Konbanwa~~
I couldn't sleep last night
I was in pain so I had a real rough night
I was contemplating whether to just get up and start the day
but i always fear waking my family up >< even though im the lightest
sleeper in the family, some of my family members sleep like the dead XD
Pinky is included in that one XD
So I was really rough this morning and got woke up at 7:30am
by someone chain sawing trees a few houses down -________- who the hell does
that at 7:30am!? by 8am they had finished!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So peeved
So I sorted all my pets out as usual
i was left home alone at 9am
10am id gone back to bed
not something im used to doing but i just felt so crap
I got up at 11am and it was Take 2 for 4/10/16 XD
I was ok then, well better anyway
so I started sewing my jacket which is really coming along nicely :D
I could have danced to my hearts content today i was left alone
for quite a few hours, which hasnt happened since like forever
but my Jozunii alter ego feels dormant currently
i havent had that desire to dance or perform
sad i know but im hoping Jozunii spirit will return~
at 1pm I went to Karens for treatment
and god I felt so much better afterwards ^^ she even said I looked better XD
it was good to see her :)
Came home had a brew and a piece of tiffin's birthday cake with mum
afternoon tea with my mummy ^^
then I sewed
The post man delivered my final pokemon necklace I ordered
it's a pokeball with dratini behind it
i got it cus
1. i dont have a blue necklace
2. black chain necklaces are hard to come by
3. i like dratini X3
I shall be sure to wear it to school~
but now look at my collection~
from left to right
bulbasaur, pikachu in a charizard outfit, pokeball, pikachu, dratini
cute right ;)
I would have killed for these as a child
i do have a charmander necklace from when i was 10 years old somewhere ><
I went and did my walk with Mia and toddie
it was nice to see her as i didnt see her for the whole of last week T^T
and that was my day really
tomorrow is swimming~
followed by sewing ;)
Konbanwa~~
I got up at 7am
it was damn cold ><
But said it was gonna warm up so I wore t-shirt and skirt but with
a thick cardigan
cycling to school was blisteringly cold
I was frozen and luckily the school was warm which shocked me actually
and what was even better was the heater was on in year 6 classroom!
We did math and english
did stupid algebra god i hate that and Nienka was amazing at it so I got her
helping kids on questions i couldnt wrap my head round
At lunch I asked the year 3 teacher if i could work in her class on thursday mornings
as year 6 have P.E. and then computers with a teacher, TA and Nienka
im really not needed so id rather go do something more productive you know?
She was happy and went on to say that she wants a halloweeny display with a caldron
i about died as i love halloween and displays so yeah im already planning!
In the afternoon the power went off
i havent been in school whilst theres been a power cut
and now ways schools are so heavily reliant on technology that it screwed the lesson plan
up quite nicely as we had no interactive white board and we were gonna do power point
presentations so yeah they had an extended play time and had to hand write plans for the power point for when we would have actual power
Nienka took me out of lesson and got Anouke and got me to practice a very easy pizza song
but it was in Dutch -____- man it was weird! And it didnt help with them laughing at me
it wasnt that i was bad it was more my accent they found it so strange and funny hearing an english person pronouncing dutch they said it made them realize how they must sound speaking english
its good for a laugh, i gave them some recipes and there were happy and grateful, even said they would bake when they got home tonight!
I left dead on time today mum was surprised how early i was home X3
I sat down for 45mins with a brew and talked with mum and fussed tiffin
then i went for a 30 min power walk by myself
i was exhausted by pleased i did it
i unpicked my sleeve when i got home
but didnt sew as i have all of tomorrow to sew~
tomorrow i am going to sew
and i have karen at 1pm~
mate-ne
Evening~~
I got up at 8:45am~
I wanted to crack on with my jacket
So I made a start, cutting bits out and sewing up
I did need a few bits for my jacket tho
so I went to Boyes with mum to pick up some brown lace, brown ribbon and brownish fleece
luckily fleece had 20% off ^^ I've never seen that offer before so i was happy~
Mum and dad were
going for a walk so I decided to join them as I had to do a walk today anyway
so it was ether walk with them - well mum as dad walks 50m ahead >.>
or walk by myself so I went with em for half hour
Came back did some more sewing
I have been aching a lot today I just hurt and its tiring being in so much pain
im not sure if its cus its getting colder, or that ive reduced my pain killers this week
or if im just having a rough patch could be a combo i guess
whilst doing my sewing i destroyed something T^T
my brother brought me a retractable tape measure
i loved it cus it was polka dot design and had a cotton real on it too really pretty
every time i use it i wheel it up as it keeps it safe - and its satisfying
the time i didnt real it up and what happens....i cut through it -_____________________-
I could not believe I had done that
it was under the fabric and i just didnt know but i dont know why i hadnt realed it up
so i was dead annoyed with myself
i tried to look for one online but none are that good but i found one for 99p from china
that should do me i guess but i liked mine T^T sound like a child right now i know XD
i know boyes and sewing shop do a few different ones but theyre not cheap
i just hope it doesnt take weeks to come
Whilst me and mum had popped to the shops
I managed to pick Tiffin up a present for his birthday last week~
I had looked in pet stores for him but I couldnt find anything I thought he'd be interested in
or what was worth the money
but in Wilkos today I found a great toy, made of stuff he likes to chew and only £3!!
