Good evening~
Today marked mine and mum's last day of the sweetlessness challenge
a month we had to go without cake and chocolate in the hope to lose weight
well i weighed myself this morning and had lost a couple of pounds to my surpise
mum had stayed the same, coming to the conclusion "cake doesnt make a difference in a diet"
I woke up at 9:15am having slept rubbish even tho i needed the sleep damn it!
I had to have tiffin indoors as it was pouring down outside
so he was round my legs whilst i was trying to get things ready
to take to lynn's house, he wanted fuss and i gave it him X3
his behavior has been miles better as of late ^^
I arrived at lynn's around 11am
we did some sewing but as soon as i arrived she gave me a tea and a piece of brownie *^0^*
i was so happy my first bit of cake all month!
I finished a t-shirt I was making for Dom-kun i will photograph it tomorrow
and I started a cushion for mum
so i got a fair bit done, i didnt come home til gone 7pm ><
oh also i got 3 little cakes after my sunday lunch which was just heaven
and i took Todd for a walk with her :)
So i have had a nice Sunday
next sunday I should be with Dom-kun :)
oh here's my brother's bag
like I said photos dont do it justice
Good Day minna~~~
^^
Today I went to Derby with Lynn~
ahh what a great satisfying day
I got up at 7:30am to get ready and left at 9am
I met Lynn and we headed to derby
I picked up quite a bit of stuff, all craft related
as its cheaper there and far more variety the people are friendly too
I also picked up some dried apple and coconut slices for tiffin
its the only place i get them from as anywhere else is a total rip off
so i picked him up a good big sack the woman looked at me gone out
when i told her they were for my rabbit XD
we had lunch I had a baguette with tomato soup
i managed to ask her about relationships as she was once friends
with her husband and they decided to take it further then they married
and i just wondered how it came to be and how they over came the
awkwardness of being friends to lovers
she was telling me if Dom likes me i should go for it
everyone is telling me the same thing so now i was excited
to see dom on friday now im nervous damn it!
we came away at 1:30pm as we had both had enough and got what we needed
it was around 3pm when i got home tho and i went straight to bed exhausted
got up and bleached the top for Dom as the t-shirt arrived in the post today
which i was mega happy about as it meant i could do my bleaching ^^
sorted out my bits storage is a serious issue =.=
we're having a BBQ tonight
tomorrow going to Lynns~
Good Evening~ :D
Last night I was over at Mia-chan's house with Helina-chan
it was nice to have a catch up for 3 hours
we girls sure can talk XP
I painted their nails too
helina had cat faces mia had a gradiant
and simply painted hearts on mine as no one would paint mine =.=
claiming they were "no good at nails" alwell XD
mia would have no doubt painted mine bright mustard colour or something anyway!
We talked about a lot and relationships im concerned for helina
well i have been for a while but she so afraid of confrontation and
not upsetting anyone that she keeps everything to herself and is just a YES girl
she goes with the flow sos not cause conflict
but its not doing her any good she, well i could tell she was holding back tears
yesterday bless her, her boyfriend and her relationship is no good for her
we told her what we could see as she can no longer see things
so she SAYS she will talk to him but weather she will or not who knows
Mia is doing well with rob as always their relationship is solid its amazing
i only wish i can be the same one day, to be loved and wanted
and not taken for granted
they got on the subject of Dom, poor Dom he gets laced into when im not
with him to tell everyone to shut up haha
helina was like "he wants to go out with you!"
me "what he actually said that?"
helina "well no but he says youve put him in the friend zone"
me "yes thats because he is my friend!!!!"
yeesh what am i gonna do here
im seeing dom at the start on june so im gonna talk to him
so i can put this matter to rest so nether of us get unwanted attention
i do like dom i do but i have known him 7 years of course im gonna like him
hes a good friend to me, to love someone is different and im so dense that
im unsure when i do love someone i dont think ive really experienced it before
so how do i know when its happening? ><
if he turns round to me and confesses his love to me thats another thing
i would be tempted to give it a go as i know he is a gentlemen and would treat me right
but if he sees me as a friend im totally cool with that
i will just find it hard to adjust if i ever saw a girl hanging off his arm
which is a scene i have never seen
we're both not experienced relationships so we're bad as each other really!
i came home at 9:30 saw tiffin for 10mins but he wouldnt settle
today i was determined to get my brother's bag finished
and im pleased to say it is finished!!!!!!!!!!!!
thank god cus i was startin to lose interest in the thing
i will upload photos soon
altho photos dont do it justice to be honest
i uploaded a dance and got one recorded for tuesday!!!
