Wednesday, 3 November 2021

a piece of myself returned

 Evening


I was in bed for 9:20pm and apart from getting for a wee, I actually slept really well. I even felt like I had had deep good quality sleep. I think it helped being on top of the covers and well wrapped up. i actually didnt feel like death ether when I woke up. it was a total shock and surprised. I cant honestly remember the last time I felt so alive when i woke up!


I felt a lil anxious about going to school, I had wrapped up warm even tho the heating was on. I just thought I would rather be warm to be honest.

I had a good day. I coped mentally really well and didnt feel exhausted and like death all death. It was strange as I felt like more myself instead of pretending to be myself. It was like a piece of my personality that had been missing had been given back.

I have no idea what triggered this was of being today, I am not complaining, but I would like to replicate it! I am hoping for another good night's sleep. 

I hope I feel good again tomorrow.

We had a brew with mum after school, when she went I made biscuits and served dinner up from our new slow cooker ^^ 

then I did a 20min exercise video, the same video I did monday which totally wiped me out but today I found it so much easier. Just shows how much the cold had taken it out of me on monday. Julia told me today she thought I looked tired and exhausted on monday. I looked that bad huh ^^; I always think I make a better job of looking 'well' than what I probably do XD need to practice on my masking skills clearly!

School is another day of several practicals T^T but Jack helps and supports as usual

we have had Oz in a fair bit, hes in now scoffing carrot~

I am getting used to my new phone as well. Not had a go with camera yet actually, must get Oz to pose for me :3 

so yeah just school tomorrow

going to watch anime with Jack now~

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