Hand-made lanyard

Good Evening

This morning I woke to an empty house ><
I got the pets out and did my duties
and I made the house look presentable 
for my parent's arrival
Got ready for work, I had training at 11am

I arrived at the office and 90mins worth of training
not many showed up for training tho
Got "new" kits/lessons to do with detective science
so it made a change
I was also give an extra after school club for this term
so working no mondays to thursdays
i was also given a bday party for this saturday
this week is a gonna be a busy one!

I came home to find my whole family had returned home
so that was nice, i had lunch - still eating that leak & potato soup =.=
then I had to set off for my after school club
which went well, the staff were nice and the kids were pleasant 
and i was teaching a new kit so made a change for me
the traffic was mental tho

oh i made this like a month ago i only found the photo last night

this is my lanyard i wear for work
i brought the pikachu lanyard off ebay
then i designed/drew the card myself

got it printed onto plastic
i was personally very proud of my ID lanyard
so I wear it all the time at work

Tiffin is in a bad mood today seriously >.>
im getting bitten and growled at left right and center

hazel, well we talked about hazel and im still no wiser
but basically she had 2 days of me thinking "wow the meds are
actually helping her" but now it seems shes back to being in pain
when she pees. its very difficult as she is fine in herself
she eats, plays, talks shes happy to put her down just cus
it hurts to pee seems such a waste of life
but i wont see her have any operations/anesthetic
so unless the vets have another medicine to try
im not sure what to do
i'll talk more about it to mum tomorrow

ok ive gone on enough now!

3 friends on 1 day, what were the odds?

Good Evening all

Man I'm soooo tired
I've been up since 7am and I didnt sleep that well
but i cant complain as I've had a nice day and things

My day started with Mia-chan, it was so lovely to have
had company because how lonely and quiet I would
have been with out her. Whilst she spending her usual hour
of getting herself ready (by which time I had got dressed, 
done my hair and make-up and played with my pets)
Dom-kun came over at 10:30am which was nice of him to come over
but my god he was early, i was hoping to have cleaned my pets out
before he came over. 
anyway Mia-chan left us at 11am to meet with her boyfriend & cousin
so me and dom had a lil catch up then Helina-chan popped over
as Dom-kun was buying her XBOX360 off her
so she stayed for an hour catching up with us
but they became fixed on a topic "what would Jozu be like drunk?"
so they were practically begging me to have a drink with them
when we go manchester. *sigh* dont know what im gonna do there
i HATE alcohol but they assure me that the 3 drinks I have tried
were terrible and theres far better out there, do I believe that?
I mostly dont drink because Im on A LOT of medication
some of which state not to drink
so we shall see >.> 

Me and dom had the soup I made on friday for lunch
then we headed into a town and he treated me to a hot choc and
a walnut & coffee muffin, all because I said he never talks to me
and I think he felt guilty, which wasnt my aim but alwell
the excuse "im too busy to text" never sits right with me
how long does it take to text!? like 1mins if that
Then we went round a garden center and I brought a pot and plant
in the sales costing me a total of £4.99 for mum
and when i got back I potted it ^^ I hope she likes it.
I'll photograph it sometime
Then at 4:30pm I dropped Dom-kun off into the city
so he could meet with his mate and return to London
he told me he likes spending time with me and he will come
back and go out for the day with me
Jozu felt loved ^3^

Then since then I cleaned the house and did my pet duties
literally havent stopped today im exhausted 
so im gonna take it easy now as I have work tomorrow
training at 11am then an after school club

photo of me and dom in our college days XD
my hair is sooo short!

Yay my first sleep over with Mia-chan

Good Afternoon~

Going to quickly blog my day
Last night Mia-chan slept over for the first time!!
Usually there's no room for anyone to stay
but what with my parents away, i can have their bed :)

So we woke up and went into town and had a great day
the weather is so nice and refreshing ^^
I made some good purchases as well :D

New tights from charity shop, only a £1 each - bargin

Earrings which were £2.99 each I got 2 for £1!
cute arent they

A second hand crop top I'm gonna use for work

Cute little wooden like bunny & fox
the fox was really cheap cus he's lost and eye but I've given
him an eye now - a pin :)
theyre on my ceiling

now this was a personal bargin of the day

my new winter 2015 coat
my coat is looking a lil tired its done 2 winters
and i made it myself
i said to myself if i saw something decent enough, id replace it
and here it is from Dorothy Perkins.
was £65 i got it for......£20!!! bargin for such a good quality coat

then Mia-chan picked this up for me randomly
and we did photos together
she also got her ear pierced as well

so yeah a good day
shes sleeping again tonight
then tomorrow Dom-kun is going to visit me :)
busy busy busy
im shattered to be honest! 

Im home alone!

