Good Morning
and please excuse my absence for yesterday
Basically yesterday was too much for me and
i never went online at all
I was up at 7am and left the house 7:30am
it would be the first day in my entire life
that i would have worked a full day
i know, 23, it doesnt sound like much
but when you have 3 illnesses such as myself
its a massive thing and i wanted the challenge
i needed to know how well id cope
anyway i arrived at 8am and helped set the room out
with tables and chairs and greeted the few children that came
i also met Matt-kun a new mad scientist who is 31
he was a good laugh and does yoga ^^
all 27 kids rolled in for 9:30am
and from there i just never stopped
typically i was on the biggest table of kids so big
that i had to keep leaving my seat to walk round
and help the kids which used up more energy
the site was next to a park so every play time
i was out playing with the kids which is just exhausting
by the end of it i was dead
3pm i was certainly ready to come home but i knew it wasnt over
Dan-kun ever asked if i was ok i was feeling a bit wobbly on my legs
finally 5:30pm came and i was allowed to leave
Matt-kun said i looked tired, i said i was shattered
he was like "you've only played all day, why you so tired?"
i replied "I know thats why i love my job"
really what i wanted to say was "you try having 3 illnesses and 20 pills each day"
but i couldnt and wouldnt
i drove home god knows how and as soon as i came home
i went to bed
had dinner and a shower when i got up, and saw tiffin for half hour
then went to bed, slept for 11hours and today i hurt all over
my illness is bad today
so all in all i can safely say a full days work is still
too much for me to handle but one day i will manage
it one day i will be able to work 9 til 5 monday to friday
just like all my other friends
i will be normal one day!
today im gonna take it easy as thats all i can do really
Man I am exhausted
I have just been to Zumba after about a 2month
absence and jeez how unfit I have gotten in just 2months!!
shocking! I enjoyed it tho but my muscles are hurting ><
someone commented on how energetic and bouncy i was ^^
Today Hazel had the vets bless her she was truly terrfied
i knew she would be
the vet looked and felt her from all angles whilst hazel
squirmed in her hands trying to get to me
it was heart breaking to see her so unhappy
i have her my hand for reassurance to which she licked
in the end she starting squeaking so the vet couldnt
tell if she was in pain or just distressed
she came away with anti-biotics and the same anti-imflammatory
we give to pinky
we were told to come back thursday and if she is no better
then they would knock her out for a X-ray
NOT BLOODY HAPPENIN'!!
I wont put her through that stress
I had the doctors myself as the medication to treat
my thyroid isnt suiting me
so he gave me some medicine to help ease my symptoms
and upped the dosage on my thyroid tablets
yay more tablets T^T
tomorrow I am at work 8am-5:20pm
it will be the first time in my entire life
that I would have done a full days work
missing my cousins coming down too
tomorrow will be exhausting and Im praying
im up to the task!
Good Evening
Im still so full from eating at Lynn's house
today and I ate 4 hours ago =.=
she gives out way too much food ><
but it was so nice
and sunday roasts are super rare at this house
so I had to make the most of it right?
I made cookies in the morning to take over
to her house and she and her husband appreciated them
I played with Todd too hes so cute
but this time he has grown a few more baby teeth
so i have quite a few lil scratches and dents in my hands =.=
is there anything that dog wont put in his mouth?
When I got home I texted Lynn to say I was home
and that my pets were smelling Todd's scent on me
Lynn "Tood's just peed again on my carpet!!!"
Me "oh Todd, what we gonna do with him"
I then walked up stairs to find the 2 mins id left
Tiffin in my room had he peed on my Pillow!!!
I was so cross Id only been in the house 10 mins
and I had that to deal with so I took him home
my dad is there "why dont you get another rabbit?"
why does he comes out with such crap at such stupid times
full of crap that man, can you see why i hate sundays?
I can never jump quick enough at the chance to go out
with friends on a sunday
so anyway i have spare pillow im using tonight
whilst mine is in the wash
thanks so tiffin
Hazel is going vets tomorrow for the first time
she keeps squeaking whilst weeing
she could have a kidney stone or a water infection
bless her so we're gonna get her looked at
she is gonna be terrified
the heart i made yesterday that sits on the radiator
behind the toilet door
tomorrow I have doctors and vets
an exciting day for me
Good day~
Today I got my Fox Hoodie finished!!
