My Soul Mate

Otsukarare~

Atsui ne~

Today I woke up at 7:30am with a dead arm -___- i was not impressed
I wanted to wake up in the 8am zone and not have a dead arm
but I wasnt enjoying my dream anyway it was bazar and involved diving into lava

Today I said to myself I would do some college work
it needs to be done. Besides it was so very hot today that it was a bit unbearable to go out
it was I think 26c which I suppose isnt that hot but we're not used to it its just come out of no where
its been the hottest day of the year i believe. Totally random but dont worry the UK isnt getting carried away or anything as the weather is set to turn back cooler this week
thats the thing about UK weather. If we ever get warm weather we pay for it.

So I was sat in my room, by myself doing crummy homework T^T didnt seem fair
but I shall not complain. I get why I need to do it its just boring as hell!!
I have written 4 pages today and I am more than half way now. Im taking my textbook tomorrow and paper so I can get more done during my breaks. I will get this done damn it!!!

My day has been a lil dull...I did do a little bit of dancing until I deemed it just too hot ><
I have been doing my nails throughout the day, applying coats and such
I will get them finished tonight I hope they will be worth the hassle.
Im sure the kids at school will enjoy them. Im working with the youngest class this week. Im gonna wear my monkey tights tomorrow im sure the kids are gonna love em!!

Here's a photo I took yesterday of me and my soul mate millie

we just connect on a deeper level
im sure we were best friends or lovers in a previous life
i love her so much that i cant ever express how much i love my minmin
even if she cants speak she does try and its very endearing 
I hope and pray i have my years together with my soul mate
shes beautiful in spirit and body

Trip to town with Helina-chan~

Good Evening~

decided to blog a lil earlier since i wasnt doing a lot

I got up at 8am and started to get ready to go out with helina

i knew she'd be ready on time, unlike mia who is always late

I took a quick photo before I left~

we left for the city center at 9:20am

It was nice to go with her as helina never shops

she will just randomly pick up the odd garment but never have a dedicated shopping trip

so me and mia never get to go shopping with her.

We went round several shops

in one shop I said to her i'd use my student card to get student discount

and i saved her £10, she was well happy ^^ I was useful

I picked up a few bits~

 pompom earrings, i have always wanted pompom earrings but theyre usually pricey i got these from New Look sales for £2!!! had to be had

 I don't usually shop at Primark but helina wanted to go. I found these cute joggers for £10 thought id give em a go

 Tights, two on the left from New Look one on the right is from Primark. They were going cheap I brought them for School really as Im always wearing tight and check these ones out

 They have monkeys on!!!! The kids are gonna love them!

 Skirt I got for £3 from charity shop thought it would be good forschool :)

This was from Primark the brand is TokiDoki, I was surprised to see TokiDoki in there actually and the t-shirt was on £6 so I picked up this bad boy ;)

After we picked up our bits we went back to the car

I was home for 12:00pm  -  lunch time ^^

I had lunch - and then  went to bed. My body is exhausted. I didnt sleep that well as my neighbours well 2 neighbours next to me the kids have been out having a water fights and had extra family over too. it was awful and unfair cus they were all so loud. just constant screaming. i think being at school is quieter and thats saying something. so all afternoon ive had to put up with 9 children screaming.

This afternoon I didnt feel in the mood to do anything to be honest

so i read, watched anime and lazed around

tomorrow id like to get some coursework done i think

Kuro kitty Jacket

Otsukarare~

I am so tired....
I finished my book last night but the next in the series isnt out yet T^T
so I downloaded a random vampire book as I do
and I have only read 4 chapters but im hooked ^^

Ive realized that each night when i go to bed and read
if i massage under neath my eyes, the dark rings under my eyes dont appear
as dark in the morning :3 so ive been doing it past 3 days
gonna keep it up. something about circulation

Today I had school and I was able to work in year 1 for a change
that is age 5-6 years
I told the head teacher i want to be fully qualified and experienced
and I feel least experienced with the little people
even when i did mad science it was mostly key stage 2 that did it

I was working with the retired teacher i usually work with on a monday
he introduced me to the class saying "this is Jo shes very kind and helpful and hard working
you are to treat her with respect" i felt so happy hearing that ^^
We started the day doing maths outside. Basically measuring things with their body parts
like feet and hands etc. So you can imagine how accurate these measurements were! XD
Then we did some work about Africa
Working with the little ones is such a different ball game it really is

During break I went into the staff room to do some more of my coursework
several of the teachers came in and talked to me and about my course
i got another section done. it is boring me outta my mind!
They had an assembly were I walked in the hall with them. The year 6 - my usual group - saw me
and they pined for my attention straight away X3 Jozu is loved
they dont like sharing me with other classes

