up til 2

 Evening

So my Jack got home at about 9:15pm, but didnt come into bed for another hour as he had a bath and then said he was hungry so he was sat in the lounge snacking on chocolate and crisps...I was trying to sleep but my body hurt and I couldnt get comfy at all. Jack gave me a quick cuddle in bed and just dropped off to sleep. He was then thrashing in his sleep, grinding his teeth, mumbling and talking. At 11:30pm I got up for extra pain killers and stayed up til midnight, I crawled back to bed and tried again.

failed.

still couldnt sleep cus of pain, and Jack. Honestly. So I was up taking yet more pain relief that I didnt want to take but I was getting desperate. I was up til 2am I was up in 4 hours time

god I felt so rough this morning. I needed sleep so bad. But I got up and ready as I didnt want to work from home. 

On the way to school I told Jack about my crappy night and he said I should have woke him. But i hate waking him up.

School, was quite hard. I was busy. I just had a lot to do. 

I told mum not to come have lunch with me as all I wanted to do was sleep. But on the way home I decided to drop in on her, she was happy and surprised. I had a quick milk hot chocolate and sat with the girls who are so fluffy and soft!! Tilly already has a grass stain T^T

I left and came home for lunch with loaf. I went to bed leaving him on plush pad but I could hear him thudding, which isnt like him so I went through to him and he was one unhappy bun. i couldnt get him from behind the sofa he was thudding like mad. So I went outside to check for cats etc but nothing. I eventually got Oz and he had been panting so much he made himself sweaty under his nose. He had been really stressed and upset so I stayed with him to reassure him then we both went to sleep for an hour

I had a cup of tea with him then i did some weights, then started cooking the dinner, took me ages to do dinner and Jack's lunch. Jack was late home as he was late leaving, I was glad I had already worked out. Dinner was so nice tho, then I went outside with Oz to water the garden. I had a cuddle for 15mins on the bed with jack as we havent spent much time together lately so it was nice just having a quiet cuddle together. He loves me very much ^^ I love him very much to he is my life ^^

I had a bath and now just doing diary. We will watch RWBY then play pokemon in bed. Jack hasnt played pokemon for over a week but he says he will join in tonight as hes been playing that boat game. I have over taken him on pokemon!

God I hope I sleep tonight. I need bloody sleep!!!

tomorrow

school really, about it. I hope I can go as my legs hurt like a bitshhhh~