Konbanwa~
I spent a whole hour last night trying to draw
tried 4 different pictures all of which were rubbed out >.>
Couldnt draw and the image in my head wasnt strong but still
those pictures sucked big time it was like my 13 year old drawings
shameful
Anyway I woke up 3 times last night turning over from aching
and my brother coming in from drinking with his mate
When I got up at 8am I felt a bit off but I got up and did pig duty and
cleaned the cages out
and after than i went to bed
i just felt done in and just not well
so i had a good hour in bed
adam was wondering where i was and he went to get food without me
but he kindly got me a chicken cob :)
i still made it to his house for lunch time
me with my red hair none of them expected that XD
But all 3 of them said how nice it was an how it suited me :)
so i was happy about that. not that adam's opinion would have changed anything XD
We played pokemon in front of the damn football -_____-
then I did his mum's nails which are chocolate themed
she loved them as she had brought me a little something
a white mug with a brown rabbit on it! looks a bit like Ozwald actually
it was a lovely surprise i was happy she was just grateful having her nails done
each and every week but they do enough for me its least i could do you know?
so i had a brew out of it :)
adam said to me "are you flagging?" i thought I was keeping my tiredness under wraps but obviously not, i told him to stop over analysing my behaviour
i said i wouldnt mind laying down on his bed for the last half hour or so
and thats what we did then i went home
got unchanged and went to bed for 2 hours
just felt unwell i hope im not coming down with anything
i had another disturbing dream this would be day 3 now
day 1 i dreamed about a dictator that i knew was a puppet i whacked him in the head and it killed him and suddenly im running for my life
day 2 i had to find a body that had been buried
day 3 (today) i was some sort of beastly monster and i had to rip out human hearts with my fangs in order to survive
just where the hell does this stuff come from!!? no wonder i dont sleep well
I got up and didnt eat much for dinner i didnt want it
tomorrow i havent planned yet cus im not sure how im gonna be
adam offered Oz to come up and then maybe play pool in a pub
but im not sure what i want to do
i'll have a think
Im happy with my red hair tho :)
Evening~~
I woke up plenty last night just aching
god i ached from yoga
that woman murdered us
Anyway I slowly got ready this morning
I wanted to look my age so I curled my hair and tried to do mature looking make up
think it looked ok
before i left i had a call from an agency and they had work for me just down the road
how typical is that -___________-
so i gave up £50 for an interview makes me sick thinking about it
I got parked up and stuff
I was to be interviewed with 2 other people
a guy my age (to which i instantly thought "crap" but i'll fill you in on that)
and an middle age asian lady
when I saw the guy i just knew i wouldnt get the job
you see MALE teaching assistants are very sought after as theyre rare
also the school only had 1 male member of staff...which isnt good actually
so i knew he'd get it just to boost the male to female staff ratio up
and like i say theyre sought after
but i did the interview to the best of my ability for my own sake and practice
I had to go work in a classroom for 20mins i was with year 4
the students and staff were lovely actually and it was a good school
but the more i learned about the job the more doubts started to sink in
i would be expected to give half my lunch time up to do playground duty so id only get 30mins for lunch, i would have regular playground duty, be expected to stay after school for meetings, stay til at least 4:15pm and it was monday to friday. all in all i started to worry that my health wouldnt be up to such a task. you would have to be very dedicated to work at that school.
after i worked in the classroom i was first to be interviewed by a TA and the head teacher no less
went alright wasnt the worst grilling ive had
then i came home and at 2:30pm they rang and said i came 2nd place and they were impressed with me. i felt relieved in a way that i wouldnt be pushing myself for 5 months but it was a good school anyway it all experience and stuff just sad i could have actually worked today
hopefully i can work next week
came home and i was really tired think the adrenaline had worn off
mum went to acupuncture i started working on mia's peg bag which i have finished actually
mum came back and she had coped fine like i knew she would she worries for no reason a lot like her mother used to. whittling is what i call it. but she came in said she didnt have the 'wuss' needles that i have to use >.> show off and she didnt squirm
we went for a 20min walk just to get out
then i went and did more sewing whilst she baked then she dyed my hair for me :)
I am officially red now i will take a photo tomorrow~
tomorrow I believe it's a usual saturday of going up to adam's
Evening~~
I only woke up once last night!!!
