Last day of working from home

 Evening

I kept waking up last night, jack was snoring and we were squabbling over the duvet XD

I got up at 7:30am and Jack's stomach was still off :(

I brought Oz inside and he has his morning carrot inside with us ^^ he was so damn cute and happy I love spending time with him. I got lots of licks from him.

I popped him outside, had a look on instagram at people losing weight - which has been motivating me at times! - and then did my exercises. I had a bath afterwards then Jack had the bath. I left him in the bath as mum came to pick me up from the neighbour's house 7 houses down. I went to hers and I had lunch with her and then I cut Truffs's fur. She looks loads better and cuter

I decided to make someone from work a mask so I did that, then went for a short walk with mum. She had really appreciated my company today, I did it for her. As I knew I wouldnt be able to do this again til easter holidays.

I came home and I had accidently woke Jack up. He looked pale and wiped out. I felt sorry for him. I texted mum saying that jack wasnt good.

She told me to go chemist for him, and as my meds were due I decided to go, out in the rain I might add, to the chemist for jack

cost me £11! just got some tablets to help with stomach cramps and pain, and then a thing to mix with water to hydrate him.

I also called in a corner shop for some sugary sweets for him :) anything to cheer him up

I came back to find he still had Oz out from when we had a tea at 3 it was now 4 XD he said Oz wouldnt come and he was pushing his luck - like he did this morning might i add.

He had his meds, I did some house work, got dinner on which was  leftovers and pie out the freezer for jack.

after we cleared up I went on my laptop looking for more popcorn treats for Oz as tara brought me some and theyve been great for Oz and his diet! but my pet shops dont sell it :/

I also ordered a new cardigan for work as mine is old and tatty. I have ordered a very cute one ^^

Now im talking to harvey and theo whilst drawing and jack is gaming.

good way to spend my last day working from home

tomorrow is school

I have asked jack to take the day off and recover.

Jack missed school

 Evening

I slept pretty well, got up and showered and got ready for school. jack was still in pain with his stomach tho so he actually ended up ringing up school to say he wasnt coming in, he asked if i would be ok, but I said "i only see you at lunch for key worker days anyway" id be fine

so i went to school by myself

and it just so happens a few science teachers came in, and as I was the first technician in all week, I had a lot requests and things to see too. I was quite busy all day. Trying to find time to finish my star wars display as well. I didnt actually have to spent any time in the classroom with the covid/key worker children. So that worked out well. I had my meeting with head of science. He wanted to see my time table I had made up. He said "can I have a copy of this please?" i said "erm why?" he said "well it will go on your record that we have put something in place for you but also id like to pull you up on it when you're not sticking to it" >.> people know me too well.

I left school on time and went straight to mum's I was quite exhausted as i hadnt really allowed myself and breaks today T^T i am my own worst enemy. I sat with mum and Oz for an hour then brought Oz home.

Jack hadn't done much today but did the few jobs I had asked of him.

I sat and talked to him about school as I felt he had missed a lot today.

Then did my exercises which went pretty fast to be honest

I had lovely bath afterwards. I havent had baths for a few days and I forgot how good they are

I waited for Jack to have a bath then we had dinner which was stew I put on before school.

Then sat for a bit on my bed, then with Oz now on here.

Quite tired so probably have an early night.

tomorrow

just working from home and do my exercises, nothing special. Last day of working from home!

drew a cookie

 Evening

I managed to get off to sleep ok but woke up at 1am for like the worlds biggest wee honestly I felt lighter after that XD couldnt believe I was holding all that

I didn't want to get up this morning, Jack got up half hour before me and let my Ozwald out.

I got up and had breakfast and then sat in my pyjamas and read my science book for a while then I marinated the meat for dinner and then I went to go clean Oz out.

Then I did my exercises. It is sometimes a big ask especially in the morning as I havent eaten as much and lacking energy! But I did it and went for a shower afterwards. We had lunch then I read my book til 1pm. Gathered my Ozwald up and went to mum's, I went for a walk with her. Then had a quick tea with her and then came back, leaving my Ozwald with mum. He was enjoying playing around the girl's pen outside whilst they were in it. He likes jumping on top of it and sniffing them through the bars. He seemed happy enough but I never feel right coming away with out him.

I came home and read my book a bit more then laid on my bed for a bit as I was just shattered

Jack woke me an hour later at 4:30pm and we did a bit of an early dinner as I was hungry anyway

then I have been on my laptop drawing a cookie dissolving away for Chris at work as he wanted it for his youtube channel 'False Cookie' think he's calling it.

 I sent him a picture of it on whats app tonight and asked what shall i do with it, thinking he will tell me where to send it. He said "you're in school tomorrow right? come see me in the morning we will talk then" ominous, I found that strange. So we shall see but glad it is done now as I couldnt be bothered with it! 

Now I might do a bit of drawing then watch Inuyasha with Jack, he asked his friends to play tonight but theyre not playing so at least I wont be late in bed anyway tonight.