So when I brought it home I gave it him and he had a good play with it ^^
Mum went and baked him a cake and I decorated it
tasted really good and sweet~
It may be a week later but who cares
I had to quit sewing as I stitched the arm on inside out
a classic mistake for those who are tired and dont look at what theyre doing before
they sew, and i didnt even have enough light to see the stitches to unpick it
so its in a pile in my room, dumped, as im annoyed. i shall continue it tuesday
doing my nails tonight
school tomorrow
Evening~~~
I didn't wanna wake up this morning ><
but I got up~
Mum had kindly cleaned the girls out ><
I got ready to go to the shops with her
we were gonna go yesterday but couldnt be arsed
so we popped to a few stores doing odd jobs you know
then we went boots and pets at home
boots were advertising the flu jab and we had just literally talked in the car
on the way there about it! So mum asked if there was any chance of getting it done
today. Shes been having it done for the last few years - she fears the flu
i have never had it. Mum always say I should get it what with my current health state
and this winter i do have a lot on, course finishing and i need to find a job
i dont really wanna get sick with the flu
so i agreed to have it >.>
we waited for a few mins then got called in
my anxiety was through the roof
im better at having injections than blood taking
when i was at school we had injections and i wasnt phased in the slightest
but now it seems i struggle with them...
mum went first and she was fine
i was good i got on with it
it was afterwards...
i felt like i was gonna hurl and i had to sit down for some time
i was dizzy and fainty everytime i got up my eyes ached and blurred
which is how i know im one step from passing out
and not wanting to make a scene i walked out of boots every 5 steps bending over
to allow the blood back to my head to stop from passing out
got to the car and just sat there with the door open
i was so weak and dizzy mum left me to go get bits from pets at home
we went home mum made me a brew - 2 sugars were needed
i had lunch then i went to sleep
it made me feel quite unwell
im such a total wimp
mum is fine just her arm aches
im so pathetic it winds me up big time
but since then i did get my coursework finished got it all done today ^^
well it was pouring down and thundering so i could hardly do my walk
so im gonna do it tomorrow
it did stop raining at one point and produced a double rainbow
which i thought was quite pretty :)
you can see my 2 guinea pig runs in the garden
this is the kingdom tiffin rules over XD
tomorrow i hope to start cutting out my jacket seeing as i have nothing
else to be doing ^^
Good Evening~~
I had a good lay in
I woke up at 7am and thought "sod this" and went back to sleep
waking up at 8:45am ^^
I had a slow morning of dossing around with my brother
then me and mum got ready for swimming
we both did 20 lengths
i was happy i had managed my 20
i think the week off did me good as it didnt feel like a massive chore how it usually does
but god it wiped me out
I got back and had some porridge for lunch
cus i was too knackered to make anything else >.>
I have 2 mats in my bedroom
heart one to cover a patch of carpet a burned lightly with the iron by mistake
and the other i made myself, my ragrug which took 80 hours!
