better feet and enquiring about tattoos

 Evening

I couldnt sleep. i had a lot on my mind, mainly my impending covid test. So i was up til midnight dosing myself up T^T Even then i didnt sleep great. I woke up at 7:30am to find Jack already up! He said he couldnt sleep anymore it just wasnt happening.

I got straight into a covid test the moment I had said good morning to Jack. i was checking it every 5mins just waiting for that line to appear no matter how faint. But the time came and still no line....how? how is it possible? we share a living space and my body is very run down. I was relieved and let Charlotte know whats what as I would have reflex later in the day

I got up and ready and couldnt face another session of yoga so I txted my mum to see if she would go for a walk with me. So she met down the road at 9:30am for a walk.

I enjoyed my walk but I had had enough.

I sat with a cup of tea and then had my lunch really

I slept a bit after lunch I just felt exhausted. Always tired. Always knackered. Always exhausted. I am fed up of it all.

I went to reflex as Charlotte said it was fine to go if we both wear a mask that was nice ^^

I was much longer there than I planned as we were talking about tattoos as Charlotte has recently got her first tattoo and I was asking her about it and said I want one but I am scared. So after all that I felt a bit more confident about tattoos to the point that I think I will enquire about them at the same place she went. Expensive tho! She looked at my feet and after the hour said they had much improved since 2 weeks ago! I said they were no where near as painful ether. So my body might actually be trying to mend its self

I came home and did dinner straight away as I was starving. It was only 5:10pm but I dont think I have eaten that much today :/ 

after dinner I laid on my bed and Jack played with harvey and theo and hour then we got baths out the way. Probably watch anime and go bed.

I havent put Oz home despite it being past his bed time. Oz and Jack had been outside playing together whilst I was out and I think my loaf is tired as hes just been on his plush pad all evening! i havent got the heart to kick him out right now. Tired bun and its very cute. Hes all flopped out. spoilt and comfy

tomorrow I have zero plans as I will see how I feel after reflex

I hope Jack is ok tomorrow

today he is worse than yesterday but not as bad as wednesday