Konbanwa~~
I didn't sleep well, kept waking up
then i was having a great dream about destruction on a huge scale
so much fun it was like a video game but my consciousness knew i had
to wake up this morning cus mum was going out early and leaving pinks
in the hall for me
but i woke up before she left ^^
wanted to stay in the dream tho ><
I felt quite recharged today
as yesterday i didnt do anything it has given me some energy today
unexpectedly i have to say 0.0
so i took myself for a 45min walk once mum came back home at 10:30am
my ipod ear phones i have had for many years they were only £5 and have done
amazingly well but I have noticed recently that they are getting tired and worn
so i said to mum "next time i see em im getting a new pair!"
mine are currently all red and look like strawberry lace sweets XD
After lunch my mum went out with dad
dad was home as it's bank holiday >.>
I was able to do some sewing without mum there as I wanted to make her
something for her birthday
made pinks a new blanket to sit on, its nothing special but better than what she has now
and im sure mum will appreciate it :)
so thats done
i wrote down all the bits and pieces i have for her but just need a couple more items~
I danced for a bit
i really want to learn older morning musume songs~
mum and dad came home and mum had brought me some new ear phones!
they are the same brand as mine but when i tried them i realized the shape was different
and they were really hard whereas mine is soft
so i googled it and theres different types despite being in the exact same packaging -__-
so im gonna return them and instead brought a new pair off ebay for £5.99 - purple like my ipod :3
Im gonna start my japanese tonight!!!
and hopefully watch some more of the momoiro clover dvd :3
i thought id show it as it really amazing
its shiny and 3 disks, came with a photography booklet and a note from momoiro clover
to say it was second hand i am impressed :D
but the not is all in japanese - to be expected i know!
it doesnt look TOO hard so ive made a lil goal to myself that this time next year
i should be able to understand the note as currently i have no clue!
even if i can just get the basic understanding will be good ^^
tomorrow me and mum want to do something together
as we both have the day but unsure what to do yet ><
Happy New Year! 今年もよろしくおねがいします!
I wrote my post last night and upon finishing it the internet died
in fact it had majorly crashed til 10am this morning!!
That is not a good service on new years eve!!!
So I apologize for not being able to upload my last blog of 2016!
Anyway last night
what a night ~
I got ready in my room with my little prince
I tried damn hard >< knowing full well how pretty some of the girls
were gonna be at the party not that im aiming to the best but i just didnt want
to look like a dog's dinner stood next to any of them XD
at 8:30pm I set off
I actually knew 90% of the journey it turned out
as i used to teach at a school like 5-10 mins down the road!!
So that put me at ease
I arrived and Mia answered the door luckily ^^
she looked amazing as she usually does
but the noise was incredible! so many people in one house!
She introduced to me everyone but having to remember so many names was not gonna happen
plus the fact that they all wore costumes and wigs so they didnt look themselves ether XD
Mia got me a drink of orange juice and we joined everyone
she kept with me a lot of the evening actually
i didnt expect her to as i was fine talking to her friends even tho i didnt know them
but i could feel the love in the room all these people had great bonds with one another
it was lovely really
i was introduced to a girl called "yuri" and she looked japanese
but i didnt want to assume
but turns out she came from japan 7 months ago! she was 27 and her english was amazing
for 7 months i was shocked
so we talked about a lot of stuff she loved me very much she truly did
i thought she was gonna take me home with her XD
all of mias friends were good people
they liked talking to me and saying things like "how come we're only just meeting you now!?"
i just dont get out much XD
but i didnt tell them that of course
everyone was drinking. a lot.
there was food but not my kinda thing
i ate a cup cake that was it but that was only to keep my energy up as my body
was protesting a lot actually
we played 'beer-pong' i have never played before
2 teams
10 cups of alcohol per team
2 ping pong balls
basically you take turns in your team to through the ping pong ball into the opposing team's alcohol filled cups. If you get it in, the person your playing has to drink, well 'down' that cup
the idea is to try and clear your opponent's cups
we lost haha
I wasn't bothered about playing as i couldnt drink so it wouldnt seem if someone got my cup and i didnt drink it. but mia assured me she would take the bullet for me XD
but as it goes no one ever got my cup but nether did i get a cup!
at this time it was 11:50pm
time had gone sooooo fast!
