Good Evening~
I didn't sleep well yet again
I even took the anti-biotic at 6pm in the hopes of not feeling so sick in the night
no such luck there. I couldnt sleep I felt awful
so I was shattered when I got up at 8am
I didn't have much time in the morning as I had karen at 10am
it was lovely to see her again and i felt so much better after a massage
i felt fluid instead of solid
her labrador came through and she had been telling me his back legs were going
and seeing it for myself its so sad bless him
she is gonna be heart broken when he goes
i cant tell you how many pets i know who have already died this year!!!
what is with this year!? and tiffin was one of them
cursed year 2017 im sure of it
anyway I got back and showered
had lunch
cheese on toast and i burned the inside of my mouth ><
i sat and painted my nails i attempted flowers but i aint happy with em
so i may take em off in a couple of days time
then I went to bed for an hour
I got up and I kept getting Oz out
I havent done any exercise today cus screw it i didnt want to do any!
I did start dad's felted llama which i think is coming along ok
it said 2 hours approx yeah right ive been at it longer than that!
I wrote down the bits i needed for derby tomorrow!
This evening Oz is in my room whilst I was faffing with
what to wear tomorrow
I have gone for a pink and cream theme~
I want to be cute so I will try
In the post today I got Oz's blanket to back onto the patchwork i will do
its much bigger than i thought ><
I also got a necklace i ordered and some fabric for Oz's blanket
which i will share with everyone soon
today I thought I'd share these freebies I got from a seller I've been
buying my korean and japanese make-up and skin care from
cute arent they! Pokemon! I hardly want to use them!
They came with these what I actually ordered haha
Etude House brown eye liner
and Care:nel lip sleeping mask - which is a total miracle worker! im so pleased with it
and tomorrow i'll have ago with the eye liner
tomorrow going derby with adam :D
im so excited! I hope I can get what I need for Oz's blankie~
Good Evening
thank god it's cooled down now
today reached like 25c!! out of no where
probably due for some good rain now
we always pay for good weather in britain
and having two warm days in a row yeah we're in for it i reckon
I hadn't slept well at all
i had taken my anti-biotic at 9pm and it woke me up several times feeling
like i was gonna be sick and just feel really off
also dad was snoring once again i heard mum say
"turn on your side or hold your breath!" XD
so I couldnt function this morning and I knew id be seeing adam at some point
i decided to go back to bed at i think it was 10am and woke up at 11:30am
I did feel better for it
I sat at my desk doing some japanese
i was learning to tell the time :)
then I got dressed cus i realized at 12:15pm I was still in pajamas XD
Adam came over at like 2pm I made him a drink as usual
and we sat in the living room and talked
we played on pokemon too but i struggled to see my screen cus it was so bright
at 3pm we decided to go for a walk so we walked to the woods it was a good walk
got quite warm and a bit sweaty
we came back and relaxed and had Oz out a couple of times
I know Adam likes little Oz
today Oz was introduced to my bedroom for the first time
he did really well actually and even made it all the way round mum's room also!
he didnt want to go home! which is a first for him as usually he surrenders straight away
I took adam home at 6pm
then since then I've had a shower and not done too much really
tomorrow I have Karen at 10am
i havent seen her for a whole month so i cant wait to see her!
also i am super desperate for a massage
so i am mega looking forward to it
then I will clean my room I believe cus ive been meaning to do it
Adam uploaded some photos he took from sheffield I thought I'd share
and also it's our first ever photos together
he doesnt like his photo taken and i dont like looking at my photos
were strange XD
Evening all~~
I didnt sleep well at all
a certain individual was snoring his head off >.>
jesus dad im not even in the same bloody room as you and you're waking me!!
It was unbelievable i thought "how is mum asleep"
"ssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh turn on your side!!!"
oh right, she wasnt asleep XD
then I was having dreams and I know I was talking in them cus I was then
waking myself up talking!!! Jeez
so I woke up at 9am in the end
I got up and saw to my pets as usual
cleaned millie & alice out as they were the only ones who needed it today
pinky doesnt make a lot of mess she has a big cage for one old piggie
and i did Oz on thursday
I eventually got ready didnt realize what the time was
10:30 I was supposed to see adam at 11am ><
so I decided to shred my pajamas ><
I got to adams at 11:20am (I decided to have another sit with Oz before I went over)
I was talking with him and his parents about stuff
he had brought us all a baguette from a delicatessen ^^
and we ate together the 4 of us at the table I was comfortable doing that
i mean theyre strangers but theyre very friendly easy going strangers
and they can always find something to talk about
adam sounds so much like his dad XD
im glad they like me and I can tell they do ^^ its a relief as i know not everyone
gets along with other people's families
after we ate we played on pokemon together i finally found a fire stone for my growlithe
and then we went downstairs for a cup of tea
then we watched some 'Gavin & Stacey' season 3 this time i played on my 3DS
whilst it was playing
then at 3:30pm I left as adam had to get ready for work~
I came home and got Oz straight out
he's so happy and its lovely to see
i think hes got a good confidence in the hall now
he sits on me on the sofa but he has explored the other seats too
but he always comes back to me when hes unsure ^^
I think this week I will begin to show him my room
i didnt want to overwhelm him you know
he eats and drinks like no tomorrow! he has grown in this week
i think he may end up being a big boy if the size of his limbs and feet are anything to go by!
