Good Day Minna~
Today I stayed in my Pajamas allllll day :D
I had a pajama day! I cant remember the last time I did
maybe it was the christmas holidays :/
I feel much better for having a massive rest today
I was desperate to recharge myself for the week to come!
So today I decided to do Mia's picture frame
basically during the convention the Lady who does Naruto's English
dubbed voice was present at the convention and you could get
her autograph, which Mia did, she took her own picture of Naruto
that Rob had printed out for her
So she got it signed and had many heart attacks meeting the woman XD
But she was struggling to find a frame good enough for this keepsake
So I thought "i'll make her one" I brought a cheap £3 frame from Ebay
and started cutting up a Shounen Jump book I've had for years
it has about 5 manga in it, Naruto being one of them
So I cut out then started Paper mâché ;)
What do you think? Im pretty pleased with it I have to say
the picture in the frame is a random one
Typically the manga I had of Naruto was mainly focused on Sakura
so there wasn't many Naruto pictures to be cut out! but I did my best
I can not wait to show her it, Ive told her I've got her a frame and thats it
just so she didnt go out and buy one this weekend
tomorrow I have work 10-2pm, for some reason I read 12-2
thinking "ah its only 2 hours everyday" nope Jozu it's 4 hours each day T^T
but alwell I will get through it Im sure
Im praying that this summer holiday doesnt kill me off
I should treat myself to something when its over!!!
Anyway thats all for now~
Good Evening
I can't tell you how tired I am
seriously, i do not know how I have got through the last 8 days
through sheer determination >.>
It was sooo hard to get up at 7am this morning I just wanted
to say "sod the day" and go back to sleep DX
I didnt have any nightmares, but if its not nightmares waking me
up its the bloody owls round here!!! theyre sooo noisy ><
I must say being tired has a lot of downsides for me
for one it makes my condition 10x harder
but also the thoughts in my head get a lot stronger
i cant stop it, i'll do anything, pay anything, just make it stop
ive had it none stop since ive been in manchester
why why why do i get so many thoughts about what i have eaten
and about how much i have gained and got to lose and how fat i am
ITS DRIVING ME INSANE!!! I literally will be insane one day i can see it
i cant stop it, its relentless and i dont know what to do
i mean what is the difference between thoughts and voices?
i dont consider myself fat so why do i get these "thoughts"
i dont understand and i wish i did
anyway today I had an event at some business park
in fact it was at the business park Helina used to work at
a few months back so that what kinda strange
i arrived on time and Seth was already there
we did 3 30min shows i must say i probably looked like
i must have been hung over or something, i was turning round to yawn
i looked shattered and zombie like
Seth took the lead and i was grateful
he let me play with his huge bubble maker tho which is just amazing
the shows went fine i dont feel like i was needed as such tho
its not like a birthday party or after school club where i can help
out with the kids on hands on work, its just presenting and getting things
ready for Seth, the hydrogen balloon was good tho, we burn it til it explodes
and i actually felt the heat off it today and when our balloon popped
it caused someone's balloon in the audience to pop XD
A lady who worked at the business took a liking to me
she was very eccentric for a lady her age and she asked if i would like to see
the inside of the factory, well i can't say machining is my cup of tea
but how often do you get to see in side a factory so I agreed
and at the end of the day she took me round which was nice of her :)
During the day I decorated 2 cakes for 40p, i took photos i'll show em tomorrow
I did 1 of the cakes for Seth but he doesnt eat cake apparently >.> missing out
so i ate em both
the lady was working on the bouncy castle and said i should go on with her
so i asked Seth "would it embarrass you?" he said "no it will take a lot to embarrass me"
so i hopped on, and after a couple minutes i was out of breath!!!! i couldnt believe it
I used to be well good as a kid on em XD the artist who was paid to paint the day
painted us both on the bouncy castle, i have a photo to show later
the artist was very nice to me actually everyone there was nice :)
its taken me an extra 30mins to do this blog entry as we've just
had a power cut D:
anyway here are the photos from Manchester City on the Sunday
there's not many, I dont felt like we did a lot really
I met Rob's cousin Matthew he was very nice Id like to meet him again
and we ate at a place that only serves burgers, i had a chicken fillet burger
everything came with bacon on it tho, even the chips XD
the table had sweets under the glass top it was amazing!!!! i wanted it!!
I brought a dress, sailor style from this random store, its new and only £8
i about died, my style, new and only £8 and in my size!!! heaven~
look out for that bad boy in my dance covers~
We went round Aflex palace and a cool shop in China Town
I brought a few things, mainly things to do craft with :)
Good Evening~
It's actually a nice day today huh
first time in like a whole week!
