having anything nice for work.

I got home and unpacked then I got Oz in and now just waiting for Jack but I cant stop yawning. I am shattered. I havent stopped. 

Tomorrow think I am gonna do the bookcase covering and maybe some drawing. and of course my 1000 weekly house chores. Its just nice not to have to get up to an alarm