I hope he continues to do well
maybe in a week or so time he can see what grass is!
today i had snacked on dry cereal and there was some crumbs in the bottom of my dish
well he helped himself to them so it looks like he likes cereal!
I went for a walk for 30mins with my parents but i had my ipod on
it was company none the less
then I made myself omlette and beans for dinner~
tomorrow I might clean my room in the morning or i may save that
for monday actually we'll see.
might do some drawing or something
i know adam is on about coming over at some point
but i hate sundays with a passion so at least he saves me from that
it was really sunny and warm today and tomorrow is SUPPOSE to be the same
so we said we'd go a walk or something~
anyway thats all for now~
Good Evening~~~
Mum had to wake me twice this morning as I was determined to finish my dream
I'd told this big evil spirit to 'shove it' and it chased me
and I was almost at a point of safety when mum was waking me ><
I got up and had a mad rush to get outta the house
I saw a doctor I have never seen before
and he was more than happy to actually give me some help!!
honestly the usual doctor is so keen on saving the NHS money that he's happy
to to see you suffer
this doctor gave me a week's worth of anti-biotics not 5 days (theyre already making me feel ill)
and i mentioned my dry skin is not healing (been to the doctor few times regarding this)
he gave me a big tub of decent cream and then a very strong steroid cream and told me to return if it still doesnt get any better
jesus thank you for some actual friggin' help!
So hopefully I can kick this chest infection
and i put some of the steroid cream on today (to be used once a day) and oh my god the difference!!!!! i was totally amazed! why couldnt i have had this months ago instead of suffering?
some doctors make you sick
I came back and finished the pet shift mum had started as she'd popped out
i sat with Oz I keep getting him out for a play in the hall hes getting much more confident sometimes hes so full of energy! its lovely to see him happy
Then mum came back and we went to asda together
and i kid you not we were in that store for 90mins
90 minutes
god my legs and back were killing me
walking round slow and standing round kills me
i couldnt wait to go home
in the afternoon i fell asleep as i felt rotten
after i got up and went through me craft books and then google
for ideas for Oz's blanket
i think I have a design in mind now
I ordered a little bit of fabric but i hope to get the rest next week
ordered a lot lately off ebay
today this came it was £1.34
bunny bracelet~~
cute huh
im short on bracelets ><
tomorrow I have my pets to clean out
then at 11am im off to adam's he said hes gonna buy me lunch from a cafe
but we can have it at his house which will be nice
play pokemon and have a catch up :)
my eevee evolved the other day to umbreon :( i was hoping for espeon
i got the new raichu tho i love how it floats on it's tail i would love a plushie of it :D
Right I'm home~~
Sunday
So I slept over at Adam's house on the sunday
We made dinner together which was turkey steaks and a load of veg
it's nice to see a guy so confident in the kitchen~
we watched a film adam wanted to show me 'Run fat boy run' never heard of it
and we played pokemon then fell asleep
oh i got to have a bath also jeez that a bit unnerving as i soon learned their bathroom
door doesn't shut properly! but he wasnt pervert lucky!
We woke up at 7am
stinkin' 7am cus he had work and i went home at 8am
the bread adam had spent 2 hours making the day before i took the rest home for toast :3
I took his stuff he'd be taking to sheffield with me home
Monday
I got home and went to bed
i never sleep well in someone elses bed well who does really
nothing like you're own bed ;)
then I packed and saw Oz and what have you
adam had finished work early so he caught the bus to my house
then later mum took us to the train station and off we went
it was a lil tricky to find the hall we staying out
and adam has such poor sense of direction its funny
but i was tired from walking and said in the end "let's get a taxi"
only cost £5 and we were there so glad for the taxi actually cus there
was a bloody good hill to climb and adam had to suitcase
so it was a saver~
we got to the room which was lovely and spacious! it even had a bath!!