I decided to stay for countdown
so we watched the tv whilst standing (stood all evening ><)
and we all joined in on countdown then fire party poppers
then we joined hands and what have you
then everyone was hugging each other
i said to this guy next to me
"it would only take for one person to have head lice and the whole room would have em now" XD
he burst out laughing "what the hell made you think that!?" who knows
I went to mia and told her i was leaving
she told me a lot of times in the evening that she was grateful id come and that she loves me
think she'd had just a lil too much to drink
well i had to laugh when she picked up a cardboard disk from the party popper thinking it was a ping pong ball -_____- XD
I txted my mummy to say i was coming home
she'd already left me a message saying she'd gone to bed
i arrived home at 12:45 and by the time i got undressed for bed it was gone 1pm
i then read in bed to wind down and let my poor bleeding ears rest
this morning despite not falling asleep til after 2am
mum woke me up at 9:30am cus tiffin couldnt play outside due to rainy weather
i was soooooo tired
i got up at 10am for him
and crawled back to bed at 12:30
i got up 2 hours later
watched my new momoiro clover dvd, well some of it anyway
then i went on my laptop~
not sure what i will do tomorrow but im happy with the way i spent the first day of 2017 XD
me last night but the lighting and photograph isnt good!
Good Evening~
and Happy New Year to those of
you who have already
seen the start of 2017~
its currently 5:30pm for me
2016 X3
but its the last day of 2016
I have no idea why people make
such a fuss of a new year
i mean all it means is a date
change thats it
we dont celebrate each new
month do we
i get it if your looking
something to something major in the new year
like new house, baby birth or
marriage
but I believe most people use
it as an excuse for a binge on the booze
I didn't sleep well
in fact I didnt go to bed til
11pm O: thats late for me XD
I was doing my nails which I
ended up hating so I did them again
and I was watching something
funny on TV with my parents
but I couldnt sleep despite
taking sleeping tablets
so it was gone 12pm when I got
to sleep
then woke up at 1am from my
brother coming home
from there it was a crummy
night
I couldnt be bothered to get
up but got woke up
from the post man at 9:15
>.>
my morning was spent sorting
out a few bits and pieces
in my bedroom, getting
directions for tonight, sorting out stuff for tonight
did a lil dancing
cleaned pets out
tiffin seems a bit quiet today
played pokemon moon as i
havent played on it for 2 days
i have a Pichu ^^
that was my day really nothing
special cus im saving my energy for tonight
tonight is really out of my
comfort zone
this is the first time since
1999 I have 'celebrated' the new year
last time obviously being the
millennia to which Helina's family had a massive ass bonfire in their garden
and invited the neighbours it was awsum X3
This year Mia invited to a
joint birthday happening at her friend's house
her friend lives 40mins from
me -____-
I could have quite easily
opted out but i thought
"you know what Im gonna
come out my shell this year!"
usually my new years eves go
like this
10pm "im off to bed mum
see ya next year!"
in bed asleep, woken up at
12pm by people who insist on having fireworks
im there in my room half
tempted to shout out my window
"keep it down out
there!!!"
and fall back to sleep once
the fireworks die down
thats it
this year i've had to dress a
vintage style as that is the theme
of the party, so ive got a
black dress and tights and i will try do myself up best i can
i will drive by myself to
place i havent been to before, in the dark...
im a lil nervous about driving
but i know i have my satnav and my notes so i should be fine
the party makes me more
nervous
i will only know rob and mia
out of the 20 or so people going
mia being a co-host wont have
a great deal of time for me
i havent been in a crowd of
people my age for quite some time
even when i went college i was
the youngest there
so it will be different for me
and i want to try
i have never met mia's friends
before
cus usually when they get
together its for clubbin' which i don't do XD
so 2016
trying to think what happened
this year
well february i enrolled at
college. again.
i completed my course this
year a whole 4 months early so now i am qualified
i signed on to some agencies
for work
pinks turned 5 years old
millie and alice are now 1
years old
dom no longer wants to speak
to me
me and mia celebrated 20 years
of friendship
to be honest not a lot
happened to ME this year
no one in my family died, my
car is the same, i live in the same house, im still single
so no real changes
as for 2017
each new year i wonder 'will
this be the year i manage to drop some of medication?'