found a load of dances on youtube i want to learn too~
i went for a good walk with mum too
tomorrow I'm off to Derby im well excited
just me and Lynn, as much as i want to wear a skirt and stuff
the weather is a bit iffy so im going in a hoodie instead
dont wanna get caught in the rain ><
Obandesu yo~
Today I woke up feeling better~
I started finishing off my brother's bag
i keep having dubbed anime on in the background on my laptop
whilst i work
so far over the last week or so ive watched through
sunday without a god
date a live
now on absoulte Duo
I also finished the 7 book series "wicked good witches"
i loved them books and now got to wait for season 2 T^T
I got my brother's bag finished but when it was photo time
i suddenly realized a huge problem so tomorrow I am going to sort it out
im so peed off about it but what can ya do
At lunch time I started to feel unwell, yet another thing to pee me off
i just came over poorly
i needed to go to the office so in the end mum took me i was so grateful
i felt like i would have crashed my car otherwise
arriving at the office, Seth-san was outside playing with bubbles
bubbles he was producing roughly 50cm big 0.0
they were stunning
inside Dan was there being disorganized as usual >.>
i waited ages for my kit i said i wasnt feeling well
hint hint i want to get the hell outta here
but men dont get hints
so i was having to put up a front for everyone which was draining
and they were playing round with the spark generator, getting me to drink
in a certain way, showing me glasses. i guess its nice they have taken
a liking to me, i couldnt help but feel like i was at the hands of their amusement
guys dont grow up do they i was with Dan, Ernie-san and David-kun
eventually i got my kit and left
only teaching once this week!
I got home and went straight to bed exhausted and felt crap
now I am all ready to go over to Mia-chan's with Helina-chan
I am so looking forward to it
not seen them in a few weeks :)
Tomorrow I WILL have that bag finished!!!
and I WILL be 100% damn it!
A photo a few years ago
Good Day~
No yoga tonight D:
I was forced to wake up this morning >.>
the actual morning I was able to sleep through
and not wake up early and i got woke up
all for my stupid blood test
I cleaned Tiffin out before I went
then at 9:40 I was layed out for the vampire
actually i say vampire but the nurse i go to now is lovely
and she does an amazing job
and so i didnt faint or get worked up!
I was well pleased with myself
i felt a bit like jelly and a bit dizzy afterwards
but it soon subsided
mum had got a bag with a drink, biscuits and a flannel
all in case i went bag =.= embarrassing
but luckily i was fine :D
Tiffin has been playing outside like all day today
it has been randomly raining at times too XD
he's one with bloody nature that rabbit
kip was never like that
I have been sewing my brother's bag
most robust bag ive ever made id say
just got to add the flap at the top and its done
i think he likes it, i hope it is some use to him
I went for a short walk today
im still not 100% but getting there
if it wasnt for my illness i would have got rid of this virus
a lot quicker by now >.>
I managed to get a dance done as well, felt great dancing
tomorrow Im off to the office
and seeing Mia-chan & Helina-chan in the evening :D
Good Evening~
Today I got crackin' with my brother's camera bag
here's how far I am
probably doesnt look like anything to anyone
but to me this is my plan of attack - how im gonna sew it together
So far all panels have been cut
panels have been quilted (3 layers in total)
and the bottom strap half made
took ages to quilt
by quilting i mean sandwiching 3 layers together and sewing round ever camera =.=
I went on the phone to different places making different appointments
and such, which is a big ask for me
a couple of years ago i couldnt do telephone calls the stress of them
made me literally break down on the phone, yeh i was a wreck >.>
so i pleased with myself i achieved them calls by myself
as i can still have this panic attacks on the phone ><
I went to the shop with mum after lunch and went post office to post the bunny tent
to my friend :) hope he gets use out of it as we didnt
came home and had a short walk, trying to will myself back to health!
mum came with me which was nice :3
Did some dancing and got a dance done which made me want to pass out
i didnt dance for long at all 15-20 mins and my body was shaking and i was dizzy
guess im not up to full health yet
but at least im prepared for friday~
tomorrow I have stinking horrible painful disgusting blood test
9:40 the vampire comes for me
i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!!!!!
And i know because of the way I have been feeling i am gonna pass out
im not strong enough
Konbanwa
Hello~
Today I am feeling much better ^^ about time too ><
I took a sleeping tablet to sedate me
and it worked a treat, i havent used them pills since last year
and i've used 2 in a week!
It because i was in pain during sleeping so my body was constantly
moving positions to get comfy in my sleep and it was waking me up
so i wanted to actually SLEEP last night
and it worked i am feeling better in myself
my voice isnt as bad as it has been ether its going a bit now haha
too much talking XD
I also painted my nails last night and i did mum's too
mum has strawberrys and i have rainbows~
Never done rainbows before, not bad for a first attempt at 9:30pm
i didnt have a yellow sadly
Today I got cracked on with my brother's camera bag its coming
along nicely and i havent made a mistake yet!
i have done the lining and started the outside, well have it all cut out anyway
gonna be good, he best use it >.>
I popped to the shops with my parents for a change
all i got was a couple of nail varnishes, yellow being one of them :3
I refused to go to sleep today so i have been awake all day woo
get stuff done~
I played with tiffin and sat reading with lily mum read with pinky
but they panic after a while being away from one another
tomorrow i plan to continue the bag, im suppose to go into the office
but i dont feel well enough to drive and no one is around to take me
so theyre just gonna have to wait for me ><
I have been doing a lot of reading as of late
and ive learned a couple of dances just got to perfect them
night
