Tiffin and his poorly eye

Konbanwa~

I slept bad again!!! Ugh am I cursed this week!?
and unfortunately mum had to wake me because I had a doctors appt at 8:50am
I moaned at her half asleep about not wanting to get up
i didnt even do that when i was teenager! XD 
alwell I got up as I need to check Tiffin's eye anyway

Last night we realized he had a sore eye, I had bathed it
and looked in it but I couldnt see anything
this morning it had been weeping and the fur round his eye was wrong
so i picked him up and bathed his eye on the sofa
i had another look but still couldnt see anything
so i rang the vets up and luckily they managed to fit him in today
4:20pm was his appt

at the doctors i had the lovely task of saying i have stupid thoughts in my head
what i thought everyone got day to day was apparently wrong
i told my doctor this and he said "no more medication if we can help it
your on a lot for someone your age, it should go with time
when you start to enjoy life more and get out into the world you
will have more important things to think about than yourself and your weight"
which i liked to believe is true and i was glad i was dosed up with anymore
medication, he offered CBT but i dont feel like talking to anyone yet
im not that mental and it was nice to hear from a doctor that im not mental
my only fear is the day i cant fight it and i go along with the thoughts
he weighed me and i had lost weight

i got home and did my time sheet for work
and wrote down everything i am doing next week and where
i am working 5 days a week as of tuesday - saturday!!!
so as soon as I get home from Manchester im working
which is fine to the "normal" person but im not normal
it normally takes me a week to recover from my holiday
this time i wont get anytime to recover and be expected to
work more hours and more days than i ever have before
i can tell you i am very nervous about how my body will handle this
i will do my best
in that 5 days tho i will earn more than i have all this month
so i suppose it has its good points~

tiffin at the vets, he was such a good boy honestly
i was so proud of him, not a single growl
the vet started to say his tear duck was blocked, and because of his
breed - netherland dwarf - their tear ducks are tiny and are prone to blocking
she was on about knocking him out and flushing them clean
i suddenly felt more panicked and sick then i already did
the thought of him needing an op and i was going away
i dont think i would have gone on holiday!
anyway instead she gave us eye drops, anti-biotic, anti-inflammatory 
to give him once a day for a week

we took him home and i left him chill out in his cage
then after 45mins i got him out and gave him his medication
he wasnt too bad taking it actually i thought he would kick off
so my family have got to administrate his medication
saturday & sunday, they are not looking forward to it!
im sure he will be a good boy tho :)

anyway im off to yoga
tomorrow i have a massage and my god do i need it!