Fading colours and patience

Evening~

I got up early for college this morning

My eyes were a bit watery and the mood i was in

i just could not be bothered to put make up on

So all I did was mascara and a lil eye liner

so this was me for college

my hair has faded quite a bit but its still very pink

People in my college class made nice comments about my hair ^^

College did my head in today

when I first signed up for the course I was told I was to be

in twice a week every week

then it went to once a week

then once every 2 weeks

we are suppose to be there 9-12:30 yet were finishing before

12 and we have a 20min break in that time to

it almost feels like a waste of time turning up for such little time

I feel like 'what am i paying for?' think im just paying for a certificate at the end of it

I got sat down and we were doing Safe guarding children

which is basically looking out for a child's mental and physical well being

of course then we had to go through all the signs of if a child has been abused

so it was a bit of sickening lesson if im honest

it makes my blood boil how sick and cruel humans can be

but my teacher was hesitating on getting on with the work simply cus she didnt

want to start group work til after our break

so that annoyed me. Then we wasted time by everyone talking about what they'd

seen in the news or papers about abused children cases

such a waste of time, if i wanted to know these things id google it when i get home

so i heard more about things that had happened in the world than actually

how to help a child >.>

So break came and I went to the library in hopes of printing my photos out

I had to wait 3:34mins for the computer to load my account then when it loaded 

it logged me straight out before i could even press anything -______- theyre so crap

so I logged in again a further 4mins, got my work up went to print it out

had to ask someone how to use the damn printer and when my work came out

it was a plain piece of paper i must have looked a right idiot

time was getting on so i left for class

Walking to our next class room my teacher was stood outside the room

i said "am I late?" she said "no your the first back I was wondering where you all got off to"

I thought it would be a good opportunity to talk to her by herself

me "i could quite easily not have the break and get on with the lesson"

sarah "well i think some people want the break, but your all suppose to be here til 12:30"

me "i thought we were! so why are we always finishing early?"

sarah "cus half the class end up leaving at 12 for work commitments"

me "thats not my problem, they miss out, we here for college we should carry on with them"

sarah "yes i understand but sometimes it can be hassle what with people missing"

the room became free so we walked in and she booked my observation date in with me

9th June at 9:00am I will be observed in school lesson!!! scary!

The rest of the class dwindled in

we had a sheet to do whilst sarah went round the room booked everyones observations in

it took a while and we had long finished the work

we talked about the work then we talked about what time we should finish and our breaks etc

so that was a class discussion. I was getting a bit peed off at this point

we were wasting time talking about how we waste time

it turns out only 2 people from the class had to leave at 12

the rest were just leaving for the sake of leaving early >.>

so next week we will finish at 12:30 thank god

but i feel nothing wouldnt have been said if it werent for me

eventually my teacher handed out 3 sheets of paper for our next assignment 

by this point it was 12pm. if we were able to stay til 12:30pm we could have talked

and helped each other with the assignment and write notes. but no we had to leave

so that annoyed me as its a difficult and long assignment

I went back to the library in hopes of printing again

the computer took 4mins to log in and signed me out again

drives me insane. So when I did get it all up, click print

stood by the printer for my turn. clicked print. and a black piece of paper came out

at this point i left for home

got home and had a quick dance to relieve my tension

had lunch when i got home and went to bed for 2 hours

i had had enough of the world

got up and worked on a craft project 

whilst watching anime for 20mins 

did some drawing and thats been my day

bit of a waste of a day really

tomorrow not sure what im doing yet actually

Working in notepads

Good Evening~

Mum worried me a lil as I got up and went to the toilet

the whole time I was there I could hear mum from standing outside

pinky's cage gently shouting "pinks, Pinks"

I thought "oh my god is she dead!?"

eventually I heard mum say "god you were fast asleep weren't you"

My breath returned. Mum said pinky was breathing just not waking up.

She is 50 in guinea years

I started to continue where I left off yesterday with regards to making

a lil memory notebook for Ed. Ive done quite a few pages and prepped some pages too

I had a sort out through my photos, finding ones of me and him etc

we've done a lot together!