I dont like the heart one anymore it irritates me and im sick of seeing it
my rag rug has been ruined by tiffin so i think ive got to part with it sadly :(
hes a royal pain my prince is at times
so i found a rug online i liked and i showed it mum to see what she thought
i like 2nd opinions~
I ordered it for £17 which is very cheap for a rug, i know its not gonna be amazing
quality but its just to hide a bit of carpet
im not replacing the rag rug cus i think tiffin will only wee again on it >.>
so i ordered a cardaptors magic circle rug and i cant wait til it arrives!!!
but something did arrive today.....
my new watch!!! im glad its come ok and i will wear it for school next week~
it has little pictures behind the muse symbol which i thought was cool
i went to chuck the packaging out when something dropped out
it was a card, cards i collect and put on my wardrobe
i have never had this before so i well happy
and what was even more amazing is it has Stitch on ot - my all time favourite disney character!!
so i added it to the collection of course~
I started planning out my coat
i finished the planning
i made a templated
tested and stitched it out of cruddy material to see if it works
and it does
so yay yay
tomorrow im going to a few shops with mum
coursework
and hopefully jacket making~
Good Evening
and exhale~~~~~
my week is over ^^
tomorrow is my day off although i do plan to go swimming
yoga wasnt on tonight sadly so me and mum went for a walk instead
i just have to walk again this week and ive achieved my 5 times a week walk!
that will be week 1 complete~
This morning I got up for school
I had a morning where nothing was going right for example i dont know how many
layers of eye shadow i put on! i couldnt get it right and kept changing designs -____-
mum said i looked fine tho
at school i was in year 3
year 6 were still away on their 5 day trip
year 5 went on a trip til the afternoon
year 4 were away on their 3 day trip
so we were the only ones in key stage 2!!!
dead quiet and nice ^^
I helped em out with english and maths
i really enjoyed my day i just love my job so much
they went into the hall to practice a presentation or something
they returned in like 10 mins i thought "jeez that was quick!"
each student from the class passed me saying the same thing
".....got stung by a wasp!"
yeah one kid got stung by a wasp
apparently a few wasps had made their way in the hall
so the teacher took em away back to the classroom
where the next 10 minutes she ended up answering bee and wasp related questions XD
i was trying to keep a straight face
in the afternoon i got the piggies out for the dutch girls as they
have never held a guinea pig before!
i went to class, they were getting ready for p.e. - perfect as i could do my display finally!!
the kids were getting shoes on and this guy who is a supply TA - who never even made eye contact with me the whole day, never spoke to me or even introduced himself to me turned to a girl tying a boy's laces
"why are you tying his laces?"
girl "im just helping"
turns to the boy "why is she tying your laces?"
boy "because i cant tie them yet"
"you cant tie them yet!?"
i was about to through a book at this guy's face
hes rude to the kids and saying that to a seven year old really peed me off
he'll get there one day and shes just helping what the hell is his problem!!
i had to walk off before i chewed his face off, you dont do that to children
he sucks at his job thats all i can say
display time~~
ahhhhhh i had such a lovely time
i had 2 year 4s with me who didnt go on the trip and they're really sweet
so i had them to talk to whilst i was painting, gluing, stapling, laminating
and i got it done, well its kinda done, i cant go any further til the kids have done work
for me to put up but so far the comments i got were really good ^^
the teacher - who is creative and ex-TA - liked it (i had that extra pressure)
i got home
had a brew
went for a walk
shower
played pokemon
then cleaned tiffin out
then just been on laptop
tomorrow is another day and it's one i get to choose what to do
tho i do have course work >.>
Konbanwa~~
I got up at 8am this morning
I had a nightmare last night soaking my bed making it damp to sleep on -___-
so I was a lil tired this morning ><
But I got ready for this Wrap training I had volunteered myself for
I arrived there dead on the dot they were just starting ><
there was about 15 others there and I was by far the youngest
always the youngest....
anyway it was a 2 hour presentation about children and young people being radicalized
and who is vulnerable and how to to help and reach out
it was dull but and eye opener i guess
i cant say i know an awful lot about terrorism so i did learn a lot
still i got a certificate for doing it and looks good on my CV
no one else there was a training TA haha everyone was like dept head and other
important school roles...yeah im not totally sure how i got on that training XD
I came home and had left over pasta from last night for lunch~
then I had an hour's kip
got up and went for a walk with mum
had a brew and played pokemon
did some drawing
so i havent done a great deal but i wasnt in the mood to do loads
i just wanted to tune out really
tomorrow i am at school
and i should be in year 3 once again
god i hope theyre better behaved today
my head cant take that level of noise alllll day
and i hope i can do my display, i planning on getting there earlier so i can
start painting the wall before children come in
so and early start for me ><
my nails for this week~
