My 3rd week off -_____- my brother got covid

 \evening/

I couldnt sleep last night cus I have to make frequent visits to the toilet and I was aching. I told Jack to stay in bed when he came to bed at 10pm from gaming with Theo. He would have got up with me but I told him I have all day to sleep he does not.

So I was up til midnight just going to the toilet constantly. Its so frustrating. I was so done and tired

I woke up at 6am so I woke my Jack up with a cuddle ^^ I had breakfast with him then went to bed whilst he got ready for school.

My day was long -____- I rang for an extended sick note this morning I really really hope they are kind enough to give me one

I did do some painting this morning and then mum came over for lunch

my brother has covid! he tested positive this morning at work. hes okish but yeah hes got covid

I gave my mum distance, but didnt know my brother had covid till she was telling me in my kitchen -____- all well! 

Once she left I did some yoga, I transferred stuff into my new handbag, I put new songs on my ipod and did a bit more painting. Apart from that I did bugger all. I was waiting for Jack to get his arse home. Didnt leave school til 5pm cus he was staying extra late for warhammer it seemed. Takes the pee. I as starving! Dinner was good and gave me tummy ache but not chronic pain. 

I went for a bath then doing diary. I can not wait for bed. My head is splitting.

I am done. My days are so long and dull T^T

I am getting further with my painting it is looking good :)

tomorrow just another pointless day existing

I talked to Jack when he came home. I told him that since end of August i have had stomach issues and for the last 10 days my poo has been sticky so i thought to google it. Apparently its because I am not absorbing fat properly and left like this - and fat soluble vitamins will not be absorbed. My stomach is hurting after every meal so I said to Jack the problem is getting worse not better to the point where I have stopped digesting food properly. I need to go on the Paleo diet once again to heal my intestines. So I said after my holiday I will go on the diet T^T for at least christmas. He was supportive. I told him I wont make him suffer the diet too I will still serve him actual food. I will suffer alone.

He might need to weigh me each week to keep an eye on my weight s you drop weight going on the diet cus its no diary, sugar, carbs. But if I weight myself I will obsess I know I will. So I asked him if he will weigh me and he says he will :)