Good Evening
I watched gogglebox last night with my family + pets
it wasnt that great but something to watch i guess
I went to bed praying Id sleep as i knew i had my yoga workshop in the morn
So I got up at 8:30am the workshop started at 9:45am
mum told me she wasnt feeling up to coming :(
i was disappointed but i didnt want her pushing herself
so i went by myself
I arrived to find my teacher stressing that she couldnt
get into the school, but just at that moment of me arriving
a lady came and opened up for us
my teacher was stressed cus she was hoping to have got set up
before we all got there and to have a quick stretch herself
So the lesson started late as we all had to get set up
and we ended up waiting for a couple of people who were late
but we had to bring so much with us
usually i just take my mat and a drink
but this time we needed
mat
drink
block/brick
2 cushions/pillows
1 blanket or 2 towels
we all looked like we were going camping together XD
it was good, a bit intense at times but i went with it
i didnt push myself to the max as i trying to pace myself
but i did work up a good sweat
she had 12 of us in the room
4 of which i knew from my wednesday yoga class.
we introduced to friends of my teachers
there was a couple next to me who had just set their own
yoga studio up in chesterfield - so i knew these two were gonna be good
then there was a lady she first trained with - she was lovely
then there were 3 skinny as hell and mega flexible woman
when i told my dad and my brother that sentence they said the same thing
"thats you" im not skinny as hell
anyway the class was good and i watched the pair next to me as they did
head stands!!! it was amazing and one lady helped me into a hand stand
i was well happy the hand stand i did - supported i'll add
we did some yin yoga - i have never done yin yoga
i really enjoyed it and found it easy and relaxing
then at the end of the class my teacher said she didnt get through everything
she wants to do a 3 hour workshop next time! 2 hours was enough!!
she handed out peanut butter & dark chocolate flapjack and herbal tea
i took the one peanut butter thing to be polite
and it was nice just not my sorta thing
then i thanked her and left, ive since left her a thank you note on facebook
got home and announced "i cant walk" when i came through the door XD
i ate lunch and headed to bed cus i just needed to
when i woke up i did some sewing
then did a tiny bit of dancing - thinking if i do exercise then hopefully
i wont be stiff tomorrow
sewing again then drawing
here's the start of my halloween picture
tomorrow i short have my hoodie finished
as i only have the hood to sew on :3
i hope i can walk tomorrow!!
Good Evening all~
Man I so did not want to wake up this morning!!!!
I was having such a cool dream but I know I couldnt wake up
i was making noises to try wake myself up
mum came in the room and i managed to mutter "i cant wake up"
so she spoke to me and I came round
I started to work on my hoodie :D
I got quite far today actually I made a lot of progress
but realized id made quite a big mistake so i had to correct
it which took up time and then i packed it up as i was too tired
to do much else and i didnt want to go wrong
besides theres plenty of time no rush in making it
I did a lil bit of dancing in the afternoon
I finished a dance and went to record it but im not sure
if im pleased with it. Second time this week i've recorded
a dance then deleted it and re-done it another day
I started doing a halloween picture
I want to have an attempt at one cus usually mine suck
but i found a lot of cute images on the internet so im hoping
i have some good inspiration to go on :)
My parents went and collected granny's death certificate and got
back granny's stuff she took to haywood house with her
mum didnt want to touch it she couldnt bare to
she couldnt bare to touch the clothes granny had last worn
they then went into town and registered her death
I rang up Randstad Education something ive been meaning to do all week
but ive been so nervous about doing it, im not sure why
i guess i thought with not hearing from they that they werent interested
in getting me work or struggling to find me work
but the lady Kin who i spoke to was lovely and said its my references they've
had trouble with, mad science for one were being right gits apparently,
then my other reference is college but theyve had trouble with getting
hold of anyone from the college so Kim assured me that she was gonna ring
me and tell me how it was going, i told her i was nervous about ringing
she laughed and "dont worry we havent forgotten you" :) i felt so relieved
after i made that phone cal, what was i even worrying about?
its because ive been struggling to cope with most things lately
cant think how else i passed my day haha
im gonna do a lil bit more dancing tonight
then watch googlebox :)
my nails i did this week
bunnies!
Evening all~
Mum woke me this morning as I had got an appointment
at karen's for 9:30am
i didnt wanna get up damn it ><
It was nice chatting to Karen
we talked about various bits as always
and when i was leaving she gave me cakes, flowers and a card!
so i passed them onto mum, well i did the flowers
thats the 3rd bunch this week, i always do the flowers
then i went up the shed and planted my new plant
its all happy now and so am i as its colourful and pretty :)
we went out into a town down the road
went round charity shops and stuff picked up a few bits
nothing special. all i got was a fruits basket manga book
it was £1.25, i plan on ripping up manga books and doing a collage one day
so ive collected the odd manga book of series i know but got them reduced
so it doesnt feel as bad when it comes to ripping em up
got home went to bed
which is usually what i do when ive been karens
just exhausts me for some reason
i told her that i hadnt been yoga for 2 weeks!! god i miss it
rang lynn up for 30mins seeing how she and den were
theyve invited me up for sunday dinner next sunday ^^
cant wait to see em both
went for a walk with mia and helina at 6:15pm
my god was it dark! could barely see!
