It's twin tail day~~~
Twin Tail day is 2nd February
and is 'celebrated' in Japan by girls tying their hair in twin pig tails
I have done this now for the last 3 years I think
and this year is no different
ta-da~~
It's a little hard to tell as I have low pigtails
one side I french plated the other just simply tied up
I dont tend to wear twin tails high like rabbit ears as im 24 and it looks daft on me
Today was school
I did some maths and english with a group of 3 year olds which was
nice and tomorrow im doing some maths again with them ^^
its nice that im trusted to do it
I cleaned up and did some observation work
told a few children off
came back home at lunch
had lunch and rested in bed for an hour
got up and went for a walk with mummy~
then i went on my laptop, started to clean my room
went to the vets
cam home and finished cleaning my room
we didnt go yoga this week due to having to take tiffin to the vets
here is my tragic update with tiffin
after recovering Tiffin from his stomach bug
his cough/cold still hadnt gone
so we took him back to the vets
(ive lost count how many times ive been to the vets this year!!)
Basically Tiffin was put onto anti-biotics for 10 days
this was to try and rid him of his cold/cough
cus honestly its awful seeing him like this
he had coughing/sneezing fits but doesnt bring anything up
and/or it sounds like he is going the throw up it really does sound like retching
but once again he doesn't bring anything up
last night i thought he was breathing harder than usual
but wasnt sure if he was just hot
this morning his breathing was laboured
he was off his food again and had got a messy bottom
not good as this all looks very familiar of 3rd January when this all started
so i rang the vets and got in later today luckily as i wanted to get him in ASAP
They examined him and were disappointed the 10 days of anti-biotics didnt help
so the vet told us,
basically tiffin has got like the equivalent to our human chest infections
well he hoped it is a chest infection. He said the worst case scenario is a tumour in his lungs
a tumour or mass could be growing and/or producing puss in his lungs and giving him an infection
if he does have a tumour then its basically then end as its pretty inoperable on an animal that small
which means putting him to sleep
the vet ordered in a special anti-biotic they use rarely which i need to pick up tomorrow
i will take tiffin with me tomorrow too as the vet wants to see him
this anti-biotic is suppose to rid him of his chest infection
if he is really sick tomorrow he will need to be hospitalized once again but im hoping he wont
be that bad tomorrow
he needs to take the special anti-biotic but if we dont see any improvement by a week
it means he has a tumour and i told you what a tumour means
so im damn praying that he has got a chest infection and that these anti-biotics work for him
cus god i cant lose him
i cant. i love him so much
he is like my baby
i dont know how id go on without him i really dont
so please keep him in your thoughts
it will be a very tense week hoping these special anti-biotics work and its a chest infection
and not a tumour/mass
Evening all~~~
I had such awesome dreams last night ^^
I dreamed that I could use powers through 2 little creatures/monsters
one was a bird/bat and the other was a dog/wolf
and loads of people had these creatures with powers in their academy
i blame it on playing pokemon right before bed as i was training rockruff (dog pokemon)
I got up for school good job dad woke me as i dont think i would
got up otherwise!
I arrived at school on time it was nice to see everyone
i was in the youngest class today so aged 4-5 years
not my favourite by a long shot but i dont mind at all~
i got to do some independent work with some children
i was bored during lunch
then after lunch the year 2 teacher asked me to come sit and play with a child for the lesson!
so that was a welcomed break~
i also held the school's guinea pigs!
i got home and relaxed with my prince
we sat in my room whilst i did some cross stitching
since then ive just been online and now im gonna dance and stretch
tomorrow im back at the nursery i was at yesterday so 3 year olds once again
but its nice and i like the experience
i want to hold their guinea pigs!!!
im trying to find some thing anime related to buy for my cousin
i want to buy her something with my first pay cheque :3
i hope i can find her something~
man my room needs a dust and a clean so im hoping to do that after school tomorrow
seeing as im only working til 12:15pm
last night i sorted my kindle out
i found some books too a lot were 99p
but i did pay out for my most expensive book £2.99! but it was supernatural set in japan
i had to have it!!
also the 6th book of this series i love (hellequin Chronicles) came out in november but it was pricey and i found it randomly last night reduced to £1!!
jozu was truly happy last night X3
it's february already isnt it!! scary!!
