Garden is taking shape

 Evening

I struggled to get off to sleep last night so we got up til 11pm, I kept waking up during the night as I was aching. I got up at 7:30am as we were having soil delivered sometime in the morning.

I felt like total death. My head was pounding and my ears were sensitive to sound. I hurt all over and my legs hurt to stand and walk. So all in all, I just wanted to crawl into bed and forget the day.

Jack went out to garden almost straight away this morning. Dad dropped over our fixed wheelbarrow and also dropped off mums head tens machine, a tens machine for headaches! it seems to help her but I havent had a go yet but I gave it a go and it didnt help my pounding head much but did take the sensitivity from ears so I guess it did help a bit

I kept sitting outside with jack to keep him company

We had lunch and then I so desperately wanted to escape my pain and discomfort in sleep but the bed was making me ache so I got up. Literally zero relief for me. I have to suffer. Mum and dad both came over to help Jack garden. Jack had caught the sun hes been out in it for that long today! hes done so well. Mum helped him with the rockery and my dad weeded the front. I stayed inside. My brother came over and kept me company for an hour then they all went home

We had showers then I made biscuits then we had dinner

Oz is shattered. He has been so busy today. Hes had a lot of supervising to do today XD hes been there all the time watching over and hopping round. Hes so tired bless him. He loves gardening

Jack has got his friday night gaming, so I will be by myself tonight which is no problem he has more than deserved this time for himself. I will do some drawing with Oz then he can come out and help me water plants then I will see what I will do from there. I am so tired but feel I have no right to say I am tired as I have done nothing today.

tomorrow think Jack wants to do a bit more gardening and mum says she will come help him again. We said we would do the food shop and Jack has gaming with Harvey and Theo at 8:30pm. Me, I have zero things to do. and zero life. I have wasted this week's holiday. My health has been so bad I have been unable to do any of things I thought I was gonna do T^T

My life just hasnt been easy lately, its my cousins 24th birthday today and I usually send her something but I didnt even send her a card this year T^T