Alpaca Walk

 Evening

I was playing Pokemon til around 10pm by myself in bed. I think I got woke up by Jack coming to bed around 11pm. I woke up at 8am. So nice to not have to get up at 6am

I felt disappointed as I felt tired, achy and my legs hurt. Not a good set up for the day ahead I had got

So i went and cleaned Oz's cage and I cleaned the girls cage out from last week.

I did some drawing and then I had lunch then I got ready to go out

We got to the Alpaca place

and it was just a small private farm really but they must have had about 20 alpacas

I was sooooooooo nervous

so we were with about 3 other couples really and we stood in a barn and we had a talk about alpacas, we were shown the fur and felt it and told what would be happening. It killed me to stand there. There was nothing more I wanted in than moment than a chair.

So we got taken into the farm yard to meet the alpacas - all female

and they harnessed them up and passed us one between two

my parents got a lovely white and silver one, we had a black one that was very dusty from rolling in the dry dirt. We had the one that liked to lead. I let Jack hold the reigns as I didnt feel confident enough. I was so nervous. We all got our alpaca and we took them for a walk round this farm field and then we had photos with them - think it was mine and jack's 3rd photo together XD 

We then got to hand feed them which was a funny sensation and I felt confident doing this. We got to watch them in the field then that was pretty much the experience over with

I was quite tired by this point ^^; but I really enjoyed it. i could tell my parents did. Jack enjoyed it too actually. I was glad to have his support

we drove then to a garden centre like 1min down the road

we walked through to the cafe for a cake and tea, a lady sat us down. We waited for our order to be taken which took about 10 or so minutes

then we waited

and waited

and waited

until I said to jack "this is stupid. for 2 teas and 2 cakes. Why is taking this long" people around us who came in long after us had their stuff. The lady who took our order was cleaning tables, other staff just stood round talking. I feel like our order had gotten forgotten. We waited 30mins for a drink and cake. It was only half full the place was, they werent busy!

so we walked off cus I wasnt giving them my money at this point. Bit disappointing. We looked round house plants and they had some interesting ones but I wasnt feeling it. I was in so much pain by this point.

I got home and Jack made me a brew and I had fruit loaf too. 

I laid on my bed for an hour. I hurt so much. My legs kill

I did dinner, I wasnt that hungry and I didnt want to stand and make food but just got it over with and done really

I am so tired and in lots of pain but it was a nice experience. I think I have a few photos but not looked at them yet.

Jack had a 20sec video on his phone of me feeding an alpaca. I watched it. I havent seen myself on film for a long time. I havent seen a photo of myself for a while. The self hatred was true. I could only see how fat and ugly I am. I wish I hadnt seen it. I want to crawl under a large heavy rock

im gonna have a long soak in the bath now to try help my muscles

tomorrow

going food shop, got food to faff with and bathroom to clean