Good Day~

Today is my dad's birthday
not that hes the celebrating type, far from it
but this morning we sat with him whilst he opened his card
and the presents I brought
despite being the only person to have gone out their way
and brought him presents, I didnt receive 1 thank you =.=
does he dislike me that much!?
Then I went into my room watching anime
whilst finishing my Fox plushie

Ja-Jan
I have named her Flix
Flix the Fox :)
I made the string round her neck and tied diamonds on and bell
to make her feel owned rather than a wild fox XD

At 10:30 my parents left for their holiday to Norfolk
they return on Monday
at 1:00 my Brother left for Center Parcs with his girlfriend
they also return Monday
so til Monday I'm home alone!!!

I used  my afternoon making Leak and Potato soup from scratch
and recorded 2 dances!!

Tonight Mia-chan is coming to stay over to keep my company
I was going to see Tara tonight but she just text to say
shes got in from work to find her Bunny is unwell :(
bless him I hope Nutmeg gets better soon

Tonight I have Mittens the hammy to play with again
he was a good boy last night, so cute!

Tomorrow I am spending the whole day with Mia-chan
and we're going shopping!

Sewing Day at Lynn's

Good day~

Today I woke up absoultely crippled haha
I had been to yoga, granted I didnt go full out
but still I really hurt this morning and it took me a 
while for my body to get going
but at 11am I arrived at Lynn's house

We have been sewing like all day
I didnt get anything finished to show
but I thought I'd show the clay earrings I sat and made yesterday

Fox and Poke'balls

Lynn made me a cheese and ham toastie for lunch
and gave me a piece of chocolate cakey also ^^
always spoilt there ><

I came home and flopped on the sofa
i have no energy left im still recovering from tuesday sadly
but I would like to practice a dance tonight so to get it recorded tomorrow

should have an easy day tomorrow hopefully

my hazel seems to be doing better too
oh and we have Mittens my brother's girlfriend's hammy to stay

It killed me off

Good Morning

and please excuse my absence for yesterday
Basically yesterday was too much for me and 
i never went online at all

I was up at 7am and left the house 7:30am
it would be the first day in my entire life
that i would have worked a full day
i know, 23, it doesnt sound like much
but when you have 3 illnesses such as myself
its a massive thing and i wanted the challenge
i needed to know how well id cope

anyway i arrived at 8am and helped set the room out
with tables and chairs and greeted the few  children that came
i also met Matt-kun a new mad scientist who is 31
he was a good laugh and does yoga ^^
all 27 kids rolled in for 9:30am
and from there i just never stopped
typically i was on the biggest table of kids so big
that i had to keep leaving my seat to walk round
and help the kids which used up more energy
the site was next to a park so every play time
i was out playing with the kids which is just exhausting
by the end of it i was dead
3pm i was certainly ready to come home but i knew it wasnt over
Dan-kun ever asked if i was ok i was feeling a bit wobbly on my legs

finally 5:30pm came and i was allowed to leave
Matt-kun said i looked tired, i said i was shattered
he was like "you've only played all day, why you so tired?"
i replied "I know thats why i love my job"
really what i wanted to say was "you try having 3 illnesses and 20 pills each day"
but i couldnt and wouldnt 
i drove home god knows how and as soon as i came home
i went to bed
had dinner and a shower when i got up, and saw tiffin for half hour
then went to bed, slept for 11hours and today i hurt all over
my illness is bad today

so all in all i can safely say a full days work is still
too much for me to handle but one day i will manage
it one day i will be able to work 9 til 5 monday to friday
just like all my other friends 
i will be normal one day!

today im gonna take it easy as thats all i can do really

Hazel's first trip to the vets

Man I am exhausted
I have just been to Zumba after about a 2month
absence and jeez how unfit I have gotten in just 2months!!
shocking! I enjoyed it tho but my muscles are hurting ><
someone commented on how energetic and bouncy i was ^^

Today Hazel had the vets bless her she was truly terrfied
i knew she would be
the vet looked and felt her from all angles whilst hazel
squirmed in her hands trying to get to me
it was heart breaking to see her so unhappy
i have her my hand for reassurance to which she licked
in the end she starting squeaking so the vet couldnt
tell if she was in pain or just distressed 
she came away with anti-biotics and the same anti-imflammatory
we give to pinky
we were told to come back thursday and if she is no better
then they would knock her out for a X-ray
NOT BLOODY HAPPENIN'!!
I wont put her through that stress

I had the doctors myself as the medication to treat
my thyroid isnt suiting me
so he gave me some medicine to help ease my symptoms 
and upped the dosage on my thyroid tablets
yay more tablets T^T

tomorrow I am at work 8am-5:20pm
it will be the first time in my entire life
that I would have done a full days work
missing my cousins coming down too
tomorrow will be exhausting and Im praying
im up to the task!