Evening all~
*sigh* I got 3 hours sleep last night
I was shattered and up at 7:45am
I went to the doctors and I finally got my medication switched
So I have got to ween myself off my current anti-depressiants
and start up my new ones, the doctor said I could feel like Im not
getting any treatment for a month but I said that it cant be any worse
than how im feeling currently
I went to the post office to post the ebay bits
I think i've made about £5/£6 not a lot but I guess its better than nothing
and shifted some crud
Came home and had my guineas out whilst having my morning brew
and I sat and read, reading the last book of this 5 book series
best end well >.>
Mum gave to me a grey hoodie she brought recently
I didnt turn it down, a hoodie is a hoodie and im always wearing em
seeing as it was grey i decided to alter it based on the cat Pusheen~
I have almost finished it, its kawaii for sure
Here is my Macaroon I made over the weekend
its on my bag I hope it stays on after the effort I went to!
when i started I made a mini one to test it out
i tried to do a whip cream style but it failed but i know now why it failed
but i didnt like it so on the final one i just did normal filling
After lunch I fell asleep my eyes were stinging and i was shattered
so after 1 hour I got up and went to a few shops with mum
mainly charity shops but didnt get anything
we went to a cafe
i had hot chocolate and we shared a cake :D
it was good and sweet~
got home and continued with my hoodie
gonna recap my dances and have a shower
and may do some drawing later
mum and dad will be watching new series of ripper street tonight
i for one can not stand that program
too what i call 'ye old english' i cant understand a bleeding word
theyre saying and its soooo violent
not what i wanna see before i go to bed
so i'll sit in my room with tiffin tonight
he will be out of his little routine doing that bless him
Konbanwa~
I slept!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh my god I actually slept through the night!
And what a different 11 hours sleep makes
I felt so much better this morning when I finally awoke at 9:45am ^^;
I spent my morning finishing off my macaroon which is done now
i guess im pleased with my first attempt
Here is my neko dungaree/apron
i had the shorts and i basically added the front of the dungarees/apron
the back is just straps so its like a cross between dungarees and an apron
but huh? I love em~
and I used em for my dance today
Next I sat at my desk packaging the stuff I sold on ebay
i tried to make them flat and small = less to pay~
took me a while to do it tho
and already I have a bid on these dungarees I put on yesterday!
I never did wear them outside the house
just were never that comfortable to me
so id rather they went to a good home
mum and dad went out and brought back with them this
its a solar bunny!
its a garden thing but at the moment ive brought it into my room X3
mum said there was a beige, black, and grey to choose from
she chose grey cus its like tiffin X3 i have never seen a solar bunny
usually its birds and owls and random stuff so im happy with it
probably illuminate my room tonight!
I went for a walk for 45mins man i was sweating
but i needed to get out the house
felt good to be out in the sun and wind ^^
came home and showered
then read and then played pokemon~
and thats my day
gotta write some notes for the doctors tomorrow
my appointment is at 8:40am so thats me getting up early :/
i aint leaving til im happy with what help theyre gonna hopefully give me
mum insists on coming with
then when i get home id like to apply to local schools in the area to see
if they have any TA jobs
Good Evening~
I hardly slept at all last night
safe to say it was a long~ night for me -____-
So when I reluctantly got outta bed at 8:45am I looked
and felt like a corpse
This is certainly my anti-depressiants causing all this grief
Im so glad i'm off school and college at the moment as i dont know what
I would have done, I dont think I would have coped
anyway I spent my morning reading, and playing pokemon soulsilver
training my pokemon up before the 1st gym~
Mum made my lunch for me and afterwards I tried to fall asleep
and some how i managed to! I felt a bit better
so I got started making this macaroon thing i saw on youtube
i made a mini one first then a bigger one, taw the bigger one apart as i didnt
like it and rebuilt it differently
tomorrow i will decorate it~
I put a few more things on ebay
I managed to make £8 on ebay well less than that by time ive paid
postage and ebay but all well :) gets rid of some stuff
I went for a 20 mins walk to get some fresh air
did a bit of dancing to tsubaki factory
i have dances to record but never get the chance ><
tonight we had take away pizza
i dont usually take part but tonight i thought i would
i didnt eat it all much to my brother's delight as he always finishes mine off haha
here is the pikachu plush i made from a pair of socks!