that would be nice
I will be working officially
as a Teaching assistant in schools
I will be teaching myself
Japanese once again (dropped it cus I had other studies to do)
im still not sure on my idea
to go for a hot drink each weekend. I suppose i have a lil longer to think
about that one. Im kinda 70% want to 30% not
I am gonna be more open to the
idea of dating now I have sorted myself out but I can't see a rush of guys
begging at my feet XD
but we shall see anyway what
the new year brings~
Enjoy your evenings~
Konbanwa~
I slept a lil better last night
mum woke me this morning cus we were gonna head off for the city centre
so we got ready to go, we always every morning find time for the pets before
we leave the house, we left at 9:30am
The city centre was really quite
a lil creepy really cus we expected it to be busy
so we cracked on and just stuck to the places we needed
mum managed to find a few things in the sales
we went to a jewelers (where i got my ears pierced 10 years ago) to look
at silver chains for this charm necklace granny left me
i love it, its very heavy tho so it needed a good chain the chain she had
was simple stainless steel god knows why she had a big silver charm on a crappy chain
i dont wear it cus the charm keeps falling off so i need it to be 'soldered' together so
it physically cant leave the chain its on
but at the moment we through we'd have a look at chains
mum wants to do this for my birthday (feb 7th)
so I tried some chains on with my charm
i found one I liked it is 24" long the current chain is 28" which is too long
i was glad I found on. So mum has the chain, I have the charm as I need to get it soldered still
but she says she wants to pay for it so it will be all nice and finished for my birthday
ok the pieces i found
helina told me that primark had a load pokemon stuff in
i dont shop at primark but i thought 'i gotta check this out right!'
and luckily cus the pokemon stuff had been in for a while it was in the sale!!
so I some bed sheets for £13 (will photograph as some point)
I got a hoodie for £5 it was the only one left and my size!! fate i tell you!
a t-shirt for £3 again there was only 4 left
a pajama top for £5
mickey mouse joggers for £8
we went to next to see their sale
mum picked up some stuff
i got 2 halloween t-shirts cus i love halloween stuff and i'll wear em any time of year X3
t-shirt was £6 and longer shirt was £7
I wanted to go water stones as i really want a japanese work book
and i cant find one online as you cant see inside the book on line
i really had to see them in person to see if they were right for me
i found one i fell in love with
my plan was to write down the author and get it off amazon but i couldnt be arsed when i had it in my hand, also i hadnt seen this particular one online so i got it £11.99 didnt cripple me compared to some which were like £25
you can write in it like a proper work book which is what i wanted ^^
and that was all~
worth going in and we didnt even go all around the centre
it was starting to get busy so we left and were home for 12:30 :)
we had lunch I put the stuff away
rested for a bit
then i stitched helina's tea towels which are done
photographed her apron too
that was my day really
tomorrow i have the new year party!
Good Evening~~
I'm still not sleeping at night ><
I had the paralyze dream once again
but it was different...
every time it takes place in my bedroom but last night it was somewhere made up
and when i woke it was 12:30pm not the usual 1pm - 2pm
strange
anyway it kept trying to pull me back in as it does so i flashed my kindle in my eyes
that wasnt enough so i ended up reading for half hour
got back to sleep but i was waking up constantly
so irritating
so i was tired once again this morning and it was freezing
the plan was this morning to go off into the city centre
but me and mum decided to go tomorrow as its suppose to be warmer tomorrow
i was relieved in a way but disappointed as well
we did go round a few shops in a town today tho but we werent out for long really
we got back had lunch
and i went to bed for a quick hour
woke up and i was home alone
so i went for a walk in the cold as i was quite warm
i bumped into mia's parents X3
got back and mum was home so we had a brew
then from there i worked on helina's apron
which is finished now (as of like 8pm) i just have a few threads to cut
but i'd had enough so i'll finish it tomorrow
i have the designs ready for the tea towels as well~
Tiffin has been fine outside
its when he comes indoors his sensitivity starts up so he does cough
i put the mist thingy on and it does relieve it a lot but not fully
but he seems fine
i brought him some treats from the pet store today they were on offer
and he hasnt had them agesssss
so i when i went to give him one
he took it soooo gently from me and ate it in 4 bites! thats the slowest ever hes eaten one
usually theyre gone in one mouthful!
