Monday, 31 October 2022

blatant begging isnt it

Happy Halloween!


I couldnt sleep last night. My stomach was HUGE, I honestly looked 5 months pregnant. I never let anyone touch my stomach but I let Jack touch it just so he could understand what was going off. It was huge and pressured. He felt it and said "its like a balloon in there!" it was so painful. I felt like stabbing it and letting the gas out. My whole intestine must have been blown up for my stomach to achieve such a growth. My skin felt tight. I was gonna take a photo but I knew if I saw said image, id cry.

So I was up til midnight cus I couldnt lay on my stomach it was soo painful. I waited til I was shattered so I could lay down and conk out right away.

We got up earlier this morning so we could get fuel before school. I didnt feel too bad about school ether. 


I checked my emails and I had the awful email saying I gotta have that absence review meeting >.> pointless exercise thats gonna be!


I did a lot today tho. We told Julia about our engagement too ^^ 

I got my practicals done, I was on good form today actually. I was topping Jack up with coffee to keep him going bless him. He still stayed for war hammer club, course he did


I saw mummy for lunch, she left at 1:30, I went straight to bed, woke up at 3:40. sweet jesus. That was my afternoon gone! so once I got up, I decided to make our salads for dinner and also jack's lunch for tomorrow. I sat and had my dinner with Oz cus I was hungry and I didnt wanna be up and down to trick or treaters during my meal.

I did some bun yoga for 45mins. We had so much time together. I love that bun.

I only had to answer the door 3 times cus we got heavy rainfall on trick or treat night!

last year we had so many children dressed up that we ran out of sweets! so I bought a few packs this year.

1st time answering the door, two young children dressed up with parents 20 metres behind them, all fine and polite

2nd time answering the door, a black 12 year old in hoodie. I answered the door "wheres your costume?" he said "it ripped" i gave him sweets as I couldnt be bothered with that one

3rd time answering the door, 9 13year olds. none of which were dressed up....I gave them sweets cus I didnt want to take the chance of having my house egged.

at that point I decided that that was blatant begging. am I wrong? if it was on any other day of the week and teenagers asked for sweets at your door youd tell em to do one. But on halloween its justified? 

Im not into that. At this point, I took my pumpkin out from the window and turned the lights off at the front door. But it didnt matter as it rained heavily and no one has since come to the door.

dont know if I will bother next year if its gonna be like that. so I now have a lot of sweets left. what a waste and pointless exercise that was.

I am disappointed cus if I am honest, I do like seeing costumes and I remember how much fun I used to have on halloween with my friends dressing up trick or treating.


anyway, I sat with Jack whilst he had his salad, I made a hot chocolate and we watched anime. then I had a hot hot bath.


so I didnt achieve anything with my afternoon annoyingly but I was shattered. cant be helped.

bit of a crappy halloween tho must say


tomorrow is school :/ 


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