i cant believe 2 socks make this!
amazing isnt it, this is for tara's xmas present
and my brother's friend has commissioned one
im thinking of making my family all a sock something for xmas
Konbanwa~
Last night I sat with 2 DS's whilst trading my pokemon
onto soul silver version then hatched them
So my party consists of so far
Eevee - soon to be vaporeon (male) I called him Yeo - was suppose to be Veo but i was tired
Charmander (male) I called him Chari
Houndour (girl)
Mia has
Eevee (girl)
Charmander (boy)
Miltank (girl)
Totodile (boy)
When we played crystal together as children she would always have a miltank
I used to hate it cus it would be so strong in battles
so I surprised her with it and she was soooo happy haha we said
'just like the old times' gotta stick to traditions XD
I havent been on pokemon since last night i will later tho~
This morning it poured it down!!!!
serious pour down
and me and mum decided to head off to the city center
I got a couple of things i needed from the Bead Shop
and I got 2 pairs of pants for £2 each they are such good quality and soft and fit my butt haha
mum got underwear, 6 t-shirts and I got a pair of pinky tights for £1
so it was worth going in even if we did get a bit damp ><
Came home at 12:30pm and had lunch
then I crawled into bed shattered after having nightmares last night
when I got up I finished my dungarees!! they look really simple and cute
Then I finished my home work which is a good feeling
took photos of things like pikachu, dungarees and a few things for ebay
tomorrow stuff comes off ebay and im gonna bang some other stuff on i think
might as well i guess
here's what i got from TK MAXX yesterday
pink top for £4
and these amazing wooly shorts for £7
Evening~
Upon going to bed last night i realized id had a missed call from lynn at 9:30pm
i thought 'odd she doesnt usually ring me this late'
so i sent her a txt saying "hope your ok and sorry i missed your call"
she rang me up there and then
den had had a heart attack and been rushed to hospital
they lost him for 30 seconds and they broke the back of a few ribs
from res-sussing him
i felt sick and upset at this i couldnt believe it
this isnt the first time he's 'died' ether and i worry how much fight he has left in him
i dont think i could bare to see lynn lose him they love each other immensely
so i told her to send my love and if there was anything i can do to let me know
Last night I had awful i had nightmares
but i think its my medication
ether way i was not looking forward to going back to sleep
today marks the day that we have had Pinky for 5 years!!!
5 years ago we brought her and lily from pets at home after losing
nutty my brother's guinea pig
there they were just paired in a cage together
two oddments leftover from 2 litters
and since then we have made many lovely memories
i hope she stays with us for as long as she can
shes a fighter and a squealer
today she had a bath a she quite dirty but she likes being dirty XD
mum made a cake and i decorated it as we both agreed it might be one
of her last milestones
not that she realizes any of this of course she just hated us for bathing her XD
This morning i did some sewing of my new dungarees/apron
its almost done, about another 30mins and it will be totally done :D
I went to TK MAXX with mum as she wanted some t-shirts
i picked up 3 bras that are really pretty and were only £5.99 each
mum always gets jealous as she always ends up paying £20 + for just one bra
i got a t-shirt for £4 and a lovely pair of wooly shorts for £7
i will be sure to photograph them
i came home and read and fell asleep
decorated the cake
had dinner
then went to mia's to play pokemon XD
that was fun
i spoke to lynn, today and she wants me to take her and todd
to her daughters tomorrow so her daughter can take care of todd for her
over the weekend whilst den is in hospital
god i hope he recovers
here's some snaps of pinky throughout the ages
Evening All~~~
I didnt sleep to well
having awful dreams i know now i can blame these new herbal
sleeping pills tho, jeez god knows whats em the things they do to you at night!
