Evening
I managed to sleep ok last night and I woke up to Jack stroking my arm. He woke me nicely before the alarm did. He was already awake so that was nice of him.
I was so anxious this morning. My house was being pulled apart
what mess would be made?
would anything go wrong?
would anything bad be discovered about the house?
how much time and energy will have to go into cleaning the house?
will I be dead come monday?
Yeah bad anxiety....they arrived around 7:10am
My mum gave me a ring at 10ish saying she had dropped off the pigs. Oz was totally fine with the noise going off and even begged for a treat. Mum had to go get him one from inside the house -_____- he was trying to take down his cage door...such a treat tyrant. She said the mess wasnt bad and that the windows are looking good
I thought "shes just trying to make me less anxious by telling me theres not much mess and shes just being kind about saying they look like. Theyre only windows. Why have I done this to myself?"
I couldnt wait to get home to see how the pets were but also didnt want to go home as I knew I was going home to mess and noise
I got home and they were in the bedroom....they had finished upstairs. We hadnt even cleared any of the down stairs rooms!!! But on the whole the mess actually wasnt that bad. I was pleasantly surprised. I go Oz in and had lunch with him in the lounge - they were around the house and had the gate open so it wasnt safe for him to play outside. They told me they were going to the living room next. So time was ticking. I necked my lunch and Oz went on his plush pad ready for his afternoon nap and i felt awful taking him home T^T hes in such a routine. Believe me Oz I was ready for an afternoon sleep too!!!
I put the girls outside for 90mins they seemed ok
I popped them home and my afternoon was full of nothingness as I couldnt think straight I was tired and headachy as the window glue was really chemical smelling.
Jack came home around 4:30pm which is when the men left and I was a bit disappointed when I asked them why they hadnt done the downstairs windowsills. He had made a mistake and only ordered enough windowsill for upstairs so I need windowsills for the downstairs another time. So I have nice windows and crappy old sills.
Jack is mega pleased with the windows they look almost too modern for the house! I love the back door it feels so robust and I love how there is a window in it instead complete plastic door. Feels much more secure. They are coming back at 7:30am so no lie in and they have the kitchen window, bathroom window, craft room window, and front door to do and thats it!
My brother came over when the men left too! he was coming to talk to me about a few things. then he left, I did dinner, and I put the girls out again. I didnt manage to do any exercise as my muscles have hurt all day from working out, im shattered and just done. I had a bath and sat with the girls on my knee for 30mins which was very nice and they know who I am and they were relaxed and happy so I was happy. Going to take loaf home now
Can not wait for bed
tomorrow
getting up early T^T got stuff to move and sort out and tidy up I guess. fun fun fun
mum and dad got to coast ok and stuff.
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