My trip to sheffield

Right I'm home~~

Sunday
So I slept over at Adam's house on the sunday
We made dinner together which was turkey steaks and a load of veg
it's nice to see a guy so confident in the kitchen~
we watched a film adam wanted to show me 'Run fat boy run' never heard of it
and we played pokemon then fell asleep
oh i got to have a bath also jeez that a bit unnerving as i soon learned their bathroom
door doesn't shut properly! but he wasnt pervert lucky!
We woke up at 7am
stinkin' 7am cus he had work and i went home at 8am
the bread adam had spent 2 hours making the day before i took the rest home for toast :3
I took his stuff he'd be taking to sheffield with me home

Monday
I got home and went to bed
i never sleep well in someone elses bed well who does really
nothing like you're own bed ;)
then I packed and saw Oz and what have you

adam had finished work early so he caught the bus to my house
then later mum took us to the train station and off we went
it was a lil tricky to find the hall we staying out
and adam has such poor sense of direction its funny
but i was tired from walking and said in the end "let's get a taxi"
only cost £5 and we were there so glad for the taxi actually cus there 
was a bloody good hill to climb and adam had to suitcase 
so it was a saver~
we got to the room which was lovely and spacious! it even had a bath!! 
i was very pleased with it
it was like 4:30pm at this point and there wasnt anything near us 
seriously like nothing
so we stayed and played pokemon 
went for a walk around the lake and saw a herein bird 
then we decided to eat at the hall as there was no restaurants near us
but jesus the price of the food was crippling! adam insisted he'd pay and id pay tomorrow
night at another restaurant. I ate gnocchi i couldnt finish it all 
we went back to the room to let food go down
then we went to the pool! the pool was in the shape of half a yin yang symbol 
it was the warmest pool ive ever been in i was so very happy
then there was the jacuzzi
the plan of going late evening worked as there was no kids as we predicted 
i think it was here adam asked me out? i cant really remember when he asked me out actually
the whole thing is still sinking in to be honest

Tuesday
next day we both woke up with bad backs 
we were like an old couple
the bed was like a friggin' brick!!!!!
we got dressed and took a walk into sheffield center 
we had some breakfast at a food hall
the hall we stayed at wanted £10 each for breakfast
at the food hall i paid £1.90 for my breakfast
we walked round sheffield i picked up a dressy top from charity shop
i bumped into a child from year 2 class - yes an incredibly small world we're in
we had lunch at a pub i had soup 
we walked back to the hall as we had done sheffield really
but it was like 2-3pm so we had time to kill
adam said i could go to sleep if i wanted to 
i did for a while
we went round the lake again
were i insisted we would take a photo together he said he hadn't changed his 
facebook photo in 4 years - back when he was very over weight
i told he should as he's changed since then 
he told me he hates photos of himself - i can relate as i was like that years ago
but he gave in to me and we took a photo together which i later found out he used
as his profile photo ^^
we played pokemon sometimes i just watch him play tho
went to dinner to a pub 2mins down the road we discovered that morning
we both at pork and beef burger with chips it was very nice i paid and it was still
pricey but nothing like the hall prices
we got back to the hall, let food go down then went down to the pool again
the pool was just as cold as regular pools -_______- i was severally disappointed 

wednesday
we had a lazy morning as we didnt have to leave til 11am and our train was at 1:37
every person i go away with always insists we have lunch before we come home
WHY!? im happy to get up get home
but noooooooooooooo we have to wait around and waste time
god it winds me up no end!!!!
we had breakfast in a cafe i had beans and cheese toastie
then before we went train station i had cake and hot choc
i had managed to get a cake all 3 days ;)
then we waited at the train station
i slept on the train
i was shattered frankly and my chest infection is pretty rough
adam's dad picked us up and took me home then adam :)
nice to be back and see mummy and my pets

today i woke up at 8am like a total cripple
i had hardly slept due from aching, stomach ache and head ache
just everything ached so i was very fidgety 
by 9:30am when I had finished tending to my pets i actually went back to bed
i felt bloody awful
got up at 11am 
and did nothing really
cross stitching, Oz, internet, watched tv, went garden center with mum
so a rubbish day but i did get a few things done online

adam wanted to meet up today but no way was i meeting up
and what happened to 'we dont have to meet up everyday'!?
hes like my shadow
but a better word for it is boyfriend
still feels incredibly weird i cant even explain it
it took me til today to be able to tell mum that im going out with adam
i felt a lil strange about telling her maybe cus i was worried what she'd think
she seemed alright
in a way i feel like i dont want a relationship but i dont want to be alone my life
they contradict one another 
but if i never have ago at things im unsure about then my life will never change
so im willing to give it ago i gotta grow up
im not very mature when it comes to relationship and guys
but everyone has to start somewhere right?