A victory for me~
it was 3:30am and I managed to get off once again
I ended up waking up at 9:15am tho >< late
Must have needed the sleep I guess
I felt better than yesterday I have to say
I started Mia's card
and I cant remember what else I did in the morning I know me and my brother
had a little scrap but he was armed with a baseball bat so was unfair to say the least
the fight soon dissipated tho as we looked outside and the lamppost in front
of our drive way "neighbour hood watch" van had pulled up
I have never seen that van before and it clearly belonged to the council
they were putting up a "no dog fouling" sign on our lamppost
great >.>
but what got us was that it took 2 people to do it
yes 2 people to put up a sign smaller than an A4 sheet of paper
held up with some wire
one person held the wire whilst the other cut
it was ridiculous
it was TWO people to put up a sign
what is the world coming to
i can see our taxes are spent well
jesus
Anyway Adam came over after work
he watched me tidy room from making mia's card cus the room was in quite a state
we didnt stay for long tho and went to his house
we didnt do a lot cus i didnt have long but we did go up to the shops for a drink and cake
well i had cake he had a meatball panini
we casually talked about what roles we'd do if we moved out together
dont know why that topic cus no way are ether of us moving out
nether of us are on enough money to do that
i came home for yoga but finished mia's card quickly
Yoga jesus that woman murdered us again
we were knackered honestly
i was laughing cus thats how i get through it
we came home showered and ate
then i got my stuff ready for tomorrow
my bag and clothes are ready
the last thing to do is just research the school a little bit in the morning
my interview is at 10:30am
im looking forward to being in a classroom again
obviously not looking forward to being grilled in the interview
but its all experience of course~
then when i get home i can start mia's peg bag
here are this week's nails but i have already planned my next nails and adam's mum's for saturday morning :D
I named a certain someone in my life Yin tonight
as it makes talking about her easier now she has a name
I chose a name to do with protection
I thought Yin worked well as she is the Yin to my Yang
things dont seem as scary when they have a name
Evening
Despite sleeping really well yesterday
last night was sadly not a repeat
I woke up at 12, 1:30 and stayed awake til 3am
the owls outside would not shut up
I was aching and just couldnt get off
in the end I got up for cereal, hot choc and pain killers
woke up at 8am to my neighbours balling at one another
then woke up at 9:30am shattered
Mum had cleaned the pets out whilst id been asleep
i felt so drained all i did was take my meds and have a brew
then i went back to bed
i woke up at 1pm god it was such a deep sleep like real deep
why cant i sleep deeply during the night?
i had quite strange dreams as well really vivid
I got up and had lunch then did some sewing on mia's present
and I did get it finished actually which is a good thing ticked off
i had breaks and stuff
didnt manage a walk cus just walking to the end of the garden was a feat in its self
I applied for 2 more schools
I went back to bed for an hour.
Oz has been cute today well he is every day but he's been sat on the back door whilst we were all upstairs he looked like he was guarding the house and then i sat with him with a brew and he sat so well on me it was so cute
tomorrow I should be seeing adam as i let him down today in seeing him
just wasnt up for it at all so im gonna try see him tomorrow
he says i ow him a cake like hell i do XD
I also have yoga i hope she doesnt murder us again
mum has booked to see the acupuncturist on friday!
Here is my jacket I forgot to upload
made from a purple blanket it has a kitty bat theme probably cost me around £13 to make in total so not bad at all and its soooo soft and warm I love it. I love the ears and wings. Had a lot of comments when Ive worn it :D
evening~~
I achieved something
I only woke up once in the night!!!!
It is in an achievement~
I got up for acupuncture today
I asked him to work on two points that cause me A LOT of pain
I wince to touch them and I can't have anybody touch there
it's where shoulder and collar bone meet
so I asked him if he'd have ago
so he put a needle right next to where hurts telling me its an acupuncture point anyway
i asked "will it hurt?" cus ive never had a needle there
he simply replied "yes"
I laughed at his bluntness but to my surprise it didnt hurt
he told me he didnt want to put a needle in where it hurts because the skin is thin but he he would like to try somewhere else. I trust him
He puts a needle between my thumb and index finger the fleshy part there and thats a belter it really does make your hand spaz a split second. so those were in and ive had those before now the new ones were just right next to it and my left hand jutted 20cm away from me i had zero control over that action and i yelled out in surprised pain. the right had the same but didnt jut out the same distance luckily. He then pressed the points that hurts and no pain...
no pain...
how is that possible? I've had that pain for 5 years and to suddenly go is hard to get my head round
i asked "will it be that way when the needles are out?"
