It's christmas eve and I feel ok~~~

 Evening

I couldnt sleep last night so we were up til midnight -______-

but I slept after that and woke up at 8am, plenty of time to get ready

I put on a cute top, shorts and tights and Jack said I looked cute ^^

He drove us there

we were with his aunt, uncle, brother, sisters, step dad, mum, nan

I was sat by the window with Jack -cold but safe

they all had sausage or bacon cob but no one made a fuss about me not eating much to my relief

I was really grateful of that

I did eat some biscuits :) I had a cup of tea

I spoke with everyone and made the effort to talk to his brother as we hardly get to see him

they exchanged gifts, we had to open the ones from his nan. She got Jack a jumper and me some outdoor bunny ornaments but not sure if they will make it to outside XD

His aunt and uncle gave us £20 each which was nice of them :) to say its the second time theyve met me

and we stayed for 2 and a half hours and we left when his aunt and uncle did.

It was nice, I enjoyed it

I didnt come away feeling absolutely drained ether

we got home and I had lunch, Jack didnt bother

I then said I was really pent up, I needed to move!!! i had been sat all morning and it was literally killing me so we went for a walk but not a massive one as I still had stuff to do so I needed energy and I was starting to tire.

He left me at the bottom of mum's road and I went to see her

I got to lick the bowl out, have some warm sponge cake and painted mum's nails

she appreciated me coming round ^^

I got home and rest 40mins with Oz then cleaned the bathroom

then I cooked my breakfast meats, then did the dinner, then died of the dinner time tummy ache which seems to be a regular thing lately

when I got up I went for a shower and now I am in new pyjamas as jack's mum gifted us both with a pyjama set which is a yearly tradition in their house

so I think we will watch anime and play pokemon in bed

I feel pretty good but a bit worn out but to say how much I have done and how much ive been doing I am actually doing really well

I am sad that its another day of doing nothing for myself and giving myself to other people but hey its life i guess T^T

could be worse, Mia txt to say she has covid so thats ruined her christmas, birthday, and birthday party. 3 days ruined for her. she must be livid. especially as she went out her was on monday to get her booster before christmas. 

so tomorrow is christmas

we're slow cooking lamb and making a christmas dinner at some point! should be good! Then in the evening we are seeing my parents for cake~ apart from that just be a day with the bun, he is gonna love opening everything!!