i didnt go yoga today  just cus i was dead
tomorrow mum wishes to drag me round ASDA super store >< we go every so often
and she has one heck of a list going!
but before that i have doctors at 8:40am no lay in for me but this chest infection needs sorting
thats it really
its very strange to say im not single i have to say but its nice knowing someone is there for me but then a part of me thinks 'i dont need someone there' thats the lone wolf side of me who likes to push every human being away~
i want to try 

 

Home to my Oz

Tadaima~~~~

I am home

I've had a busy few days I have to say
and some news also but Im just so tired what from my holiday and the return of...
the chest infection >.>
But all will be revealed tomorrow when hopefully I can be arsed to
actually write more than a paragraph~

But Im home safe

Night~

 

I had a play with black make-up

Afternoon!!

i woke up at 8:30am after a good sleep
I got straight up and for Oz which is how it should be
I missed that when I dont have a bunny, getting up and seeing that
little face first thing in the morning

He's still very timid and anxious bless him
I keep having him out but after about 10-15 mins he becomes
anxious for his cage I can just tell

I had a play with make-up this morning
just basically seeing if black suits me or not really
cus i think it's too harsh for me and im better with brown
or more subtle colours
this was the result

Yeah I dont like it really
you can see my reddy hair XD

I took it all off anyway
then I got a few things ready for sheffield
then I few things ready for tonight stopping at adams

that was my day
so im off for adams house now
he's hand made some bread for us :D

I'll be back in the morning
then i'll be going sheffield in the afternoon!

Oz's 1st Day

Good Evening~~

I couldn't sleep last night all I could think about was
'Is Oz ok?'
I think his night went ok. He seemed fine this morning :)
I went straight downstairs when I woke at 8:30am to see him

I got him out straight away ^^
Then I put him home after 10mins cus he starts to get a little anxious I can tell
I cleaned the girlies out and then had a brew with em

Me and mum hit the shops we tried 
wilkos, asda, pet shop for a new food bowl for Oz
(i have a thing about re-using their food dishes and blankets)
but honestly no one did any or they were dead boring
so we ended up at pets at home
I brought one which is similar to Kip's actually and its lime green
they had water bottles too which are like £1 from wilkos but they have
lime green ones for £2.50 so I know theyre more money but they last their whole lives
and i thought it'd be nice to have matching ^^
(yes I am that anal)
so I sorted that out for him :)

We picked Adam up on the way home
he had been out and brought me and him tuna baguettes for lunch :D
so we ate those in my room and had a brew
then I got Oz out so he could meet him ^^
Adam even held him :)

We played pokemon, had a catch up and he gave me plenty of cuddles
and showered me in kisses >< safe to say he's missed me these past 4 days XD
I got Oz out again and let mum sit with him
sit with him about 10mins i mean im guessing he must be bored in his hutch
but i brought him a play toy from pets at home to play with
but i cant do too much with him other wise i'll stress him out

took adam home then went online for a lil while
he didnt go home til 4pm
so i've not had a lot of time by myself
i sat making a list of stuff i need to take away with me

tomorrow i am staying home til the afternoon then going over to
adam's house we're making dinner together and the sleep over!!
but I also get a bath!!!!! an actual bath *0* i havent had one since last year!
god how I miss bathes I worship thy!!
adam said "think you're looking forward to the bath more than me!" XD

Tomorrow morning I would like to play with make-up
i feel in the mood to have a play around X3

Then I will come home in the morning (monday) and stay at home til
it's time to go train station with adam to go sheffield~ 

Oz today bless him on my bed

 

Oz

Hey Lookie Look!!!

I'd like for you to meet the latest member of my family!!!

Oz~~
Born 7th January 2017
He is 12 weeks old
Harlequin Netherland dwarf
He has quite petite features and his mummy chewed a bit off his right ear
but we love imperfections right ;)
Basically I decided not to give up my passion of being a bunny owner and got another one
yes I did want a dow (female) but in all honesty it didn't matter too much for me
I had a good look at bunnies at the farm my first bunny Sky came from
I held boys and girls
I held one that bit my thumb it wouldnt stop bleeding! So not picking that little guy!
But Oz he was just soooooo placid and calm
like nothing bothered him he was so relaxed in my arms
and mum said she liked him too and it makes a change to go for a harlequin coat as well
I really didn't think I'd be bringing a bunny home today but here we are!
I called him Oz cus he day dreams a lot and so does alice we say to alice 'she's gone to wonderland again' so I think with Oz its like 'he's gone to the land of Oz again' XD thought they matched
God it has taken me from 3:30pm - 9:30pm to name him!
I was going with Copper originally but couldnt shorten it to anything Cops sounds stupid.
I have a month of work so we've got loads of time to get to know each other and get some training in!
he's got a forever home and a very loving one as well!

