Thursday, 12 February 2015

Prettiness

Good Evening~

Today I had quite a relaxing day :D
I started the day tho a bit rushed off my feet =.=
but its ok I got there
I had reflexology at 9:30 but I got there on time Karen-san is a lovely
person and  I consider her a good friend
we chatted a lot and at the end she told me what issues I had going
off in my body...yeah I kinda knew
I have been in pain this week if I'm honest
my fibromyligia has been have a flare up god knows why
so I have warned my mum that I am on a short fuse 
I try not to be horrible to people but when I'm in pain
I feel so nasty its horrible I hate feeling like this
hopefully it will pass now I have had treatment 
I talked to her about all sorts as usual
and we talked about appearances, I said I have never seen myself
as pretty and people who tell me I am pretty I always get the
feeling they are lying to me. strange I know but its how I feel
Karen-san said I had a pretty face and have a elfin type face
and good check bones and beautiful eyes
my eyes do make up for a lot ;)
Wonder what other people think of me /:

I came home and did a bit of dancing in ready for tomorrow~
I threw myself into it and enjoyed myself ^^
Mum made soup for us - tomato - it was yummy
and she even put it in my new soup bowl!
 here's a snap


but this isnt the soup mum made this was tinned stuff

Afterwards I slept for 90mins XD
Reflex always makes me tired a few hours later
and I wasn't doing much else so I was very happy and warm ^^

got up and passed the afternoon somehow I guess!
Been with the pets a lot as usual, Tiffin bit my lip today
it hurts!! 

I'd like to start my picture of Hazel tonight and maybe some dancing
I have started making a CV for my brother as he needs a job
he has his own CV but has given up on job hunting
so behind his back I will search for jobs for him!!!
see how far I get, it cant hurt right :)

anyway night~

Wednesday, 11 February 2015

Pinky Finished~

Hoya~

This morning I cleaned Tiffin out he was quite clean ^^
He has been a happy bunny today bless him
Last night he bit me...hard
this is the most blood he has drawn i have a good 1cm mark on my finger
i was only stroking him and he snarled and bit me
i was not impressed by his behavior and he received a real scolding from me
I had to put a plaster on it as it wouldnt stop bleeding - i hate plasters avoid at all costs!
i then showed him the plastered finger
he licked it...he never licks me but he licked where he had hurt me
as if he understood i mean he must have smelt my blood surely
so i think that was his way of saying sorry

This morning I finished my picture of Pinky :D
finally done it which I was pleased about

what do ya think?
Pinky who is thinner than Lily and loves to run around
she is very much a little tom boy in my eyes

I waited around to go to the bank appointment today
to find out it was a waste of time really
and she gave me yet another appointment to do the switch over one
it was so stupid like she never even intended on doing anything today
like she just wanted to meet me
so i was peeved about that

took mum into a little town for a few bits
I got some threads, and I picked up a pair of trousers from charity shop
might wear them for a dance cover if they are flexible enough
they were £3.50 and originally from next
brought them for work really

then came home and slept for an hour - true bliss
woke up and had a bath my mood dramatically improved ^^

I have yoga tonight but would like to practice my
dancing so I can record tomorrow hopefully!

Tuesday, 10 February 2015

Sweet way to finish

good evening

Today has been an average day 
I started my day as usual
my brother had a brunch haha too late from breakfast
so I sat with him whilst he ate and watched Top Gear (again XD)
and I was cross stitching

Later I was drawing and I am so very close to finishing Pinky!!
hopefully have her uploaded on friday

I had work, the last one at the school and the last one for the week
I am completely finished now for the week :D
but anyway, last week the kid's behavior was appalling
and they got a real telling off by the teachers
this week when i arrived a few of them had written me letters of apologies!!
i was not expecting that! i had just swept the whole matter under the carpet
so i thought to myself "i shall keep these ^^"
a lot of the kids didnt want me to leave and said i was the best teacher
i was so touched =^.^=

coming home deflated me as the traffic was awful
but mum had cooked Paella for dinner :D
not had the in agessssss so I was happy ^^

Now I am in my room with Tiffin, writing up  a cookie recipe for
Mia-chan and I have yet to dance and hopefully draw!

Thats all for now
oh and photo of the dance I uploaded today ><  

Monday, 9 February 2015

New Dress~

Good day all~

Yesterday after I finished playing catch up with my self
I relaxed all day~
well most of the day anyway, I sorted out my Kindle
and sorted out work and started a dance

Today I was drawing a lot in the morning
working on Pinky's picture
it is going well and I hope to get it done for friday

I took a photo of the dress Mia-chan gave me for my birthday
I promised I would take a photo of me wearing it for her
but the angle of the photo and my hair looks like
I have no hair XD
but the dress is very pretty its like carnival themed
so cute and special and fits great too

I had work and it was the last session at the school
a lot of the kids and a few parents even asked to do more
so I was very happy as it must mean I'm doing a good
job if theyre wanting to come back for more

now I am just home, going to do a dance and maybe some drawing
then read my Kindle tonight
I have loads of free books to read through!

Mate ne

Sunday, 8 February 2015

Playing catch up from yesterday!

