my poor car :(

 Evening

I finally got my Salandit on pokemon shield last night. Literally wasnt going to turn my game off until til I had achieved this! XD

I slept but had a nightmare and woke up at 5am cus the wind coming through the window was blowing on my sweat making me cold -_____- luckily I managed to get that last hour of sleep. I felt exhausted when I woke up and the nightmare was replaying in my mind. a nightmare I have had several several times

I uploaded my snorlax picture on instagram and it got almost 20 likes, my highest yet!! Snorlax loves out there!

School was boring and stressy. Just everyone really stressy including my Jack. i couldnt wait to leave to be honest. It was a stressful environment to be in

so I got in my car and pulled out of school for my car to beep at me, put the service light on and remain in 3rd gear....my car is an automatic and was stuck in 3rd gear. Meaning if I was to stop, I wouldnt be able to pull off again as you can't pull of in 3rd gear.

Stress

panic

nausea 

this was not good

not only did I have the prospect of trying to get home, I now had a broken car, I would need to pay for it and my windows this month, I would need to contact my dad - my biggest worry

I somehow got home. Through pure skill, driving really slow up to lights or going fast through almost red lights. It was very stressful 20min drive. I couldnt wait to get home

I pulled up outside my parents house as I thought it would be more convenient for my dad to look at here. But my mums car was gone - she had already gone over to my house. So I rang her and told her whats up. It was hailing at this point (despite being 17c) so she came to pick me up. Thank you mummy ^^

She rang dad once we got to my house as I didnt have the stomach to ring him - yes he is that difficult and hard work and stresses me out immensely 

dad looked at my car and said it seemed fine so that means I have an intermittent fault. He will need to take it somewhere to get it properly read. My dad read it with his machine but it read fine. so yeah unhappy car and a car I can not trust right now. It will probably do this again. All I can say is thank god it was me driving and not Jack, we wouldnt have got home.

Mum went home whilst dad was checking my car over, she came to pick me up so I could pick my car up and I was dropped off at 2pm. I went straight to bed - exhausted - woke up at 4pm....ouch. I hope I sleep tonight!!

I had a brew and did a few jobs but on the whole did nothing and Jack was home at 5pm. We got stuff ready for stew. I dinner then did a 20min work out which knackered me out maybe I shouldnt have done it as now my body is so worn out and shaky. It wasnt a difficult work out but maybe too much for my stressed out body. After my bath  I had the garden to water which I could have done without but I got it done

I hope my car is ok and its not gonna be mega expensive to fix T^T my car yet I love it

please hope I sleep tonight. Jo is done T^T

tomorrow

stew morning so we get up early, it is korean noodle stew this week

got school, mum is coming over to do some gardening ^^