Karen...

 Evening~~

We watched anime and stuff last night, then I checked my phone at 9:15pm. My mum had txt me at 8:30pm saying Karen had passed away peacefully and pain free.....jesus it had really happened. I couldnt really speak for a while as I knew id break out in tears and I didnt want to do that right before bed time. But I couldnt stop thinking about her, how much she did for me, and her poor family left behind....its awful. Such a beautiful soul. I had never met someone with such love and kindness for life. She taught me so much. She helped me so much. I am truly blessed to have known her. she truly was one in a million. I just cant quite get over that I will never ever see her again. Its a hard pill to swallow. Her poor family tho.....

I managed to get off to sleep even tho I was aching. I was under both the weighted blanker AND the duvet. I woke up at 1:30am dripping in sweat. I had over heated!!!! I woke Jack up and we were up for an hour whilst I waited for numerous pain killers to kick in

I slept after that til 8am, I left Jack to sleep he woke up at 9am. I was already with Oz and had breakfast

I let Oz play outside today even tho it was wet and cold and he appreciated playing out which was nice.

I had fallen back to sleep after breakfast >< Jack said maybe the work out I did last night was too big....

I got up at 11am and went on my phone for a bit and then spoke to my brother

We had lunch at 12:30pm

then we tackled something I knew Jack didnt want to do.....mount the Dyson bracket to the wall

that means DRILLING. Jack HATES drilling it fills him with anxiety and stress. Not sure why. So I supported him every step of the way even if he was a bit stressy >< 

But he did it!! such an achievement I knew he could do it ^^ he just needs confidence!

So the Dyson is good to go

then I worked on my jacket, finally......

I got it all cut out which took a fair amount of time

we had a brew together as Jack had been gaming

we had Oz in

my mum rang me saying she felt suicidal with my dad's company. She needed to hear a female voice

then had dinner around 5pm as I was hungry

Then I fell asleep after dinner but Jack woke me up and I did a work out. I chose a 45min long video but Jack told me not to do it all and so I only got to do 30mins >.>

I had a nice bath

now Jack is in the bath then hes gaming with Theo tonight, he wants a late night. So hes not coming to bed with me.

So I dont know whether to do some sewing or drawing before I settle down for the night.

I shall see how I feel

Tomorrow

mum is coming over in the morning for a brew. Dad will still be at home, she needs space from him....

apart from that another day to do hobbies I guess