"yeah should be"
i could not move my hands at all not even a mil cus the slightest movement caused hurtful spasms so i had to keep deadly still for 30mins not easy but if it means i can ditch pain then i'll do it for sure
and just as he said when he uncomfortably took the needles out, the pain was still gone
i couldnt believe it
im so happy i truly am
from there i went home and despite mum being home within the hour i rang her up to say i had 1 pain less!!!! she was happy for me and glad to get some good news :)
I went and did some more work on my picture before CBT
CBT we worked on a sheet together
and talked about relapses
she showed me a chart of my progress and i was so surprised at how far id come
my depression and anxiety had decreased so much that it was almost touching "normal" levels!!!
she doesnt want to see me for 3 weeks now~ woo
I came home and had some lunch then grabbed Ozwald and went to Adam's house
Oz played round the downstairs as usual and was even licking adam's dad's hand!!
he's working his magic on him! he'll get him under the thumb like he has everyone else XD
just give him time ;)
I left there and came home with Oz and Oz only as I thought it was best to rest
so I got home and went for a 20min walk with mum
then got a lot done on my laptop I had been putting off to say the least
I havent done much else since really
I drew this last night
took 30mins
I was quite impressed to say that I havent drawn a tiger before
I showed it therapist and adam they were both amazed and adams dad was impressed ^^
it feels amazing not to have that pain
i feel my posture is better too
wish everything could be cured with a needle i have to say
tomorrow adam said he wanted to play on his xbox with me and go for cake
not a 100% ideal plan for me but he'd organized it for a change instead of me so im going with it.
i hope i sleep well again tonight!
Evening~~
I know I didn't do my diary yesterday
basically yesterday I didn't sleep as per usual
but I woke up early enough that I could get in the shower before
I was to meet up with adam
I made the effort and wore make up and stuff
we went to the city centre and walked the entirety of it
literally
so I was quite tired but we did take 2 breaks
1st I had a white hot chocolate!!!! jesus I could have it hooked to my veins
the 2nd stop was for food I had beans on toast
I only picked up a pajama set from primark nothing special
just alice in wonderland ones and then some shampoo from savers
only spent £13
adam on the other hand i had taken him for the few odds and sods he needed
then i took him to Hopkins an antique store and antiques are his thing
well certain antiques anyway so he brought a few things anyway
We came back to my house so I could drop stuff off and get stuff
ready for the evening and we sat with Ozwald
then went over to his house we didnt do an awful lot before dinner
dinner was gammon which was nice and then we sat and chatted afterwards
and the topics got a little rude with his dad saying and i quote
"well you dont look at the mantle piece when you're poking the fire"
apparently my face was priceless when he came out with that
adam told me his dad had never said that before and he and his mum were
in hysterics i started to laugh and couldnt stop
he really is a dark horse at times, you think you know him and another new things hits you
At 8:30pm mum had txt ADAM not me, ADAM and asked "when is Jo coming home?"
seriousl!?
8:30pm and im 25!!!
I came home anyway cus i was tired to be honest
mum said that Oz didnt seem happy
so i gave him a fussing and he sat on my knee
speaking of Ozwald here is a card I made adam for his birthday it was inspired by the bunny himself, the rabbit is material scraps and the green is torn paper
Today I didn't sleep well
I couldnt get off as I was plagued by thoughts
I havent felt this down in quite a while
when I woke up in the night i chose to read just to distract myself from my thoughts
When I got up it was pouring down so all pets inside including Oz who was dead giddy about being inside. He showed me that he is capable of jumping on my bed -______-
not impressed, well im impressed he did it, but im also gutted he can do it! i deliberately never put him on my bed so his smell wouldnt go on the bed and so he wouldnt get confident to go on it as usually in the past rabbits have chewed my toys and done toilet on my sheets
I took him home and cleaned my room, did some dancing but really kept screwing up
then I sat sewing buttons on mia's present.
