Animal Cards

Konbanwa~

I slept better last night
think exhaustion just got to me
so i felt better about the day already~

I sat outside with tiffin for ages this morning whilst reading
and drinking a hot chocolate (chosen breakfast today)
he was sat behind my legs layed out with his face in the sun
he was so happy i didnt want to get up and disturb him so i waited for him to move first
then i sat with millie and alice on the sofa but alice was being mardy and snappy

i went to karen's at 11am and talked about various things
my mental health one of them, shes an ex-nurse so she gets these things
she told me she used her animal cards today and i wanted a go
i havent used these before usually i use her angel cards
i ended up picking 2 up, 2 seemed to call out to me rather than 1
i got the moose and a dragonfly
the moose told me basically im doing what im suppose to
i need to stick to the path im forging and i dont have to please anyone i need
to have confidence in myself
the dragonfly said that i no longer need the masks i wear to please people
i act to please others when it isnt necessary the masks i have used for years
so i was quite shocked at how true they rang out to me
cus yeah i know im on the right path now and as for the masks thats very true
i do act differently round others, done it for years and you kinda lose yourself in it
i think i do it as a way of protecting myself, cus i want to please others, and in some cases
stopping people getting close to me
but i have noticed over the years my masks are crumbling slowly and im more leveled out
and myself round people. all in good time~

I came home and i didnt feel well so i went straight to bed
when i got up i sat and stitched my pikachu
and i can say i finished him!! im shocked at what a pair of socks can make!
i will photograph him for sure~

ive managed to sell stuff on ebay well they have bids on anyway

an angelic cross stitch i made up

a decoden box i made

doctor who badge i got for free in a goodie bag

and some banana earrings i brought and never liked

tomorrow im going swimming with mum again
22 lengths i gotta do damn it!!!
gonna do some dancing but its 27c so i'll be having a shower for sure afterwards~