february or nigatsu is mine and my brother's birthday month :D
Konbanwa~~
I got up on time this morning
But I had awful stomach ache not sure why
school or should i say nursery was alright actually
i did a bit of one to one work
and we went outside in the cold only for a little while :)
and i just helped out and cleaned up
speaking of cleaning up.....
yesterday i noticed in the classroom was a bucket with 2 mops in it
the water was black as in i could not see the bottom despite it being about 5 inches deep
i thought 'that is a breeding ground for germs'
the clothes and the mops are just bad
seriously they need to invest in some new ones
so today i took it upon my self to empty the black liquid
cus i couldnt look at it anymore - im clean freak like my mother XD
oh my god
i so wish i hadnt
it awoke a terrible stomach churning smell
honestly i was almost dry heaving and ive smelt a lot of awful things in my time
example kid's sick and my dad's farts
it was awful and stunk the classroom out
luckily i had done this at the end of the day
but i felt like i couldnt get rid of the smell
it was all i could smell
i got outside thanks to the teacher letting me go early
and i gulped down air hoping it would get rid of the smell but no such luck
i got home, went into the kitchen, stripped to my underwear
threw my top and jeans in the washer for a 15min wash
i went upstairs sprayed my body with sprays
i just felt dirty
so silly isnt it? none of it got on me but i felt unclean
i take after my mum shes the same XD
but how the hell they had left that for that long i have no idea
it was just sick and unhygienic by far
in the afternoon i went for a short walk with mum cus i felt like i had cabin fever
then i cut out some fabric
looked online for ideas where to eat on my birthday and also ed wants to know what i want for my birthday but i have no idea i looked and looked til i got fed up and bored
so i told him to leave me. he goes to sudan with the army on the 8th so i dont want to trouble him anyway. and as for my birthday just looks like its gonna suck
i tried to meet up with mia but she was sad
the house she 'brought' the sellers have pulled out so she doesnt have the house anymore
she was gutted bless her and work sucks she says
so she didnt see me
so year im a bit fed up really
tomorrow im at my old primary school for the day :)
going to try my new dark blue eye liner
i never wear eye liner but wanted to give it a go
here are my nails this week
i went for a pink galaxy theme and i really like them :D
Good Day!!
I woke up at 6:40am because I thought I heard a noise
I decided to stay awake because I would be getting up in 20mins
good job I did as dad who usually wakes me slept in for about 10mins!
10 mins makes a big difference in the mornings!
So I got all dressed to go
I arrived at the school
looked just like my old primary school
the head teacher took me to the classroom
I would be a teaching assistant in the nursery room so with 3 year olds basically
i have never taught them so young! i was a little bit worried how they'd be
there was only 14!! i couldnt believe how small the class was
apparently 3 were off sick. But still 17 is a small class
so i was asked to do a couple of activities with the children
i managed it
and i was asked to teach 6 of them some maths! no pressure!
but it was all easy and fun the kids were brilliant to me
then at the end of the day which was 12pm i had to do a nursery rhyme with them
whilst the teacher dismissed the children to their parents
i hadnt done a friggin' nursery rhyme since i was like 5!!
even then i didnt know them as i couldnt ever grasp song lyrics (still cant)
so i had a book full of em and chose one i briefly remembered
then when they all went i had 15min to clean the classroom
the teacher had printed me out what we're doing all week and handed that to me to read
i came home had some lunch
then went to bed exhausted
my cold isnt too bad actually but im still done in!
then i went to karen's for a massage and my god did i ever need it!!!
i was crippled and after i felt flexible and taller!!
massage is truly amazing!
and it was good to see karen :D
tomorrow im back teaching 3 year olds~
thought id show my mum's new sausage dog plush dad brought her
we are yet to name him
but mum wanted a collar for him so i made him one
Good Evening
Would you believe that this morning when I woke at 9am
i woke with a....
cold
yep another cold
god damn those germ spreading children!!!!
I have to blame someone right?