During lunch I did a little more coursework in the staffroom
the rest of the staff were sat eating on a bench outside i didnt feel like i wanted to
join them, unless i was invited to kinda thing. So after I had finished the section i was doing
i went outside. I went to the field where all the kids were i wasnt sure if this was a good idea
or not. As soon as your around children they want you. So therefore i wouldnt get a break.
I started to drift off on a bench til 5 year 6s came and woke me >.>
but it was nice to see them. they had had a nice day, theyre last day before tests
Then some year 5s came and talked to me. I seem to attract the older girls of the school somehow.
They mentioned my fashion and how much they like it and said the other female staff wear dull and boring clothes. And the stuff they said about the head mistress's clothes made me laugh
A lot of girls in the school love my fashion sense ^^ 

I got back to class and lost count how many times the children asked
"can i go to the toilet?"
"can I get a drink?"
"can I hold your hand?"
"can i sit on your knee?" 
"how do you spell ....?"
Man just so needy!! I feel like ive been used as a chair today and my hand has always had someone attached to it. In those 6 hours I have spent in their classroom its safe to say they like me!
The head teacher as the end of the day asked me about my day she said
"the younger ones will love you regardless, the older ones you have to earn their respect for them to like you" Which I had figured out. But Jozu is pretty much liked by all ^^

I cycled home, had some cereal and went to bed for 2 hours 
i was shattered. i found today more tiring. Im not sure if it was because i had stayed for lunch
for the first time or if it was because the little ones suck every bit of life outta ya!
so needy

tomorrow I am going in to the city with Helina
which is a rare event, she never goes shopping and if she does she goes with her other half
she wants clothes and stuff for her japan trip this month.

here is my new hoodie
its not perfect and i know how id improve it next time
but it will do. its soft and warm and its made from mink
a mink blanket to be precise 
i made it kitty themed ^^

First day of cycling + Mirai drawing

Good Evening~

Last night's yoga sure was intense 
there was only 5 of us as the teacher forgot to tell people she was back this week
although if you had listened like we did, you would know she was back
some people
so we had practically one to one
one to one with karen is a dangerous thing
she's yoga mad and loves to adjust you and help you into positions
one position i know i cant do cus i havent stretched my hip enough
she asked me "why arent you doing it?" keeping in mind only 1 person was doing it
me "because i cant do it yet"
karen "come here i'll get you set up" next thing i knew i was in the position with
my hip screaming in pain but i wouldnt wince id deal with it.

This morning was school~
I woke up and felt crippled thanks karen
I wasnt in the mood for make up so i put very little on
I put a jumper and trousers on hoping i wouldnt be too warm or cold
the weather is so unpredictable lately

I got to school and almost the whole class mentioned my hair
and how they liked it =^0^= i was happy and they asked to see my nails
they know i paint them each week. When I first started coming to school
none of the girls did their nails now quite a few girls have nail varnish on :3
Jozu influences X3
We did an english test but i got to actually help we went through it instead of doing
it under test conditions. 
 at break time i sat in the staff room and did some of my coursework
i got another section done :D gotta type it up. Hopefully I will get another
section done tomorrow too fingers crossed~

Then I went for lunch at home, ate it outside with mum
tiffin and the girls which was lovely
then i cycled back to school!!! Cycled for the first time this year ^^ It felt really good
and took me no time at all. So im gonna cycle now unless its absolutely pouring down that is ><
After lunch we did some maths. Then for the last 45mins of the day we let them play on
the field. I sat at a bench with the TA and the head teacher we were just talking
which was nice. I think they like me ^^
Tomorrow I have the choice of being with year 6 or year 1 which shall I choose? D:
probably do year 1 for a change~
Next week as its SATS week (tests) I asked to go work in the youngest class - foundation
i feel least experienced with that age group so when i asked the head teacher she said it was fine ^^
Im looking forward to next week~
I cycled home which was satisfying

I got home and went straight to bed i looked like a corpse and i had stopped functioning
and since then i havent done a great deal

school tomorrow then its weekend
saturday i may go into the city with helina~ 

Here's chibi mirai I drew this week :3

 

Cupcake nails

Good Evening~

ahhh the evenings are getting much lighter now ^^

I ate breakfast outside with tiffin :3

I got up this morning thinking i'd be going out with mum

but she didnt want me -____-

so it left me with my coursework to do

and cus my teacher yesterday didnt actually get on with anything

I dont know how to do the coursework so ive relied heavily on

my textbook and sadly google.

Took me ages just to do 1 side of A4 I could cry

Im doing about what laws are in place to protect children

but my english is just terrible. All I can do is do my best

hand it in. And probably get told it just aint good enough XD

But its gonna take me some hours

After lunch I went garden center with mum

she wants to plants that arent tasty to tiffin -_- he's destroyed so much

then we went for a 50 min walk which was alright just tiring and quite warm

but felt good to be out in the sun

Came home and slept as I have yoga tonight

and thats my day really nothing special

I have school tomorrow :)

here are my nails for school

tried to do cup cakes but i know what id do next time to improve them

Fading colours and patience

Evening~

I got up early for college this morning

My eyes were a bit watery and the mood i was in

i just could not be bothered to put make up on

So all I did was mascara and a lil eye liner

so this was me for college

my hair has faded quite a bit but its still very pink

People in my college class made nice comments about my hair ^^

College did my head in today

when I first signed up for the course I was told I was to be

in twice a week every week

then it went to once a week

then once every 2 weeks

we are suppose to be there 9-12:30 yet were finishing before

12 and we have a 20min break in that time to

it almost feels like a waste of time turning up for such little time

I feel like 'what am i paying for?' think im just paying for a certificate at the end of it