then got stuff ready for lunch cus adam would be joining me
he came over and we ate together
we went for a walk when the weather cleared up then sat with a brew with Ozwald himself
he cuddled me on my bed for a bit and we played pokemon
then I took him home
Saturday night I took the time to draw a picture for CBT as I hadnt done one in ages and she had asked me what my art work would be like now ive had some therapy so I drew 1 picture and I fancy drawing one tonight if not two
tomorrow I have acupuncture at 9:15 - 10:15am
so not looking forward to it as ive asked him to work on 2 points that hurt i cant have anyone touch them and it hurts for me to touch them. friends have caught them in the past and it brings tears to my eyes. its were my arms meet at the sockets and near the collar bone. it is gonna kill
then i have CBT at 12:00 - 1:00
from there i can ether go home, go to adams, or go home and go to adams or just stop at home
depends how i feel
Evening~~
I didn't sleep that great but not the worst night ever
I woke up at 7:40am
Kinda knew I had to wake up anyway cus we were having the guy round to
do the kitchen floor so I had to get up and get my breakfast
and medication and help in anyway I could
I got ready to go out to adam's house
he said I could come over at any time ^^
Me and mum went in separate cars and drove to the shops
the shops being just down the road from adam's
I went into a charity shop and they had a wad of korean face masks
usually theyre about £2.99 each
theyre were selling them 3 for 99p
clearly didnt know their value XD much to my advantage
I brought 3 just to have ago with
they have bunny faces on
facial masks with faces on are like £6 at boots
so real bargin huh
then we went back to the car park and said our goodbyes
I went straight to adams she went home
I didnt do much adam we had lunch together, played pokemon
but he had football on....jesus i dont know how much more i can take
in the end i fell asleep on him in front of the tv
i woke up and went home i just felt like i was wasting too much of my saturday
doing bugger all not that i told him that.
came home and let Oz out as he hadn't been out all afternoon due to the gate
needing to be open and the back door so we would have lost him somewhere
he was grateful to come out and i had to sit in the garden with him til they finished
then i helped mum tidy it all up
didnt take too long and now our kitchen floor is level-ish as level as were gonna get
but it loads better seriously
since then i've danced, chosen buttons for mia's present, face pack, looked at korean beauty products i wanted a lip scrub and i saw a good base serum on kawaiipateen youtube channel
so i found both and ordered em
just need to sort out clothes and my bag for tomorrow as i believe we're popping into the city centre as i want some jumpers, maybe some pajamas i havent got any warm pajamas just short sleeves and thin trousers. then we'll come back here so i can ditch any stuff i get, get stuff ready for the evening and see Oz, go over to adam's and have dinner at his. and do his mum's nails. she says theres a bit of a nail war going off now at her work place XD what have i started!? someone went and bragged to her about their nails saying her friend took 3 hours doing them!!! 3 hours!! mental. im like 20-30mins
so I dont want to lose to woman i dont know but its a matter of pride damn it XD
anyway whitby I took some photos of the harbour and what have you at whitby it's self which is what we did the first day, the friday. but first heres a photo of me just before i left the house
the next day, saturday, we went to whitby's abby. unfortunately the weather wasnt as good as the day before and the walk up there killed my ears it was so windy and cold i couldnt wait to warm them through they hurt big style. we went into a cafe for lunch and i think i had the best beans on toast i have ever eaten - and i've had that meal 100s if not 1000s of times! then me and adam split up from his parents and explored whitby together
as you can see the weather wasnt good but it did brighten up and we had ice cream together
i brought adam a vintage 1970's vodka advertising mirror for £15 the shop only took cash adam didnt have enough so i bailed him out and told him i'd pay cus he did buy me the cloud lamp the other week and i know that was around £15 so i dont feel quite so in debt to him. he wasnt pleased about not being able to pay me back but i told him to just be grateful and that the mirror had to be hung in a place i could see clearly cus i struggle to see in any mirror in that house - tall people >.>
the final day the sunday in which we were coming home, we went to scarborough and basically just looked around there wasnt much to see then we came home that was our little get away
the cottage was lovely tho the upstairs was kinda suspended so you could see downstairs easily and talk to anyone throughout the whole cottage. we had the upstairs and his parents downstairs simply because the stairs were dangerous - wooden not carpeted, very narrow, narrow steps and steep. its a wonder how we didnt fall down. i made sure to hold on everytime i used them. so his mum didnt feel confident using them which is fair enough. the saturday morning his parents went for a run so we had the cottage to our selves. i tried to get back to sleep as the noise of them getting up woke me. adam on the other hand was well asleep. sleeps like the dead that guy
but we all enjoyed it anyway. apart from the traffic we got caught up in on the way home
id happily go away with his parents again as it was very easy and relaxed and not annoying in any sense. i was just VERY tired and ended up sleeping during the day on every day just cus my sleep at night was so poor.
anyway thats all about it
just kept forgetting to allow enough time to write about my day and whitby
might not have time to do my diary tomorrow tho
got CBT homework to do as well, must do it!!