So cute isnt it
I am in love with it, its so neat and came together
easily and quickly
Im so gonna get some wear outta this jacket
and its cost me probably just under £10 to make also
I have continued with my quilt also
but somehow just havent been in the mood to quilt it
i need to get it done tho as I have my cousin's
cosplay under my bed ready to be made
so I made a love heart plushie for the bathroom today
it goes on the radiator behind the door basically
to stop the door bashing into the radiator
nothing special but i might photograph it
I also went for a walk, been for a walk 3 days in a row
i feel like I have eaten loads today
tomorrow I must cut down damn it
but I did have a pasta salad for dinner and soup for lunch with bread
so i guess its not too bad
ive been checking out the spring animes
i might start watching a couple tomorrow see how they are
i saw digimon is doing a new season with the 1st season characters
been 15 years since their debut i can not wait to see what
their new series is about!
my brother said "it will be crap you can re-make things"
well i thought Toy Story 3 was good XD
Uploaded my craft video today
how successful it will be i dont know
tomorrow I might start the cosplay or just get my quilt
near finishing~
Good Evening
doesnt seem right saying evening anymore
the evenings are so light now
Tiffin plays outside til 8pm
he is a bugger to get in tho >.> he never wants to go home
anyway today I practically got my fox hoodie finished
im just waiting for the zip to arrive in the post damn it!
then it will be finished ^^
im really pleased with it and it came together so easily and neatly
I went for treatment this morning which was nice
and I saw Karen-san's dogs bless em
Then I skyped Ed-kun he offered to come see me
but I cant be doing with the hassle right now
its because my parents are going away and so is my brother
so 17th-20th i will be home alone T^T normally he keeps me company
but i dont want his company
at least I will be able to get a lot dancing done ^^
Today I re-recorded a dance I did this week
I wasnt happy with it, didnt look like I was putting
enough effort into it, you would be amazed how many
dances I re-do another day XD
I uploaded todays dance - happy strawberry
such a cute dance and so fun to learn!
craft video tomorrow~
spent absoultely ages making it and its not great
Jozu's video skills suck ><
Good Evening 8:00 here
its about time I got Hazel in on my knee
and settled down for the evening
sadly I had no time for dancing today D:
But I chose to go for a walk with Mia-chan & Helina-chan
instead this evening which was nice :3
I started the day designing my Fox Hoodie
Im quite into foxes at the moment but finding anything
fox themed is quite tricky so I thought Id make my self a hoodie
I also planned out a cosplay my cousine wants making
and sat and ordered bits I needed online
that took me a couple of hours >.>
anyway I went out with mum to the town and picked
up a few pieces I needed for cosplay and hoodie
I wanted to take her for a hot choc and stuff but everywhere
was packed I think because its easter break
I hate being in noisy caf'es so we decided to leave it
til when all the kids have gone back :/
I came home and got to work!
and I surprised myself at how far I got with it
heres the hood finished
cute huh, it has fluffy fox ears!!
this hoodie will be amazing but i wanted it to look
like a more adult cosplay rather than a children's jacket y'know
so no eyes or faces
tomorrow I have treatment in the morning but I plan
on working to get my cosplay finished
I will upload my videos tomorrow
but I think I will only upload 1 dance and save the other for
next week incase I dont get any time to record
I have started a diet also~
Good Evening~
Today I got a bit more done on my quilt
needs a few more hours tho
its nothing special but is special to me
I managed to get 2 dances recorded!!!!
success of what ^^ I was pleased with myself
and my pokeball craft video is finished also
so this week I lot of uploading :)
I went out with mum to the shops
I ended up not getting anything but I wasn't bothered
I didnt need anything anyway so save my money :)
Then I took her to the hospital for her annual check up
we weren't there long so that was alright
came back and did a lil bit of work on my quilt
and tonight hopefully going yoga
thats all for today
tomorrow I hope to take mum out for a hot choc - my treat
and maybe see Mia-chan and Helina-chan in the evening for a walk