I organized all the photos ready to print out. Im gonna print it off at college tomorrow

as my printer isnt that good :/

Then I can stick the photos in and its done ^^

I wrote bits and pieces in it and did some doodles too X3

so far done 22 pages which sounds a lot but its a tiny note book

I hope he likes it. I will send it once I know when he has date for Sudan

Im tempted to photograph all the pages and put them on my blog 

It feels weird having college tomorrow like its not suppose to be

that day I think the bank holiday has thrown me out a bit

I am looking forward to college I just hope my dippy teacher has properly

organized the lesson. I have a lollypop in my bag ready X3

I went for a walk round the block with my parents. It had stopped raining

and they were going out for some fresh ait which I really wanted to

so I joined them

I saw a kid from year 6 whilst on my travels I smiled at her and she had to

double look it was me XD kids always find it strange to see school staff

actually outside of school + I have pink hair now

I also saw Mia's nephew luke with his dad george 

I went to make a fuss of luke but he was being very shy with me as usual

but he did tell me what he got for his birthday on wednesday he's 3 now!

I came home and started doing a lil dancing

I thought I better as I slept this afternoon so ive been lazy XD

I might do some drawing later~

Ive been with tiffin in my room as well as it was raining

i watched him fall asleep for 5 whole minutes, it was so cute

but I had to be silent and keep still otherwise he'd wake

when he did wake i fussed him X3

Tomorrow is college~

Facebook friend request why? LinQ noticed me!

Evening~

Something made my day today!
LinQ noticed my dance I uploaded on Friday and posted
it on their Twitter!! I was so very happy~
https://twitter.com/LinQ_official/status/726341276216365056
For an actual Jpop to take notice of me is amazing
I think this is the 4th time I have been mentioned by a group :D

I woke pretty early this morning
I released tiffin outside and hes been outside from 8am til 6pm 0.0
he never went home XD surviving off the plants
mum was not impressed....

I turned my laptop on
I found a friend request on facebook
I dont bother with facebook but I thought id see who it was
It was clinton's friend from yesterday, the guy I didnt even know his name and spoke
no more than 2 words to, asked me to be a friend :/ I couldnt work it out actually
Would you bother asking someone to be a fellow facebook friend when you didnt
really speak in person to them? whats the point
I told mum and she was most insulting!
me "mum, clintons mate from yesterday wants to be my friend on facebook"
mum "is he good looking"
me "erm well not my kinda type he has long hair with a tash and beard" @.@
mum comes over to examine his profile photo "i think you should get in there"
I turned to face her
mum "well its not like you've had any other offers is it? and when do you ever meet new people"
Utterly insulted. I said "im not desperate!!!!!!!"
she laughed and said "i know your not" and walked off
WHAT!? just how am I suppose to take that!? 
I texted helina about him she replied
"yeah people just do that now days on facebook"
I texted mia
"He requested me too and I just accepted him"
I texted helina "what do I do?"
Helina replied "just accept him he's harmless"
probably thinking i was making a big thing outta nothing
you can tell I dont use facebook much ^^; 

I accepted him...

I washed my bicycle today
I didn't really use it much last year for some reason
think i was enjoying walking more than cycling 
so to say my bike was dirty and dusty was an understatement...
So I washed it all down and made it nice and clean again
and dad pumped my tires up for me
I do love my bike its been my best one and Ive had it many years
its blue silver and black
The handle bar grips are a bit gross, I havent liked touching them for over a year
I usually wear gloves when riding anyway
But I decided to buy some new ones off ebay for 99p theyre blue with stitching
more interesting than the black rubber ones I have currently but dad burst my
bubble and said they may not fit -___- I also brought some multi coloured
stars to go on the spokes as im a child like that XD well they were only £1.10 for 36 I think
So not broke the bank

I went for a short walk with mum
which was nice to get out

Had lunch and went straight to bed
I was quiet tired from yesterday so I went for a power nap
When I got up I started working on a lil something
I want to give to Ed before he goes to work in Sudan for 6 months T^T

In the evening I have danced and done yoga
learning 3 dances at the same time~
Tomorrow is bank holiday so I am not at school ><
Not sure how to spend the day
probably do some more of Ed's present

Here's me playing around with photos from yesterday

 

Girly day together + convention = Photos!