i was very pleased with it
it was like 4:30pm at this point and there wasnt anything near us
seriously like nothing
so we stayed and played pokemon
went for a walk around the lake and saw a herein bird
then we decided to eat at the hall as there was no restaurants near us
but jesus the price of the food was crippling! adam insisted he'd pay and id pay tomorrow
night at another restaurant. I ate gnocchi i couldnt finish it all
we went back to the room to let food go down
then we went to the pool! the pool was in the shape of half a yin yang symbol
it was the warmest pool ive ever been in i was so very happy
then there was the jacuzzi
the plan of going late evening worked as there was no kids as we predicted
i think it was here adam asked me out? i cant really remember when he asked me out actually
the whole thing is still sinking in to be honest
Tuesday
next day we both woke up with bad backs
we were like an old couple
the bed was like a friggin' brick!!!!!
we got dressed and took a walk into sheffield center
we had some breakfast at a food hall
the hall we stayed at wanted £10 each for breakfast
at the food hall i paid £1.90 for my breakfast
we walked round sheffield i picked up a dressy top from charity shop
i bumped into a child from year 2 class - yes an incredibly small world we're in
we had lunch at a pub i had soup
we walked back to the hall as we had done sheffield really
but it was like 2-3pm so we had time to kill
adam said i could go to sleep if i wanted to
i did for a while
we went round the lake again
were i insisted we would take a photo together he said he hadn't changed his
facebook photo in 4 years - back when he was very over weight
i told he should as he's changed since then
he told me he hates photos of himself - i can relate as i was like that years ago
but he gave in to me and we took a photo together which i later found out he used
as his profile photo ^^
we played pokemon sometimes i just watch him play tho
went to dinner to a pub 2mins down the road we discovered that morning
we both at pork and beef burger with chips it was very nice i paid and it was still
pricey but nothing like the hall prices
we got back to the hall, let food go down then went down to the pool again
the pool was just as cold as regular pools -_______- i was severally disappointed
wednesday
we had a lazy morning as we didnt have to leave til 11am and our train was at 1:37
every person i go away with always insists we have lunch before we come home
WHY!? im happy to get up get home
but noooooooooooooo we have to wait around and waste time
god it winds me up no end!!!!
we had breakfast in a cafe i had beans and cheese toastie
then before we went train station i had cake and hot choc
i had managed to get a cake all 3 days ;)
then we waited at the train station
i slept on the train
i was shattered frankly and my chest infection is pretty rough
adam's dad picked us up and took me home then adam :)
nice to be back and see mummy and my pets
today i woke up at 8am like a total cripple
i had hardly slept due from aching, stomach ache and head ache
just everything ached so i was very fidgety
by 9:30am when I had finished tending to my pets i actually went back to bed
i felt bloody awful
got up at 11am
and did nothing really
cross stitching, Oz, internet, watched tv, went garden center with mum
so a rubbish day but i did get a few things done online
adam wanted to meet up today but no way was i meeting up
and what happened to 'we dont have to meet up everyday'!?
hes like my shadow
but a better word for it is boyfriend
still feels incredibly weird i cant even explain it
it took me til today to be able to tell mum that im going out with adam
i felt a lil strange about telling her maybe cus i was worried what she'd think
she seemed alright
in a way i feel like i dont want a relationship but i dont want to be alone my life
they contradict one another
but if i never have ago at things im unsure about then my life will never change
so im willing to give it ago i gotta grow up
im not very mature when it comes to relationship and guys
but everyone has to start somewhere right?
i didnt go yoga today just cus i was dead
tomorrow mum wishes to drag me round ASDA super store >< we go every so often
and she has one heck of a list going!
but before that i have doctors at 8:40am no lay in for me but this chest infection needs sorting
thats it really
its very strange to say im not single i have to say but its nice knowing someone is there for me but then a part of me thinks 'i dont need someone there' thats the lone wolf side of me who likes to push every human being away~
i want to try
Tadaima~~~~
I am home
I've had a busy few days I have to say
and some news also but Im just so tired what from my holiday and the return of...
the chest infection >.>
But all will be revealed tomorrow when hopefully I can be arsed to
actually write more than a paragraph~
But Im home safe
Night~
Afternoon!!
i woke up at 8:30am after a good sleep
I got straight up and for Oz which is how it should be
I missed that when I dont have a bunny, getting up and seeing that
little face first thing in the morning
He's still very timid and anxious bless him
I keep having him out but after about 10-15 mins he becomes
anxious for his cage I can just tell
I had a play with make-up this morning
just basically seeing if black suits me or not really
cus i think it's too harsh for me and im better with brown
or more subtle colours
this was the result
Yeah I dont like it really
you can see my reddy hair XD
I took it all off anyway
then I got a few things ready for sheffield
then I few things ready for tonight stopping at adams
that was my day
so im off for adams house now
he's hand made some bread for us :D
I'll be back in the morning
then i'll be going sheffield in the afternoon!