Good Morning~

Yes morning, I am doing my diary in the Morning!
I have for the 2-3 hours been playing catch up online
so much to do! so many birthday messages ><
It's lovely and I am not complaining but my goodness its time consuming
and with how much I have wrote this morning I probably have enough for an essay!

Anyway yesterday being my Birthday, it was just a lovely day
but I never stopped, really, just didnt stop
I was exhausted and went to bed at 9:30pm

I started my day at 9:00am, already an hour late ^^"
got pets out and had breakfast usual stuff
whilst trying to get dressed into something decent, doing my hair
then went downstairs to open my cards and presents
I got such lovely things!!
I won't name everything I got, but I got a few things to do with Santaro girl, nail varnish, make-up, japanese style bedroom bits, jewelery, canvas, Kindle, dress, passpo album and other little pieces
here's some of the things


Now these fans, the blue one Tara gave to me for my birthday
the red one I found a few hours later in a charity shop
i picked it up as they are so similar and I love them
I now want to put them up in my room
Tara said hers is from Japan! its a beautifully made fan

My Kindle~ I have been going on and on about wanting one
and yay I got one for my birthday Mum suggested it and I said I'd love one
but wasn't sure if I would be lucky enough to be treated to one
and my Granny got the case for me, pink, they know me well :)

but this has to be my best present

kippy....kip on a canvas
Mum had this done whilst he was still alive and was so be my xmas present
but of course I lost kip just before xmas and so she held onto it
knowing if she gave it me at christmas it would have broken me
so she thought i'd be strong enough to have for my birthday
it was lovely and one of my best photos of him as well - his birthday photo
the little black bunny mum got it me from whitby for my bday
she said it was like kippy so ive put it on the top :)

Yesterday despite my lack of time to breath i still found the time
to hang it up on my wall - next to my bed

after opening everything, mia-chan came over but I had yet to do
my make-up so she waited with a cup of tea whilst i quickly did it
luckily i am very quick as i use very little make up :)
she took us to town~




we had a shop round I manged to spend less than £30 including lunch!
so i was proud I was able to save my money ^^
but I brought a few things in a shop closing sale for dad and friend's birthday
later on in the year, myself a soup bowl with its own spoon! i love soup
and a couple of little bits but they sold these earring I have been wanting for over a year
they look like liquorish alsorts - the sweets
forever have i wanted them but refused to pay £4 for earrings 
they were in the sale for £1.50!! so i finally have them ^^
I picked up a pair of shorts for £2 from charity shop and the fan
about it really 
we had lunch I had soup and hot choc mia-chan had tuna panini and hot choc
then more shopping and home

arrived home and Helina-chan came over despite living next door to me
this was the first I saw of her this year 
we had a cup of tea and cakes mummy had made for me
helina-chan didnt have anything tho
she brought me make-up and jewelery mia-chan brought me a pink hell bunny dress
they went home at 5:30pm
I then I had to tidy my room and see Hazel and Tiffin
then leave the house at 6pm to pick granny up and go to the pub for dinner
pub was nice and we got treated to a pudding!!! sponge and custard
i was in heaven~

came home at 8:30pm had a shower and saw Hazel and Tiffin again
then went to bed....exhausted.
but a great action packed day, your birthday is suppose to be a different day right :)

and today I'm sitting on my on butt!!!!
thank you to all those who wished me a happy birthday!

Saturday, 7 February 2015

23

Good Evening


TODAY WAS MY 23RD BIRTHDAY
WOOOOO! :D

I will make this short as it is 9:15
and I have not stopped today
I still have my bed to tidy before I can sleep in it!
But I had a lovely perfect day I truly did
tomorrow I will tell more and upload photos
this is the first I have been online today
so if you have wished me happy birthday
thank you so much and I shall get back to you

I will leave you with pictures from the past~

Me on my 1st birthday

Then a couple of when i was under 4


have I changed much?

Friday, 6 February 2015

Last day being 22

Good Evening all~

I have just been watching anime on my floor with Tiffin
whilst trying to guard my mat which he keeps attacking =.=
honestly I cant have anything with him around

anyway moving on, Today is my last day of being 22
where has the time gone XD
actually if I'm honest I feel like I am going to be 21 tomorrow
truly feels like my 21st
and I think its because from my illnesses which started when
I was just 18, it put me into a coma like state
I can not remember 2 years of my life
I know they happened but I was so poorly I cant remember
so even when I "celebrated" my 19th and 20th
It felt like someone elses birthday as my own "life clock" had stopped
I wasnt growing or moving on I had simply stopped
now I feel my life is ticking once again, but I am in the body of 20 year old
I hope that kinda makes sense, but basically 2 years of my life, of my youth
were taken from me

Ether way I'm still celebrating tomorrow but it certainly doesnt feel like my 23rd
I am seeing Mia-chan tomorrow for shopping and lunch~
Then I'm going out to dinner with my family just 5 of us
to a pub I have never been to before so Im hoping it will be alright!

Today I practiced some sewing nothing special
then I had work and it was the last time I had to see them brats
so yay!! I was very happy to not see them ever again!
Got home and had dinner now just with Tiffin

I uploaded a dance today - special as I recorded it outside
with my Tiffin :D
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BaFA9WG6PRQ

my outfit

Anyway thats me signing out as the 22 year old Jozu~

maybe I should upload some old photos tomorrow /:
cringing thought XD