I had yet another nightmare
whats up with me, i dont watch violent things or
play violent games or read horrid stories
yet im having violent nightmares
its doing my head quite frankly as i keep waking up from them!!
and they make me sweat and my heart race >.>
anyway today I had work, but not til 11am I had to set off
so I didnt do much in the morning simply because I was
saving my little energy for the day
When I did get to work the kids were on lunch and it gave
me time to get up to speed with what the kids had been doing
and what they were doing for the rest of the day
i helped out as usual and it was rocket building today
a lesson we used to teach but no longer do sadly
so it was nice to revisit it all
on breaks i was made to be goalie >~< goalie is dull
i did really well tho haha
I got to leave a whole hour early today so that was nice
gives me an extra hour to rest today in preparation for tomorrow!
another early start god damn it!! >< got to be there for 9:30am
going to be on stage with Seth apparently
never been on stage and im well looking forward to it
altho Seth said he's gonna make me do more presenting
cant say as tho I want to with him around so i might try
and weasel out of it XD its werid but i dont like doing things in front
of male teachers or seniors just always been like this
im fine with woman it doesnt bother me
anyway more of my manchester photos
these are all the photos I took at convention~
from having photos with my friends to having photos with random people
purely because i like their costume and/or their character
also a photo of the haul of stuff i treated myself to with my christmas money :3
oh and I uploaded a dance today too
a new dance recorded a good week ago!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-mVj21FlHgs&feature=youtu.be
Yay today is the day I actually have time to start uploading photos!!
^^
Sorry for the wait but I havent had time to breath this week!
These are the dull photos to start with, next ones will be my trips out
but heres a hot choc in a jar! our hotel room and view and the two italian meals i ate ^^
Today I had to be at work for 10am so i left early enough
got there early, usually Seth beats me but he wasnt at the school
in fact no one was...so i rang the office but they said i was at the right place
eventually Seth arrived but told me he forgot the candy floss machine
at the office and could i go pick it up >.> i guess i didnt mind
so i went and at the office they told me we were suppose to be at a college
not a school but it was easy to find and there was actually people there! haha
The event was lovely a real day for the kids
it was set up by the community there and it was amazing
bouncy castle, face paint, craft works and mad science
its only £3 per kid too!!! I was amazed and all the kids were enjoying themselves
no fighting or crying it was just really nice
I was on the candy floss machine whilst Seth was doing dry ice
i think i served up 200 sticks of candy floss
yeah my arm was aching and i could no longer feel the legs i was sitting on XD
i dressed in candy colours and had candy accessories on which were noticed
by a lot of staff and children ^^
was it wrong that i wanted my face painting too? XD
Seth was grateful of my assistance today as he hates the Candy floss machine
i enjoy it, better than any desk job right? except i was getting it in my
hair and on my face and hands =.=
came home and slept it was satisfying alright
tonight i would like to find the strength to dance
ive not danced in a whole freakin week!!!!
tomorrow I have work gonna wear my new Mad Science t-shirt
i was the only one to have size small and it fits great ^^
Good Evening
Ahhh I've missed yoga tonight T^T
Im too corpse like to go im afraid
and what with an early start tomorrow im just making
harder work for my body >.>
I slept better last night, well better than the night before
the dreams were on the creepy side one point my brother got shot in the forehead
dont know what that was about but that made me wake up
why am i dreaming like this lately!?
I took an easy morning as i knew I had a full scale day ahead
but I set off at 11:00 needing to be there at 12:00
I went off my own decision to hand 2 lesson boxes into the office
i had from summer term on my way to the school today
Nicola-chan was the only one in the whole office and
shes been on her own all week so i decided as i was early
to keep her company for a while we can always find something
to just talk about, i find it easy talking to a fellow 92" baby ^^
I asked her suddenly "whats the time?" "11:50pm"
woops ^^" got carried away talking but the place was only 10mins away max
so i wasnt panicked
that wasnt until i saw the road closer.....after i was forced to go down a different road
i thought "i know i'll do a U-turn and go another route i know"
nope couldnt do that it had been made a 1 way system D:
shock!! and no diversion!! no warning signs!! nothing!!
so i turned down a road and turned my engine off
i looked on my satnav and gave Nicola a ring to say i was gonna be late and
to tell who ever was in charge of me today i was gonna be late
apparently this road closer has buggered a few people up
i rang mum whilst i was figuring a route out as my sat nav wanted to take
me down the temporary 1 way system, mum had a route and i had route
2 choices at least none of which a quick 2min journey
going up a hill i was unfamiliar with but confident it lead to where i needed it to be
it was closed!!! aghhh!! i was cursed today but i got there only half hour late =.=
im never late always stupidly early
it was my first time meeting Emma-san but she was lovely and forgivng
and said it made her late on monday, so i wasnt the only one
turns out Emma-san is a 91" baby she was so easy to talk to i liked her
and i get to work with her again on friday, shes staying with us for a few months
until she finds a teaching job :)
came home and died, but was greeted with dinner and cookies :D
happiness of home life~
I have got work 10:00 - 12:00 tomorrow
2 hours of serving candy floss to children!
