a disappointing pudding

 Evening

I couldnt get off to sleep. I was so shattered but I ached. probably didnt help that I had 2 one hour naps in the day. So jack got up with me and I had fruit loaf and went to bed for midnight. I had a nightmare, some sort of demon person was stood in my bedroom dripping dark shadow onto the floor which then began to move across the floor and up the walls. I woke up sweating and cuddled Jack and fell asleep on him....woops....dont even remember moving off him but I didnt wake on him so I must have ditched him at some point.

So i was quite tired this morning and like yesterday morning I had get rid of my stomach. I had digested nothing. and felt drained. I thought as we had plenty of time to get to the pudding place I would let jack drive but he was like a full on learner today and hit the curb panicking and messed up in other ways. The carpark was full so I kicked him out and drove with him as passenger just so we could get parked up. Which meant we had a longer, and colder walk to the pudding place and I was already feeling like death and stressed out from the drive

we got there and those 4 were already sat and knew what they wanted. I dont think we had our coats off before the guy came over to take our order. Jack knew what he wanted, and to not keep them waiting, I kinda just order whatever. So i ordered salted caramel brownie with 1 scoop of vanilla ice cream. the guys all had these whoopin' pancakes with all sorts with them. they were double the price of my brownie and they were struggling to finish. I on the other hand this brownie, which was not nice. You know how some salted caramel things just can taste a bit off? well it was like that it just wasnt nice. I had 3 teaspoons of it and left it. I ate the ice cream which was nice  but tiny and my tea was bland. So to be honest it was turning out to be a disappointing morning. this was the first thing to start of my birthday celebrations. I hope this isnt a sign for more to come!

But I had fun talking to everyone it was good to see them all for the first time this year.

we parted ways at 11:45am and I drove Jack - no way was he driving again - to find this tooth place and it was quite easy to find. Then I drove to the pharmacy and luckily no one was in it so no waiting.

We got home for 12:30pm and I knew jack wasnt having lunch as he could barely breathe after his meal XD I didnt want lunch as my stomach felt a bit off but I also knew I needed something as I hadnt eaten much - I had had breakfast before going out but 3 teaspoons of brownie wasnt enough for lunch. So i had a milk hot chocolate instead of hot water hot chocolate and I enjoyed that in front of anime. Chilled out a bit and went to bed for an hour but felt no better after it

i got up and attempted some drawing but if I am honest I hardly got anything done at all.

I brought Oz in to sit with Jack as he was just playing pokemon on TV

I somehow passed a very long dull afternoon. Just cus I am so exhausted. I cant do anything. I struggle to rest but I also have no energy for anything else. Not even concentration 

I did dinner and enjoyed that. then I had a bit of pamper in the bathroom with face masks, epilating, light therapy, hair mask. Just to kill some time and to make me feel better I guess.

were gonna watch anime with hot choc  in a mo and then go bed

im so done in. I havent done any exercise and my body is shaking like I have ran a marathon. Whats up with me!? Im gonna be poorly on my 30th at this rate T^T

I plan on doing my nails tonight anyway :)

tomorrow

sunday shop and chores really

I also have homework >.> stupid biology