I think I've always been a spaz and always will be

 Evening

I slept last night, I turned off my switch at 9pm I was DEAD. My alarm went off but I needed more sleep than that so I did feel allllll of today but I have a job to attend to >.>

School, my anxiety was BAD like really bad. I had practicals period 1 to do and jack supported me all the way. At 9pm the new technician showed up so Jack was looking after him. I was managing stuff myself tho somehow. I remembered to take my breaks too. We had our fire drill and whilst waiting outside to have our names called a teacher said to me "what you doing jigging around" I hadnt noticed

back in the day 15 years ago, my form tutor at school would tell me off during fire drill saying "stand in line Joanne! keep still"

I havent changed in 15+ years? ^^; youd think I would know how to behave XD

I blame it on the ADHD

its easier and less tiring on me to just let my body run with the ADHD than to bottle it up and look like a 'normal' person. Im beyond carrying what people must think of me at work now. 

I came home to find mummy already and had let Oz out bless him. He came in for lunch. Mum stayed for lunch then left me to collapse on my bed for a whole 90mins the only reason I woke up was because I thought someone was knocking at my door so I bolted up and ran to the front door - no one there of course. But I was up now

I managed an hour of yoga~ what an achievement 

I wondered where the hell Jack was from warhammer but he had got on the bus home but forgot to txt me he was travelling home.

He got in and I did the dinner and he ran the window guy whos coming again at the weekend, we needed to confirm a few things.

we had dinner, I was glad we ate together. i wanted to eat with him and watch anime. I dont feel like I have spent much time with him lately and I wanted to at least have dinner with him.

I did a 5th coat outside on the pole and it is looking good I think a 6th coat will finish it to be honest then I will paint the wall~

I had a nice hot bath

Not sure if I will do any drawing not really in the mood

I havent been enjoying digital art lately for some reason

tomorrow~

school ugh

school again. Got some hard practicals too. Mummy should be seeing me after for lunch

And here is the birthday card I made for Jack's youngest sister last month - its of her bunnies Skyler and Thumper, she LOVED it