I got sat down and we were doing Safe guarding children

which is basically looking out for a child's mental and physical well being

of course then we had to go through all the signs of if a child has been abused

so it was a bit of sickening lesson if im honest

it makes my blood boil how sick and cruel humans can be

but my teacher was hesitating on getting on with the work simply cus she didnt

want to start group work til after our break

so that annoyed me. Then we wasted time by everyone talking about what they'd

seen in the news or papers about abused children cases

such a waste of time, if i wanted to know these things id google it when i get home

so i heard more about things that had happened in the world than actually

how to help a child >.>

So break came and I went to the library in hopes of printing my photos out

I had to wait 3:34mins for the computer to load my account then when it loaded 

it logged me straight out before i could even press anything -______- theyre so crap

so I logged in again a further 4mins, got my work up went to print it out

had to ask someone how to use the damn printer and when my work came out

it was a plain piece of paper i must have looked a right idiot

time was getting on so i left for class

Walking to our next class room my teacher was stood outside the room

i said "am I late?" she said "no your the first back I was wondering where you all got off to"

I thought it would be a good opportunity to talk to her by herself

me "i could quite easily not have the break and get on with the lesson"

sarah "well i think some people want the break, but your all suppose to be here til 12:30"

me "i thought we were! so why are we always finishing early?"

sarah "cus half the class end up leaving at 12 for work commitments"

me "thats not my problem, they miss out, we here for college we should carry on with them"

sarah "yes i understand but sometimes it can be hassle what with people missing"

the room became free so we walked in and she booked my observation date in with me

9th June at 9:00am I will be observed in school lesson!!! scary!

The rest of the class dwindled in

we had a sheet to do whilst sarah went round the room booked everyones observations in

it took a while and we had long finished the work

we talked about the work then we talked about what time we should finish and our breaks etc

so that was a class discussion. I was getting a bit peed off at this point

we were wasting time talking about how we waste time

it turns out only 2 people from the class had to leave at 12

the rest were just leaving for the sake of leaving early >.>

so next week we will finish at 12:30 thank god

but i feel nothing wouldnt have been said if it werent for me

eventually my teacher handed out 3 sheets of paper for our next assignment 

by this point it was 12pm. if we were able to stay til 12:30pm we could have talked

and helped each other with the assignment and write notes. but no we had to leave

so that annoyed me as its a difficult and long assignment

I went back to the library in hopes of printing again

the computer took 4mins to log in and signed me out again

drives me insane. So when I did get it all up, click print

stood by the printer for my turn. clicked print. and a black piece of paper came out

at this point i left for home

got home and had a quick dance to relieve my tension

had lunch when i got home and went to bed for 2 hours

i had had enough of the world

got up and worked on a craft project 

whilst watching anime for 20mins 

did some drawing and thats been my day

bit of a waste of a day really

tomorrow not sure what im doing yet actually

Working in notepads

Good Evening~

Mum worried me a lil as I got up and went to the toilet

the whole time I was there I could hear mum from standing outside

pinky's cage gently shouting "pinks, Pinks"

I thought "oh my god is she dead!?"

eventually I heard mum say "god you were fast asleep weren't you"

My breath returned. Mum said pinky was breathing just not waking up.

She is 50 in guinea years

I started to continue where I left off yesterday with regards to making

a lil memory notebook for Ed. Ive done quite a few pages and prepped some pages too

I had a sort out through my photos, finding ones of me and him etc

we've done a lot together!

I organized all the photos ready to print out. Im gonna print it off at college tomorrow

as my printer isnt that good :/

Then I can stick the photos in and its done ^^

I wrote bits and pieces in it and did some doodles too X3

so far done 22 pages which sounds a lot but its a tiny note book

I hope he likes it. I will send it once I know when he has date for Sudan

Im tempted to photograph all the pages and put them on my blog 

It feels weird having college tomorrow like its not suppose to be

that day I think the bank holiday has thrown me out a bit

I am looking forward to college I just hope my dippy teacher has properly

organized the lesson. I have a lollypop in my bag ready X3

I went for a walk round the block with my parents. It had stopped raining

and they were going out for some fresh ait which I really wanted to

so I joined them

I saw a kid from year 6 whilst on my travels I smiled at her and she had to

double look it was me XD kids always find it strange to see school staff

actually outside of school + I have pink hair now

I also saw Mia's nephew luke with his dad george 

I went to make a fuss of luke but he was being very shy with me as usual

but he did tell me what he got for his birthday on wednesday he's 3 now!

I came home and started doing a lil dancing

I thought I better as I slept this afternoon so ive been lazy XD

I might do some drawing later~

Ive been with tiffin in my room as well as it was raining

i watched him fall asleep for 5 whole minutes, it was so cute

but I had to be silent and keep still otherwise he'd wake

when he did wake i fussed him X3

Tomorrow is college~