I might go on just dance but I am quite tired. I went on it last night with the intention of doing just doing 2 dances but did 5 and got sweaty XD

I converted the weight I was when I was at my thinnest which was obviously when I was at my sickest. I was only 45kg!! can you believe that! I was skeletal. I do feel better in myself both physically and mentally for working out. I feel fitter and I feel I getting my body back. As I couldnt bare to look in the mirror anymore I hated myself.  I feel I will be happy with myself once I get down to the 50's as I am now 64.6kg. I will keep working hard

Tomorrow is school

I have the star wars display to hopefully finish ^^

Oz got his cable

 Evening

I had a nightmare last night and woke up dripping wet. Got up to the toilet for a wee and to dry myself off. How the hell does the body get so hot, heated and sweaty when just laying down!?

I got up at 7:30am, is was really damp this morning but I still got ready for my walk with mia, she came over just after 9am. It was good to see her and the dogs. It will be the last time I can do my monday walk with her as next monday  i will be at school ><

I came in and had a cup of tea and a rest then did some work with Jack for the star wars display at work. Had lunch then did my work out. Took some effort to do but you know I gotta get that bikini bod XD

I had a shower afterwards and had Oz in, who in the time it took me to put him on the floor and shut the living room door had chewed through Jack's iphone cable!!!! that fast!!!

I couldnt believe what had happened! so when Jack came out the shower I had to tell him and show him what happened. He didnt seem mad much to my surprise. Usually the phone charger isnt in there because of Oz, I saw it but just didnt get there quick enough! It did annoy me to be honest but i couldnt get mad at him. It was my fault I hadnt moved it. I told tara and she sent me a photo a rabbit eating a computer cable XD it is not the first time Oz has tried for that very phone cable but today he won the battle

After we had dinner I called my dad just wondering a couple of things about changing some plug sockets in the craft room and he was so rude and confrontational that I wondered if i had done something. I put the phone down and a few tears fell. It churned me up and I wasnt ready for that level of hate.

I went out with Jack to the shops to go get a new phone cable. He has picked one up that is coated in metal just in case XD

I came back and mum had texted me apologizing for dad's awful behaviour I told her it wasnt her fault. I said I would see her tomorrow for a walk.

Just been on here looking at skin care for half hour or so, done my diary. Now I will go see my lad. Then I might go on just dance for 10 mins then do my nails.

Tomorrow

just work from home and see mum. Do my work out. About it.

Lost 4.2kg!!

 Evening

I couldnt get to sleep, my mind was racing with so many things i wanted to do and what I wanted to get done over the weekend. I woke up at 5am and kept waking up until my alarm went off at 7:45am

So I was quite tired this morning but still went for our weekly shop

our trolley just consisted of meat and veg XD just Jo's diet T^T

speaking of my diet I weighed myself this morning at mum's and since starting my diet on 25th January I have lost 4.2kg! I am very pleased with that as it has not been easy. I wish to lose more. I currently weigh 64.6kg I would like to be in 50kg section as I feel I will be able to actually look into the mirror without wanting to cry in despair. Jack isnt happy about me losing weight and is closely monitoring me.

So once we got back from shopping I went straight to mum's, I left Jack to unpack the shopping

I got to mum's and began washing my car. My car was filthy both inside and out just because of the winter snowy weather. So I gave it a good clean outside and in. Then went inside to have a cup of tea with mum. How I miss having a normal cup of tea with her. Stupid fruit teas >.>

I left her about 11am to come home and do my soup for the week, I tried to do a different fish soup as I enjoyed it last week but didnt want to make the same again. Turned out well. 

So we ate lunch together, which set Jack's stomach off. He hadn't been too bad all morning but a simple lunch of wraps seemed to start him off again and he was running to the toilet then on the bed in a ball with hot bag on his tummy.

I went outside after lunch and did the 3rd coat on the garage back door. It looks better for the last coat but I am thinking of painting a silhouette of a rabbit on the front of it as it is Oz's kingdom. I think I might have some paint at work I can use for it.

I came inside, rather cold. To warm me up I did my exercises. I want to keep going with them as I do feel better within myself for doing them ^^ 

I had a much needed shower afterwards. Then waited for Jack to shower, then cleaned the bathroom.

Had Oz inside for a bit, he was happy boy ^^

Had a half hour rest on my bed then did the dinner. Which was good and seems so far to agree with Jack's stomach. Lucky really as he has gaming tonight >.> bloody miracle XD 

I talked with my brother on the phone for 15mins as it is his 26th Birthday today so he was thanking me for his presents. I got him 2 pairs of quirky socks as he likes random socks, a DC t-shirt and a bottle of gin he likes. He was happy with his gifts.

Now I am unsure what  I will do to be honest. I have a picture to draw for chris but not sure I am in the mood to do it but might make a start at it. Maybe go on Just Dance later when my dinner has gone down a bit. Then just wait for Jack to watch inuyasha with me i guess.

Tomorrow

working from home. Our last week of working from home!

i has my book to read. So I will do that but in the morning I am seeing mia for a dog walk. Its good to see another person! Hopefully do my exercises too~ Wanna sleep ><

Managed to complete the 14 day shred!