he must have loved it and savoured it!
so that was my day
still havent photographed anything new!
tomorrow i believe we are going to the city centre ~
Evening~
Why am I not sleeping ><
I was awake from 5am onwards
at 7:15am I could take no more and got up and braced the cold house
why the hell we cant have the heating on at 6:30am i have no idea
then when everyone gets up at 7am the house will be bearable
but no dad has to have set at 7am
the house just gets warm by the time you leave for work
But this morning we headed out pretty early to a local retail park
I picked up this apron which is 1m x 1x big, purple and was £17 reduced to 50p
50p!!!! I have no idea how they can sell it that cheap but I just found it
on a clearance shelf in TK MAXX
So I am gonna do it up and make it into a house warming gift for helina turn it into a kitty apron
I brought 2 tea towels im gonna sew on a kitty face and give to helina also~
should be enough of a house warming present I think
maybe the apron will be enough actually by time im done with it!
I brought some hair dye from boots, I found they had a new section of their own brand of hair dye
one was called "honey" so I brought it and later on today mum dyed my hair
i wasnt planning on dying it so soon but eh it looks better
it looks more natural its taken the red out of my hair to be honest its basically dyed it my natural colour, but the usual hair dye i use gives it a red tinge which i like :3
but I like this colour its freshened it up a bit
We went food shopping
i was highly amused by mum as we always say 'she buys more than what she went for'
she had written down 11 items on her shopping list
and thanks to the receipt I can confirm we brought 46 items!!!
How the hell does that work!? that more than 4x what we went for!!
mental but thats how it always is XD
we came home i ate some porridge and went to bed shattered
got up and cleaned pets out in the cold
designed the apron
cleaned under my bed with the hover as it was pretty bad...
tiffin as of today has started doing that awful sneezing/coughing thing he did before xmas
he suddenly stopped doing it so i assumed he was fine but hes been doing it
a lot today it seems, i was wondering if it could be dust
thats why i cleaned under my bed - his 'den'
but hes still doing it :( it makes me stomach turn when i see him doing it
but i cant tell whats up, his nose isnt runny, i cant see anything up it and he is fine in himself but he does snore a lot louder than usual. almost like he has a sore throat
so i spent a good 45mins researching online
and i think he is sensitive to dust and the change from cold air to the heated house
most people seem to say that anti-biotics and injections have so effect and that the coughing passes in a few weeks. so im gonna monitor him and put a humidifier on in my room for him and change his bedding to dust extracted see how he goes
tomorrow me and mum may brave the city
the sales are calling!
but i hate going when its packed and people turn into animals
thats my idea of hell
so we're thinking about it
we shall see
i kinda hope we go tho :)
i forgot to photo graph the things i made yesterday ><
but he's my figure from the other day
I believe her name is Hibiki she's cool
but my favourite from idol m@ster is Mika Jougasaki
I have a figure of her sister Rika Jougasaki
maybe one day i maybe lucky enough to find her online~
Good Evening
I have no idea why Im not sleeping at night
I woke up at 9:30am
about 2 mins after I woke up someone was practically bashing down our front door
like it was a bloody emergency or something
turns out it was guy asking about a car battery in our garage!!!
He'd been in our garage a complete stranger!!
Dad was incredibly rude to him to which my stomach lurched
i wasnt bothered about the guy's feeling i was more thinking
"yeah that him putting a brick through our window later or keying one of our cars" -____-
but dad doesnt think like that he just sees red like a bull and rages
so if we've been robbed in the night or anything i know why!
thats me not sleeping again once again!
So I didnt do a lot today really
i was tired and worn out but not sure why
I did gather my outfit together ready for new years party
black dress, black tights with floral design but i was stuck for accessories
so i made myself a hair slide using an old necklace and i made a choker
with just plain black ribbon. So im all set~
I found a make-up tutorial i think i'll follow
as i dont really do vintage make-up ><
that took me quite a while
i caught up on my sleep
and that was it really
tomorrow hopefully will be more productive
especially as dad is going to work so i have mum back to myself ^^
I started Pokemon yesterday night!
Seems good so far
started with the grass type this owl looking one