Easter holidays starts now!
It's already off to a fantastic start!!!

Easter Activity Day

Good Evening~~

I got up for school as normal
feeling better this morning
anti-biotics sure kicking in ^^ just got one more day's worth to go!

I got to school and found out it was easter activity day
well thanks for telling me!
but only for the infants not for the juniors sadly
So I was to help out and follow the child round the activities 
we made:
chocolate nest cake
a chicken from a cone of yellow card
a 2D foam easter egg
and a dandelion made from card and cupcake case
at that point it was lunch time
and mummy picked me up!

So I came home for lunch which was great
i needed the break!

I went back after lunch to work in year 3 - juniors
so no more easter activities for me ><
But the class were well happy to have me in their lesson
they had p.e. to which i spent the hour taking individuals out for reading
so that was easy
then next it was computers and they were shown little gadgets to look forward to after 
the holidays and then 25mins on the computers doing their powerpoint presentation
so another easy session!

I got home and laid in bed for an hour
i just needed the time alone really

I had asked the receptionist at school
"the TA im covering next term only works 3 days a week so why am I doing 5?"
"good point I will check"
she checked 
"yep we only need you for monday wednesday and fridays"
she felt bad for giving me less work but i was over joyed!!
means i wont run myself into the ground working full time
and i get friggin days off!!!!
so that has totally worked out in my favour
its less money obviously but im not arsed about that

Then I havent done that much this evening really
yesterday evening i actually did some drawing for the first time in ages!

I did make this tho
lacy bow for my hair it looks really pretty in :3

Tomorrow it's last day of school
and only working til 12:15
then im gonna go look at some baby bunnies!

 

Booked Again

Good Evening

I had my paralyzing nightmare last night
in the end I just went a bit mental telling it to p**s off and that I wasnt scared anymore
the same nightmare that has plagued me for the last 7 years
then I found myself being lifted from the floor horizontally 
i shouted "so you have a new trick you B*****d!!"
And I just laid suspended in the air twirling my hands round like I didnt care
at that point I woke up still heart pounding and drenched in sweat
but when I looked at the time I had woken up a whole hour earlier than what it
normally releases me at
so maybe standing up to it all is the best option 
and who knows maybe on day i wont have this nightmare anymore

I got up for school reluctantly 
Im just tired but I did feel better today than yesterday
so I think the anti-biotics are working but when I take them I feel
really crummy with the side effects but now Im half way through them!!

School was different
we had P.E. it was dodgeball and the child I care for seemed content in playing
so I wasnt needed and I went to do some printing and laminating that needed doing
i also did some sewing and stitched a little pouch
then it was music we had a different TA for it - one who's been there when I was at the school
shes VERY strict and quite frankly rude to the children
I could tell she was capable with everyone
so I went and printed out some more stuff and laminated them
so Ive managed to get all my jobs done which would have taken me all week!!!

I had a missed call on my phone it was from the agency
they said my primary school would like me from May 10th for 6 weeks
full time.....eep
Im not good with full time but we'll see
I said I'd do it
so I spoke to the receptionist and she told me who I'd be covering 
and really happy Im coming back and that they even want me back!
I must be doing something right anyway
so it means that I get 2 weeks for easter which is next week
then I dont have any work from then til May 10th (as of yet anyway)
so its looking like I may get a month to myself!!! It seems lazy I know but Id be happy with that
im not arsed about the money it would just be nice to have time to myself
and possibly time with a new bunny

I came home had a slice of cheese on toast
then went straight to bed
woke up and went to watch vampire diaries whilst cross stitching
i only watched one episode it was alright i think i need to watch more to make a decision
on if i like it or not. but i want to like it as its something different to watch :)

Ed emailed me to say he's coming home 1st april for 2 weeks :D
Im so proud of him and im relieved he gets a break too ^^

Tomorrow I am working a full day! D:
I havent worked a full day in a few weeks so to do one feels like a hard ask actually
but I know I will be fine and mum is picking me up at lunch so i can have lunch
and a rest at home ^^

These are my nails this week I fancied a dotty spotty theme
they remind me of balloons