 Evening

Once again I had to get up for a massive wee in the night >.> I'm not having a hot drink before bed and see if that helps >.>

This morning we both got up about 7:45am as the electrician was coming over at 9am but turns out he didnt come over til 9:30am 

but this morning, I needed to cook my breakfast as I had ran out of turkey so i cooke dmy new pack of turkey in the same seasoning i used last time - honey, soy sauce, coconut sugar - and there was one tiny stake in the packet, a stake that wouldnt fill me. I had 1 egg left so i cooked an omelette in the same pan once the stake was out and cus it had been cooked in the seasoning it made the egg sweet and it was actually really really tasty!!! for the first time in weeks i enjoyed my breakfast, it was so damn good!!!

So this morning I tidied up whilst Jack i feel spent all morning in the toilet

i asked if he was ok but he said his stomach is massively off. he didnt have breakfast and just sat in a ball which isnt like him. Thats usually me XD

I let him see to the electrician whilst I went outside and decided to go put the first coat of paint on the door and window frame. I was in a t-shirt and joggers - my painting clothes - I was so cold as it was 0c! i had goosebumps constantly and my finger ends had gone bluey purple...but i got it done and came in for a warm. By which point the electrician was leaving. We are able to finally put our plates and bowl back into the cupboard. they havent been in the right place for over month, making another cupboard rather congested. So I was happy about that but I still have wiring in places I would rather not see wiring hanging from. But it will get sorted in march he says....he says...

I decided to warm myself up by doing my work out. I worked out that it was my 14th day! So I have completed the 2 week shred challenge! I plan to weigh myself at mum's tomorrow

hopefully i have lost some weight. But I want to continue with it as I feel fitter, I have enjoyed working out and if I can shed some weight that would be great as I HATE looking at myself.

I had a shower not a bath as its quicker and didnt want to occupy the bathroom if jack's stomach is off as he was just constantly running to the bathroom.

We had lunch together but he said he felt worse for eating and just stayed in a ball on the sofa. I went to go put a second coat on the door. Oz wasnt much company XD

I came in and laid on my bed for an hour. It was so lovely and warm outside now and I felt i should be outside in it but I was so exhausted, jack was asleep on the sofa.

So in the end i brought Oz inside to cheer Jack up a bit

he stayed inside with us over an hour just sleeping in his hay basket

I took him home and we did dinner, but I once again got stomach pains after eating. Not as bad as last 2 days but stomach pain nonetheless. 

for dinner tho it was omelette and sweet potato chips, i cooked my egg in the same way as this morning and it was just as good ^^

Jack has now just gone to do something on his PC then he says he is sitting on sofa all evening...must be bad if he cant sit at his PC gaming!

not sure what we will do tonight. Im tempted to go on just dance or learn a dance.

Tomorrow

weekly morning shop~

then come back and unpack then I might wash my car over at mum's but I have got to go over anyway as its my brother's birthday, seeing as hes at his girlfriends house i said i will leave his present and card on his bed. Then I need to make my soup. I have bathroom to clean. and maybe a 3rd coat needs to happen to the door. When it fully dried i could see it could benefit from another coat but sun was going down by this point and rapidly going cold so i left it as the paint wouldnt dry properly.

not sure what else i will do, probably my work out at some point.

2 days of stomach ache

 Evening

I kept waking up last night so I was a bit tired this morning but got on with it

we dropped Oz off for day care and went to work

Work was same old, sat on my own listening to my ipod whilst painting. Got my painting finished and typed up my timetable. So yeah got all my jobs done today

Jack had my lunch so he had 2 pieces of pizza and 2 portions of chips. 2 cakes which he took home and that would be his 'dinner' I had soup

We got to mum's for a brew and for Ozwald but I only stayed til 4pm as I wanted to get back to do my exercises. We first watched the announcement for the new pokemon games. I want diamond and jack wants pearl. Cant say we were fussed on the other games coming out.

Then I cracked on with my exercises. somehow. it is hard at times

I went for a shower afterwards. Mum txted me to say she had tried one of Chloe Ting's workout videos. I was very pleased she had had a go. She said she enjoyed it.

I had my dinner which was left of thai stew. Jack sat with me whilst I ate so we could watch digimon together. I was soon in the ball position afterwards tho for over 45mins. I hate getting stomach ache cus it feels so unfair and makes me want to give the whole diet thing up. Jack just gamed next to me on the bed, not doing the washing up then going to play online with harvey and theo. He said he would do the washing up. too right as all he has done since 4pm is game and watch digimon!

I sat with Ozwald who was a bit tired to be honest. he has obviously had a busy day at mum's XD

then just doing my diary. Cant say I want to stay on my laptop.

not sure what I will do for the next hour whilst jack games

tomorrow

I will probably do my exercises as it will be day 13 out of 14! so I am getting close to finishing the 2 week program. I will try weigh myself over the weekend see if I have lost anything, fingers crossed

tomorrow when I have got my workout done with, I plan to paint the back garage door lime green! I bet Oz will give me a hand X3

I can not wait to do it. It will look loads better I am sure of it. Not sure what else I will do really.