being told to have an easier day >.>

 Evening

My brother popped over for a bit last night, so that was nice but I was already so exhausted. I struggled to settle down afterwards. It took me til almost midnight to sleep. We woke up at 8:30am I had slept pretty well too

I sadly had the stew to put on this morning T^T

I was dead this morning, honestly looked and felt rough. Jack told me I need to have an easier day and leave the cabinet in the garage. I had a strop on the floor, saying I wanted to get stuff done, it was on my list to do for today etc. Jack sat down with me and went through my summer list and my daily lists and managed to come up with a better solution and talk me through stuff.

I told him he had averted a melt down XD He said I needed energy for tomorrow as it's his birthday and we would like to pop out for a picnic~ and he was right, I was in need of an easier day. I could feel my body was shaking with exhaustion yesterday. my body shakes when im pushing things, if I push through that 'warning' I faint. Basically my body says 'no more' and knocks me out! I am too stubborn, i know.

So today we had an easier day

As I felt so deathy and sweaty, I had a shower and made some biscuits whilst Jack and Oz gardened for 2 and half hours!! They did so well. I think Jack wanted the garden a bit tidier for when his family come on sunday. 

we had lunch then I drove us to get fuel, post office, then went to mum's for an hour

I got to sit with the girls and we had a cup of tea

Jack got the ladders and went into the roof for my old gamcube as I said he could play my old pokemon games

we came home and we started them. we also watched pokemon presents and we are so hyped for the new games they look so freaking good! I sat with Oz a little bit then did the dinner which was so good, despite almost overflowing this morning XD

Jack has gaming tonight, so I might send him for a shower first as I dont wanna shower right now as I would like to do some exercising tonight. I need food to go down a bit more first! Im not always in the mood to rush so he can game. Sometimes I am exercising and tasting  my dinner coming up....

so tomorrow

it's my Jack's 29th birthday!!! I cant wait to give him his goodies, and have a good day with him ^^ I want to have a nice picnic and we're gonna attempt Katsu curry from scratch for dinner~ think my body is grateful for an easier day today tho, so hopefully this means I have energy to enjoy tomorrow with my Jack~