and i was frozen but it was nice to see em both
i keep looking at the ring i have on, makes me think of granny
even mum says it reminds her of granny
ive only shown it karen, mia and helina
not showing off or anything i just thought id tell them
But I thought Id show you the jewelery i have been wearing of hers
this was granny's eternity ring from papa
and this is a necklace I assume she got from papa
but it has hallmarks on it so today i actually googled "Uk hallmarks"
and I managed to work it that its
sterling silver
made in sheffield
made in 1977 - the queen's silver jubilee
so its 38 years old!!!! its older than me!! shocked
ive not shown it anyone, i keep it under my top
it sits between my boobs, hence why i took of picture of it in my hand ><
I did some more of my hoodie
but not much sadly
painted my nails last night ^^
and tonight on TV is "paul O'grady's for the love of dogs"
i watched it last week its a new series i love it :)
tomorrow i wanna sew god damn it
but i think mum wants to go out ><
Evening all
Im gonna hopefully make this quick as id like to paint my nails tonight ^^
I slept rubbish waking up a lot then having to get up at 8am
and leave at 8:30am
got to the doctors at 8:30am he was running late...already!?
anyway i got my yearly dose of sleeping tablets, allowed 28 pills per year XD
theyre just there incase of emergencies when im having a lot of trouble
sleeping like the other week i took one as i hadnt slept through the night
in 2 weeks so i take on to sleep and break the not sleeping cycle
I also got to go back on the pill. finally. its been a year since ive been
off them, good job i dont use them for contraception isnt it!
he wouldnt let me have them til my thyroid was under control >.>
periods make me so poorly =.= pathetic i know
anyway got home had breakfast and cleaned the pigs out
we discovered pinky was bleeding
massively...
we know she bleeds she has done for the last 18 months id say
just on and off bits of blood
but this morning it was bad, literally gushing out we had to bath her bottom
i rang the vets up but they said they were booked up but to come down and squeeze
in between appointments so as soon as we finished up cleaning them out
we took her down, we were seen too very fast, i thought we'd be there like an hour
the vet said to try her on anti-biotics or spay her
now i know shes had anti-biotics before for this, in fact when it all started she had
anti-biotics and it didnt do anything. that was a different veterinary clinic
now this one suggested spaying her...poor girl. but he didnt give any indication
on if we spay her she'd be cured kinda thing
mum went for anti-biotics, not wanting to get pinky in an operation
its not so bad castrating, but spaying, they get opened up
so we'll see, we've been checking her through out the day and giving her her meds
and plenty of iron rich greens
i started planning out my hoodie but i felt really poorly randomly
went to bed then when i woke up mum took me to a garden center to get
a new indoor plant :D i got one! it was the only small one there and its pink!!
i said to mum "this baby was waiting for me!"
im gonna pot it tomorrow i forgot to do it today ^^"
started sewing up my hoodie, cant say as i got very far
but im taking my time, making it nice and neat
see what tomorrow brings~
Evening all~
I woke up at 8am having a really bad night
i was having bad dreams and aching an awful lot
i cant believe how painful my body can feel when laying on a mattress
my hip and face is the worst
anyway i started designing my hoodie
i was having an awful lot of trouble with it
i was trying to use up fleece remnants i had, i have a big piece of black
so i was thinking of doing a black hoodie
i saw all these designs i like, but when it boils down to it, im not comfortable in them
i have certain things on my hoodie for example
a zip as way of open and closing
pockets are a must
and a hood
so in the end i was getting rather annoyed so i looked at exactly what fleece i did have
and realized i had a few more colours than i first thought
so i ditched the black and when i did i was suddenly able to draw a design!
i think it was the black that was doing me
anyway i did a quick doodle~
It's going to be a bunny hoodie
i was torn between cat & bunny but i am a big bunny fan X3
bunnies suit me more than cats
so I cut that all just now actually, all over the landing and in the way of everyone XD
no space in my room tho to lay it all out!
my parents went over to grannys to do some more clearing out
i went to bed nakerd from lack of sleep and just feeling crummy
when i woke i found they had brought me stuff back from grannys
craft pieces mainly things to do with card making
i was shocked, as i had helped package everything up a year ago from grannys house
and i hadnt come across them, and i know for a fact she hadnt used em since being
in her new house, so where the hell were they? anyway i'll put em to good use :)
i also cleaned up grannys jewelery the pieces that are real silver & gold
mum had ago placing some rings on her fingers
i think its sweet she wants to wear them in granny's memory
grannys engagement ring for example. it looks like a ring to most people
but its very sentimental
i told mum which ring reminded me of granny the most and it was a blue stone one
so i tried it on and got it on god knows how with my fat fingers
im currently wearing it - granny's eternity ring- i'll see how i go with it
im not really a ring kinda girl, ive never been able to get along with rings
so if i cant handle it and it annoys me i'll put it with the rest of granny's things
just seems sad not to wear it, when it holds memories and its pretty
oh and speaking of cleaning granny's jewelery i cleaned the silver necklace
mum let me keep and it came up a treat so im wearing it round my neck today
im gonna see if i can sleep in it too - without strangling myself ><
ive never inherited jewelery before
i did some dancing and got very hot very quickly
then i felt wiped out after a short time
guess im still not up to full strength from my cold
but i did manage to get a dance done for today thank god
dont know if i will get one done for friday in time tho!
ive given mum my cold =.= shes unwell and not happy ^^"
oh yeah i went to the dentist today
ahhh i was so nervous, i think i was more nervous in case my filling was really bad
and i had to have tooth out but thats me over thinking
mia met me in reception and she told me she had chose the colour for my filling
to match my teeth, which i thought was nice of her
i was in the chair for 15 minutes with major mouth ache haha
the needle didnt hurt and mia was asking what it was like but i was like
"there's worse pain in the world than that" shes got to have 4 teeth out you see
so they finished up and i was glad that i had got it sorted sooner rather than later
mia says she will see me for a walk on thursday :)
came home and tried to have soup and a cup of tea without
spilling them down me with my numb mouth XD
tomorrow i have doctors at 8:40am, gotta get up and go >.>
im in two minds whether to mention my head or not
anyway thats me off