So today I havent left the house
in fact ive done bugger all and i dont care cus im trying not to care!
but secretly im cursing life as i wanted to enjoy my weekend!!!!!!!
tomorrow i am at a new school~
which is a 2 min drive away and im just doing the morning
so im praying i can hold out
then i have karen in the afternoon
hopefully i wont die
i took photos of mia and rob's plate planning
doesnt make sense probably to a lot of people but makes sense to me
i did them as simple as i can cus its very tricky to paint without it looking rubbish
i hope it comes out ok!!!!!
i was laying on my bedroom floor with millie and alice today
tiffin was in my room i hadnt seen him for a whole hour
the moment im on the floor he comes as he gets really jealous!!
so im fussing him and the girls
the tiffin decides he wants his carrot on the floor
millie and alice listen to him eat
tiffin hops off to go and do toilet
millie leaves me i call her back but shes found tiffins carrot and devours it....
she then runs under the bed, tiffin shoots off the toilet, tail up his backside
and searches out millie (this all happens in like 2 seconds)
millie comes bombing out of the bed chattering her teeth in fear
i scoop her up and put her with alice
tiffin has just stuck his face out of the bed then casually goes back on toilet
so he left the toilet to go round her up!!
he didnt harm her and could have if he wanted to
bless her, millie cant help but be nosy
i love my pets <3
Konbanwa!!
I went to bed at 9:20pm
didnt even manage to stay awake to watch all of 8 out of 10 cats
so i will have to watch it on catch up
I got up at 8:30am
so I slept for almost 11 hours
mum kindly cleaned the pets out for me cus god i could not
be bothered to even move my body
and i hurt so much
im so in need of a massage which is on monday!
i cant remember the last time i went so long without treatment from karen ><
I sat happily and did some cross stitching :)
Then we popped out to a few shops
dad wants a draft excluder for his sofa
me and mum agreed on a design i have in one of my craft books...
a sausage dog X3
so ive got stuff for that
im changing the design a little bit tho
i had lunch then i made a cake for mum~
mum baked it for me as i just needed to sleep
so i stayed in bed for 3 hours
half sleeping and half resting in the warmth
i got up and decorated the cake :)
tasted so good and yummy
i cant bare to think how many calories ive had today and i havent done any exercise!!!
alwell
but what adds to that is we're having take away pizza tonight ><
its gonna send my head thoughts into over drive
i already have stomach from too much sweet stuff
so i doubt i'll finish the pizza but my brother will give it a good home no doubt!
i sat and sorted stuff out for the plate i want to do for mia and rob
i will have to upload it for all to see
tomorrow i have an idea how i want to paint my nails
and im not sure what else to do
maybe start sewing? got a few things to make
sausage dog
mia's peg bag
mia and rob place mats
anyway night!
Otskaresama deshita~~
My first full week of work completed!!
What an achievement it is for me
I have come along way
From being 18 and totally bed ridden for 2 years
to be able to work the hours I did this week ^^
It is a proud moment :3
So last night as yoga
at the end of the session i said to karen
"karen do you know how dedicated me and mum are to yoga?"
she looked at me confused
"today's mum's birthday"
karen made a fuss of mum and then as we were leaving she gave mum
a bag with karen's yoga logo on it :D
Mum was embarrassed as some people in the class said happy birthday to her
but she got a nice bag out of it XD
karen is nice :3 strict but nice ^^
This morning I so did not wanna go to school
i had gone to bed last night at 9:30pm and slept through til 7
i must say working this hard does allow me to sleep through the nights
which is rare for me so thats been nice
just not sleeping for long enough for my liking
but that will change tomorrow morning :3
school we did maths and english
i was ashamed to admit i couldnt do some of the english
it was naming what an adverb adjective noun proper noun preposition was
and i have NEVER been able to remember what they all are
i blame my dyslexia i just cant retain their meanings
then we did some RE work on Muslims
lunch time mum picked me up :D
so i had lunch at home which was nice
just didnt want to go back!!
after lunch we finished off RE
then I was working with 5 children on the computers
getting their work finished
and then i ended up drawing like 10 pokemon and unicorns for children
to colour in on their friday treat afternoon
my goodness those kids were mad for pictures
and they were mega crap too but they loved them!
i came home with 3 drawings this week children had done for me :D
I came home, yesterday my brother met me after school
today he didnt >< I always look forward to cycling back home with him :)
I had a brew and a good rest
did some cross stitch
today i have managed to spend more time with tiffin
i had him in my bedroom in the morning before school instead of putting him outside
i fussed him during lunch at home
and i have been with him since i got hom
think hes happier now :3
tomorrow i am sitting on my big fat arse!!
the only thing i NEED to do tomorrow is to make my mum
a be-lated birthday cakey!