Evening~~

There's a reason why today's font is pink....

Today was the day of my home town's Convention~

Em-con

I got up at 8am, thinking I needed to have a shower to wash my hair

but cus mum only dyed it yesterday afternoon it wasnt too bad to I washed

my fringe in the sink X3 lazy I know but I didnt want to get wet!

Anyway so I got all dressed up as Mirai from Beyond the Boundary

I chose this character simply cus it was a warm cosplay!!

I got mummy to take a photo of me X3

I took time doing my make-up :3 and used my Dolly Wink eyeliner

The plan was for Mia to come over at 10am for a brew and help

with her fake eyelashes. It was 10:15am and I hadnt even heard from her....

By 10:20am she text me to say she would be 5 more minutes

well I had said we were leaving no later than 10:30am

honestly shes ALWAYS late always.

But she arrived at 10:25am and I hopped straight into her car.

We parked into the city center so we had a bit of a up hill

walk to the convention.

But we were fine just chatting along

We arrived at the convention to find a massive line - the usual

a woman came up to us and said we could get in using the main door

so we went round and got in, so we basically didnt que up!!! lucky!

The convention was better layed out this year I have to say

and a lot of people had made the effort to dress up

We started walking round the convention together

We bumped into Helina and Clinton, Clinton had his mate with him too

We didnt really walk round with them, Helina was a lil quiet today

we just kept seeing them every so often.

There wasnt a great deal there, we knew there wouldnt be

There was stuff there I'd buy if I had a lot of money but because

I dont have an income i just got a little token to commemorate the day really

So I picked up a Miku figure she was £6

she was from the same lady who sold me this Miku last year! and same price!

So theyre together now :3

I picked up a badge, as I usual do X3

It was not difficult to choose, I knew which one to get instantly

Pikachu 20th anniversary special, it's cheeks are 20

and pikachu is made up of little Pikachus! 

We left at 12:15pm

we had been round it twice, Mia didnt buy anything but she was inspired

by the artist's work. We left. As we did it absolutely snowed it down

I was not impressed. I got cold. wet. freezing. soaked.

And it was a fair way to any shops

But once we found shops we went in

It was a charity shop and I picked up a jumper for school and some shorts

came to £6.50!

We left the shop as it was just drizzling really

and walked down to a cafe

Had lunch, we shared a tuna panini and had a muffin each~

Felt good to have something warm you know

Then we went round some shops. I got a card for Karen, stuff from boots and a bicycle lock

nowt special. Then we set off home 

Mia came in and had a brew

she wanted to take up the idea she suggested in town...

In the end I caved in and let her have her way with me

shes changed me

Yes she has dyed my hair pink

what do you think? Bit of a shock

well it was a shock for my parents to come home to anyway!! 

Mia was happy with her handy work. She even styled it to her taste

It was fun I mean we were laughing and joking the whole time

It was a shock for me. The dye was really potent 

The water from washing off dyed my eyebrows a light shade of pink

it dyed my face, made me look hot and bothered XD

So I had a lot of scrubbin' to do~

The she left at 5:15pm she had to go pack cus shes going london

for a few days with Rob :)

I had dinner and tied up, that was my day really

Fun and different ;)

I'll Mirai Tomorrow~

 Good Day

Thought i'd blog just a little bit earlier today~

Today mum woke me up with Pinky

because Pinky never shuts up I got woke up with squeaking XD

I don't mind, my bed was a total tip. I had a dream about a friend

from 10+ years ago. Dont know what made me dream of her :/

Me and mum went out to fetch a few bits

my medication being one of them -__-

I picked up a box of matches to decoupage for Karen's present ^^

In fact I sat and did that this afternoon :3

Had lunch and I did the match box

then I spent time with the pets cus the weather was to bad to put them outside

millie such a cutie but has no time to sit with you

whereas alice will sit all day XD

I did some organizing as well today and made appointments

then after a while i got fed up looking at my calender

I sorted out my bookmarks online, god that took a life time

so just some jobs i had been putting off really

Oh and I ironed my cosplay for tomorrow~

Mum dyed my hair at 3pm

we tried Schwartzkopf, a brand tara, mia and helina all recommended

but the particular one they all recommended would make my hair actual pink

bright pink, not what im after but they said it fades in days

my worry is 'what if it doesnt fade?'

