Done my yearly blood test!

 Evening

I am so tired T^T

I didnt sleep well. I was cold. Each time I woke up cold I felt sick and anxious about my impending blood test in the morning T^T

I woke up at 7,then 7:30am and I got up to get Oz in and I waited til 8am to wake Jack up so I could have breakfast with him

We had breakfast, I somehow managed to get it down me

then we went for my blood test....I was called in straight away I didnt even get to sit in the waiting room! which is fantastic as it gave me no time to get myself worked up

I walked in and my lovely nurse Angie was like "aw Jo youre sweating already" XD thats just me haha I sweat 24/7 I am always drinking and always sweating. 

I was well behaved and didnt pass out and retained my colour too! i told her that I was still struggling with my breathing so shes prescribed me my 3rd type of inhaler but its instead of my other 2. Basically a 2 in 1, I need to go chemist and get it. It was worth mentioning to her ^^ shes amazing

I came home, Jack helped me out the car as I was a lil shaky on my feet.

he made me a sweet up of tea and brought me a biscuit. He is so good to me. I was grateful of him driving home too.

Jack put the buns out whilst I was recovering.

He then cleaned out his sister's buns.

once I was better I worked on Remi's Bobows and did the repair job. I wrapped him up and put some necklaces and hair clips in the bag for her that I dont wear anymore. I have grown out of costume jewellery and cat ears

after lunch, I was so tired but so restless

I have been like this for days.

my body is tired but i cant rest. i feel I must keep going

I lay on my bed, my body needs it but my body and mind desire more

So I suggested to Jack that we go post Bobows as I do not like having responsibility of him and I know Remi is missing her comfort toy. I just hope she likes the job I did >< and we also went oriental supermarket to stock up on noodles and things

we came home and I know I needed  to relax but still couldnt really

I did dinner which was nice and after dinner I put all the buns away. Needed down time

but I went on just dance and got sweaty in 25mins i felt so much better for it tho

like that was what I needed. I was tired but the endorphins kicked in and kept me going 

I had a bath and now just doing my diary

I should draw as I havent been drawing due to being to damn tired and tonight i actually have blurred eyes i am so tired

i want my bed

tomorrow

i had set weds aside for my mother

its only fair she gets some of my holiday time as usually i work and die so i have no time for her. We both thought about the city centre but then thought better about it as Nottingham since covid-19 has just become one big food court. Like next to no shops. Not worth going into the dirty city and dealing with people ugh. I need more quiet setting and less people.

So I suggested going to the shops 5min drive from the house so TK maxx, B&M, Boots, B&Q, M&S yeah just need a few random bits from each shop really then go to a cafe and have cake and tea. I only have my stew to put on in the morning and then I can go out. I should be back for lunch so then I shouldnt be dead the rest of the day - I hope ><

I have a £2 coin size bruise from my blood test! what the hell!!? how have I bruised so bad and its proper dark purple. I cant look at my arm as it makes me feel light headed. so I can not wait for that to pass >.>