fun! im gonna wear pink ;)
and im working along side Seth also :)
I did this photo for my room this evening~
Konbanwa~
Ah I slept so bad last night >~< even tho i was mega tired and drained
I had the most incredible nightmare of my life
the kind that if you were a child would make you cry and
wake your parents up, i honestly thought i had had a stroke or
something in my sleep or even died for that matter
i couldnt escape it and it felt like nothing i have ever experienced before
everything was so so dark and spinny then i was in a huge pit like a volcano
holding onto a chain with creatures breathing fire around me
i just remember trying to hit this clock face with the chain by swinging
and as soon as i hit it i woke up with a start, panting my mouth was dry
my heart was pounding i was covered in sweat
it was just terrible i cant describe just how trapped i felt in darkness and bitter memories
anyway so i had to begin my day at 7:00am yes someone up there hates me
i literally shoved tiffin outside, got changed, had breakfast and set off 7:40am
I got to the place i was meant to meet Seth with time to spare and saw him
arrive so i was glad he wasnt waiting for me!
i have been in the car today for agesssss
but Seth is good company never short for something to say anyway
got to the school and we decided to teach in one big group of 45 children
purely because i hadnt done the ending experiment and i needed to
know how to do it safely
but it means letter Seth take the wheel and somehow im always assistant
but i get on with it i dont actually mind because i help in my own way
i dont just stand there like a lemon haha altho i do feel that way at times
i clean up, help kids and give/take equipment and keep the room flowing
i went to fetch some water from the staff room and a woman was in there
who was running this children's club we were entertaining
woman "is this your first day?"
i looked at her like HUH?
woman "you dont seem to be doing any presenting yourself"
i just said "oh its Seth hes a control freak he just likes
to present and im happy learning off him and assisting"
and just laughed it off you know
but she took it dead seriously asking questions like
"can you actually present? what else do you do?"
i kinda felt like saying KEEP YOUR NOSE OUT!!
just leave me alone will ya me and Seth work as a team. end of
so we had a break and i went out to play with the kids ^^
I came in and Seth called me over for a quiet word
Seth "Jo im gonna get you to do some presenting. I think
they think stereotypically that im the guy who presents
and your just my glamorous assistant"
i was so annoyed by this, not because i had to present
but because WHAT THE HELL'S IT GOTTA DO WITH THEM!!
So i got nervous stupidly, i just dont like presenting infront of my seniors
as i feel like im just gonna criticized i mean im probably not but its how i feel
and he gave me the worst damn thing in the world to present!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
did he do it on purpose to spite me!?
these stupid drinking straws, cut them in the right way and they make a noise
when you blow threw them, only trouble is I CAN NEVER GET IT TO WORK FOR ME!!!
AGGGHHHHHH!!! the frustration!!!
so i showed everyone and told them it takes practice
half the class could do it and then by the end of the day they all could do it
i got through the day i just laugh through it and enjoy myself
after a long journey home i was glad to be home
i have just sat round reading, uploaded my photos on facebook
i plan on sorting them out properly tomorrow then going to upload
them onto my blog~
i have work tomorrow 12:00 - 5:30pm
gonna be a hard slog!
in the mean time look at my baby millie
who im sure grew in the few days i was away from home
she was due a growth spurt
soon she wont fit in that hay ball of hers XD
Minna~ Tadaima!!!
Im back, I returned to the country of Robin Hood XD
I got back at 2:40pm I think
I have an awful lot to write up about
but i have not stopped since i got in
i like to tidy everything away i dont like mess
and because im like that it means i havent sat down!
i have many things to catch up online with
so please bare with me
and i have a hectic week ahead but i will do my best
I havent even put my camera photos on my laptop yet
but here's 3 my friends put up on facebook
i will show you my photos and all will be explained!
I had a great time i really did
exhausting time to the point were i just wanted to cry
and times of high anxiety and close to panic attacks
apart from that i did ok XD
As soon as i walked through my door i went straight to tiffin
my prince god how i miss him i brought him gifts XD
I opened the back door he was sat in a ball
"TIFFIN!!!!"
his ears pricked up like "wait is that?"
"tiffin oh my little prince" as i picked him up into my arms
*growls*
"have you been ok?"
*growls*
"aw you missed me" XD
our reunion haha
i have spent time with him and i plan on sitting with him
and my guineas tonight
i am busy at work tomorrow but i will get round to uploading photos!
I am home safe and things and would visit Manchester in a heart beat~
bye for now! ><