Evening~
I woke up at 3am last night
an improvement from 12-1am
but I woke up cus I was freezing!!! I was really cold and my nose
was really stuffed up I couldnt breathe
so it took me over an hour to get off again
then I woke up at 6:45am then next thing i knew
it was 9:45am!!!! Bloody hell man thats my morning gone!!!!
But look what came in the post today!!!!
Aren't they cute!?
Kawaii yo ne~~~
I brought them for £3.40! well cheap and theyre so soft
a bit bulky for gloves but I think theyre well good
mum says adam is gonna think im mad
i said "he probably already does and if he doesnt then hes had long enough to work it out"
I got up and got ready to go out as I knew mum wanted to get out
and I didnt want to waste any more of my day
We set off for boots first and went to book our flu jabs
the lady said we could get it done there and then if we like (same thing happened last year)
so yep my breakfast felt like it was gonna come up as id only eaten 30mins previously
I volunteered to go first to get it done with so I couldnt get worked up
the woman told me too look for Wally on her 'weres wally' poster
but she was sooo fast and painless that I hardly got a moment to look!
i was so surprised how good she was
mum said the same and I felt alright actually I was able to stand up and walk away!
Thats how I used to be before I got poorly and had one to many blood tests to give me a needle phobia. it was an achievement for me
despite the fact the lady offered me twice a lollipop or a sticker....
seriously how old did she think i was!?
We went pets at home and I brought Oz a 4kg bag of food on offer
well normal 2kg bags were going for £6 the 4kg on offer was £6.80
its a no brainer. We looked at the baby animals too
and brought Pinks some alfalfa hay cus its high in fat and shes losing weight
we came out and crossed the road the car that was on the road i recognised the passenger
it was Karen!!! I havent seen her in agesssss and Ive missed her
so we had a catch up beside our car
Got home and had my first brew of the day and did some cross stitching
then went to work on mia's present here is a rough lay out i did a few days ago
just so you can get an idea of what im doing
but it looks really good so far i am pleased
i ordered some number letters today cus i want to put her house
number on top of the door of the house
im gonna drive by her new house tomorrow and get the number
Later on in the afternoon me and mum went for a walk
round the local hilly park it was a bit tough going at times but it felt good to do it
then came back rested by watching make-up and hair tutorials cus i wanted inspiration
and did more of the present
since then I have watched nail tutorials and designed my nails and adam's mums
im having a love theme shes gonna have autumn theme
all 10 nails will be different on mine shes having 5 different designs
she loves having her nails done and says everyone at her work place envies her nails
saying how impressive they are and that she gets them done for free! it keeps her happy
and the family does so much for me its the least i can do
besides she doesnt have a daughter to do girly things with
so im painting my nails tonight
tomorrow, god tomorrow, were having the same guy over who did our bathroom a few years back
and hes gonna take up our awful kitchen floor and put new floor boards down
as ours dips and makes awful squeaks its terrible and we all hate it
but dad is gonna be around, theres gonna be noise and cant use the kitchen
the pets have been moved to round the house so theyre away from the noise
i am going to adams to escape it all. my brother is at work so its just my parents and the guy
adam offered for me to sleep over but mum says it will upset my sleeping so im not
but im glad i can hide out at adams house anyway
Evening~
I know I didn't do my diary last night
frankly it got too late and I couldnt be bothered!!
I didn't do much yesterday really
I got up and went for a walk with mum which was quite nice actually
I felt I needed to get out
Then I think I did some sewing and laptop and then Adam came over
after his gym session and I think we just played pokemon really
didn't do much I dont think
Today I was amazed
I have been waking up at 12-1am EVERY NIGHT for the last
few months its like a thing my body feels it has to do and I have no idea why
anyway I woke up last night and went to check my phone
6am....
