finished a display and made up a cake

 Konbanwa~~

Man I had another bad night. i am so sick of it all. I couldnt sleep  just hurt all over T^T

I got  up for pain killers, and I am fed up of overdosing. Ever since Julia told me about people getting kidney failure from paracetamol overdosing, it has worried me to overdose on my medication - which contains paracetamol. I started to get bad thoughts so at midnight I woke jack up, I ended up getting teary but it was over the same usual stuff. I put it down to just being tired. We were up til 1am anyway

This morning I needed more sleep -________-

But i went to school

I worked so hard! I cleaned the prep room, I prepped, I tended to the plants, made some chemicals, I finished the display I was working on!! Finally! It looks really good I took a photo but I havent taken it off my phone yet. I had a good compliment from a biology teacher who walked by as I was finishing up, she said my displays are always amazing, eye catching and top quality. That the kids actually read and look at my displays. Cus I made them AIMED at kids. Usually teachers put up shed loads of info, boring facts and pictures and yeah its real dry and the kids just walk straight on by! Mine have drawn characters, bright art, meme's, short facts like 1 sentence long, no paragraphs or charts or other boring facts. Cute photos, and yeah I try make it fun so they will engage with it.

I left for home and it was pouring with rain! First rain in such a long time I feel! Like 2 weeks I think its been since rain.

I came home and briefly saw mum and caught up about her weekend away and then she left so I could SLEEP. I couldnt keep my eyes open. She bought Oz apple and he took a piece, scoffed it and sat by her feet for more as he could smell she had more apple >.> 

I had a sleep and felt a tad better but god all I wanted was pain killers. I wasnt due any but I needed them. I did resist. Some how.  I went on my laptop for a bit and had a brew then did a 20min workout 

I have also baked a 'cake' using up oats and cereal. Its a total mash up of stuff I have no idea what its like and I hope its cooked I was cooking it for like 40mins! But I am so fed up of the biscuits I cook each week. So I thought id try this as I am sure its probably similar to the flapjack recipe my mum has been making recently which is so nice. I am keen to try some! I do enjoy experimenting and making recipes up XD

I have got the dinner on now as I dont think Jack is far away now, dinner is easy just chicken and chips (always home made chips) and the chicken I cooked yesterday!

I will make the effort to do hobby time later. Me and Jack have said to each other - to motivate one another - every night 10mins of hobby time. Just 10mins. Last night it worked for me. I did 10mins of art!

Tomorrow

its school and I hope I can attend.

to say how much i have been on my feet today my legs do feel pretty good