Not absorbing my meds

 It's monday tomorrow T^T 

the weekend is always too short

I couldnt sleep last night, I had tummy ache and just couldnt get comfortable

So i got up for a bit and stuff, but only til like 11:30pm

I woke up at 9am and found both my boys in the lounge

I felt awful. Honestly really bad. Like I had woken up on the wrong side of the bed. My head felt a real mess. I ached too. I warned Jack that my head was a mess and to excuse any bad behaviour. I hated the way I felt. As soon as I woke up, I was in the bathroom, I ate breakfast and ran to the toilet again. 

So I worked out, the reason I felt the way I did - was because I had literally not absorbed my medication. I decided to take extra pain killers and extra anti depressant. And oh my god. The difference. I felt so much more myself. Such a relief. Think I would have had a very different day if I hadnt have taken that antidepressant.

I spent a good 30mins in the ball position on my bed. Getting rid of my tummy ache

so Jack helped me make my soup this morning and we had lunch

then after lunch jack was going round the house killing mould on the ceilings. We suffer from mould in this house. But the mould spray STINKS it smells like strong ass bleach and I personally cant stand the smell of bleach. So that spray is literal Jo-repellent. I went outside. It was too much. Even now at 8:30pm my house stinks still. Its slowly going, we had windows and doors open even in this cold weather.

I went outside and did some gardening with Oz, there was some big weeds that has been annoying me for like 3 weeks now. I found this therapeutic, I kept Oz outside cus the smell would burn his whiskers off.

we then went for a walk.

we came in and had a brew

then Jack measured up for curtains in the living room, mould has savaged the curtains and we need new ones but we had a very odd size. so I looked and looked online but no luck. I will keep looking

I made dinner  which was pancakes, two types as I have special pancakes. We were both so full

today, oz did something I kept saying to Jack will happen....he humped Jack! Yes!  I knew he would! he does it out of love not dominance but it was still so funny. Jack walked away from him, Oz got rejected bless him.

tomorrow is school. Ugh. soon comes round.

But its insec day so no kids and get to wear what I want. I have a cute outfit lined up~  

just hope I dont have another bad stomach morning