so I went online and found a slightly different Schwartzkopf pink

it was only £2 but it was in another language 

Mum started putting it on and said it was going orange....great

we rinsed it off and it has taken to my hair more than the other 3 brands

but its kinda an orangey pinky colour. a lil strange. its taken mostly to

the light bits of my hair (my hair has been going lighter in the sun)

I hope the colour will stay for tomorrow, gonna wash it in the morning you see ><

Tomorrow!

Tomorrow is the day of my home city's convention!

it's not brilliant and theres far better out there. But its just a bit of fun

something different to look round and you get to dress up!

So I will be going as Mirai from Beyong the Boundary

I did a doodle of me taking Mirai along to the convention X3

I got it already, well i just need to get my bad sorted

Mia is coming over at 10ish tomorrow morning as she wants help

with fake eyelashes

Then were leaving no later than 10:30am as the doors open at 11:00am for us

I am looking forward to spending the day with my best friend

I mean helina will be there with her fiance but i dont plan on hanging around with them

just be me and mia. perfect~

here's a dance I uploaded today too

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sFanfZuyR28

Thats me off

ikimasu~

I got Umi

Konbanwa~

I woke up at 7am so I decided to get up
last night it has hailed pretty bad and it was all still
there in the morning! So it must have been a cold cold night
I rushed to get the pets in for a warm, i even brought tiffin inside
so it was nice having him round me whilst getting ready for school~

School was alright, I sat with a girl whilst she did an english test
yes another test, then after break the class sat and did a maths test
jeez all they do is tests so sad
but a receptionist at the school is leaving tomorrow so the head teacher
said the class could make little cards for her
so they got to do something creative in the afternoon
i helped out a bit but none of them looked that enthusiastic about it all

I was so tired at the end of the day
i came home had a brew and went straight to bed where mum woke me
up at 5:30pm for my dinner ><
I was just done in

I had received post today~

Its my Umi keyring!
Basically I wanted a key chain for my totoro bag
I looked and looked, but mostly found them attached to phone straps not key rings
and i wanted a key rings. When I did find the odd key ring anime character I always
lost the bidding -______________- when i found Umi - a character i actually know and like
I thought "I aint losing this battle!!!" so I put more money on it than i was doing
turns out I won it and didnt need the extra money! So it worked out for the best :D
Well happy with her on my bad ^^

Tomorrow I think im just doing some odd jobs with mum
ironing my cosplay for saturday and doing some drawing~

Dolly Wink~

Konbanwa~

I feel like ive had a lazy day today
The weather has been awful and cold once again
so I havent wanted to go out really

Me and mum went to the home store in the morning
we managed to find a really pretty candle for karen's birthday present
and mum just picked up a few candles for our home

Came home and had lunch 
we were planning to go back out but it was sleeting so we staying
in and had the pets inside :)

I fell asleep just cus i wanted to
sadly i dont have yoga tonight as my teacher is on a yoga course
shes obsessed XD

So instead I went to see Helina
she gave me mine and mia's convention ticket
and we talked about saturday

I got this in the post today~

Dolly Wink, their make is so cute
I brought it online for £1.25 so Im guessing its a fake as no way
could you get dolly wink that cheap
its eye liner
basically i like wearing eye liner but i hardly ever wear it simply
cus it sticks to my eyes, i can never get the bugger off
i use ink usually were this is more of a felt tip kinda thing
my thinking 'it will be easier to get off'
these kinda eye liners are so no cheap in store so thats why i brought online
i gave it a go and it comes off easily ^^
so tomorrow for school I shall have eye liner on for a change :3

going school tomorrow~
working with the head and dept head ><