ive had stomach ache all day today not sure whats up with it
my brother told me that his friend wants a sock pikachu plush!!
he took a photo of it in it's 'skittle form' (the photo i uploaded the other day)
and showed it his mate and he liked it and was on about having one
so my brother sent him a photo of the finished pikachu
and yeah he wants one, selling it for £10
im making another one before i give him the one i made for tara as i want
tara to have the best one XD
but i so surprised that i havent even uploaded any photos and one has been
commissioned already!
i have ordered a pair of socks from china~
We went swimming at 9:30am
i was sooo not in the mood but knew id be peed off at myself if i didnt go
so i went
i did 20 lengths mum managed 30!
i was 'suppose' to do 22 but it was a struggle this week and pool was
pretty full once again
i came home and had my morning cuppa
then i just read for a bit really
had lunch then went to the shops with mum
bargin of the day
thermal fleece lined tights suppose to be £5.50 i got them for 50p!!!!!!
thats an amazing saving so i brought 2 pairs
i get through tights and thick winter ones are pricey
i seem to only buy tights when theyre on offer
i got some craft bits from Boyes - pumpkin themed ribbon for one XD
and a face pack and a hair pack from Savers.
ive never seen a hair pack before it said 'new' so i thought id give it a go
im trying to keep my hair in good condition after its been in the swimming pool
i came home and rested reading on my bed
then i spent 90mins doing my coursework
and somehow i got half of it done!!!!
it was really easy actually because it was about me in the work place
no laws and behaviour and code of conduct
so yeah i was pleased with myself and i might do some craft tomorrow
seeing as i got far with my homework hopefully i may get both done tomorrow!
that was my day really
here are this week's nails
very simple
i sold some more earrings on ebay
tomorrow im crafting and doing homework
and also seeing mia so we can play pokemon~
Konbanwa~
I slept better last night
think exhaustion just got to me
so i felt better about the day already~
I sat outside with tiffin for ages this morning whilst reading
and drinking a hot chocolate (chosen breakfast today)
he was sat behind my legs layed out with his face in the sun
he was so happy i didnt want to get up and disturb him so i waited for him to move first
then i sat with millie and alice on the sofa but alice was being mardy and snappy
i went to karen's at 11am and talked about various things
my mental health one of them, shes an ex-nurse so she gets these things
she told me she used her animal cards today and i wanted a go
i havent used these before usually i use her angel cards
i ended up picking 2 up, 2 seemed to call out to me rather than 1
i got the moose and a dragonfly
the moose told me basically im doing what im suppose to
i need to stick to the path im forging and i dont have to please anyone i need
to have confidence in myself
the dragonfly said that i no longer need the masks i wear to please people
i act to please others when it isnt necessary the masks i have used for years
so i was quite shocked at how true they rang out to me
cus yeah i know im on the right path now and as for the masks thats very true
i do act differently round others, done it for years and you kinda lose yourself in it
i think i do it as a way of protecting myself, cus i want to please others, and in some cases
stopping people getting close to me
but i have noticed over the years my masks are crumbling slowly and im more leveled out
and myself round people. all in good time~
I came home and i didnt feel well so i went straight to bed
when i got up i sat and stitched my pikachu
and i can say i finished him!! im shocked at what a pair of socks can make!
i will photograph him for sure~
ive managed to sell stuff on ebay well they have bids on anyway
an angelic cross stitch i made up
a decoden box i made
doctor who badge i got for free in a goodie bag
and some banana earrings i brought and never liked
tomorrow im going swimming with mum again
22 lengths i gotta do damn it!!!
gonna do some dancing but its 27c so i'll be having a shower for sure afterwards~