0.0 come again!? 6am!? I'd made it to 6am without waking!!!?
Jesus it was an achievement thats for bloody sure!!
I am hoping so much that the same will happen again tonight
I got up and did some hand sewing
sat with my girlies then I got up and went for a walk by myself for 25mins
i was glad I did cus from there it rained like allllll day
I went into my room and began sewing mia's present
it's gonna look so good finished ^^
Adam came over after his shift
I made us beans on toast
we sat with Ozwald and the girls too
We sat for a bit together then at 2pm we went up to his
and played pokemon
I then just laid on him or as close as possible to him
i was so cold my toes were like ice
his house is old and naturally cold
i couldnt ask them to put the heating on even tho they offered
i cant do that to them. so i wrapped up and almost hibernated on poor adam
i dont function well under cold temperatures
I couldnt wait to come home to warm up
i had a hot choc the moment i came in at 5pm
we went to yoga
karen was back
jesus she murdered us
i shouted out whilst she was demonstrating a hard work out "she's back!"
everyone laughed. she says she loves my mutterings XD
came home being able to just about walk and had dinner with mum
showered and gonna get ozwald now
I will upload the few photos i have from whitby ether tomorrow or saturday!
Here is some korean creams i brought to try
one is a night face cream the other is night eye cream
give em a go
tomorrow im going shops with mum and to book in our flu jabs ><
then im sewing damn it and i will go for a walk
Konbanwa~~
I didn't sleep great
I woke up at 12:30 really needing a wee then I was just really aching
i couldn't understand why i had so much pain
then i realised i'd missed a dose of my pain killers cus i'd fallen asleep
during the time i was suppose to have a dose
so i got up and had some pain killers, cereal, hot chocolate, did some yoga
and by 2:30am i was back in bed and slept til 7am-ish
I got up and stuff ready for my morning
I got to acupuncture and had the spoon treatment again
jeez it hurts round the neck and then he put needles in me
2 in my neck had to be thicker cus the thin ones bent i was that tense
they bloody hurt!!
as much as i hurt after the treatment i knew it was doing me good
he then brought his dog through and i had a good fuss of her
it makes me feel all warm and happy when i see someone who really
loves and cares for their pet cus my god i could see the love and bond they had ^^
From there I headed down the road for CBT I had 30mins before my session
so I went into a cafe and had a brew by myself cus god i needed one!
then I walked over
we talked about emotions and stuff, things that i've gotten so used to thinking she challenges and she's right and i have no idea why i started thinking like this in the first place. just need to chill out more it seems!
she gave me 3 pieces of homework! bloody hell man >.>
I went to the store for a few bits for mia's gift
then went back to my car and drove up to the gym to meet adam for lunch
i had a tea cake with jam it was bog standard and the tea was gross
not best lunch to be honest
then we went to his house and sat talking to his dad
adam went for a shower and i was just chatting with his dad
we then went out for a walk, we hit a few charity shops i got a jumper and tartan skirt
and some craft pieces going dead cheap
then we went for a ice cream, came back and i went home
took my bra off straight away it was hurting my back
and i went to bed for an hour
then got up and planned mia's present
tomorrow id like to start making it :)
Evening~
I was far too tired to do my diary yesterday
didn't get home til 9:30pm cus we'd gone out for adam's
birthday meal
anyway I had a great time in whitby i truly did
and i will upload photos tomorrow i hope
in the mean time i will show you the canvas that i got for adam for his birthday
he has always wanted me to do a digital drawing of us two
so thats what ive been working on for so many nights now
well over 25+ hours work here.
I'm quite pleased with it
he was very pleased with it I could tell he was holding his emotions in
its not manly to cry over a picture now is it ;)
but yeah he loved it much to my relief
and his parents thought it was amazing.
i believe it's going in his bedroom but tomorrow he gonna show me where :)
CBT and acupuncture tomorrow -____-
Evening~~
I only woke up twice last night
I had taken cold and flu tablets and theres a night time one to help sleep
I could tell it made me drowsy
sadly you dont get many in a packet but Im having some tonight XD
I got up and felt terrible
I almost went back to bed to be honest
But I knew I had stuff to sort out
for example I had to see if everyone had paid on ebay so I could ship stuff off
also I managed to sell my Juice=Juice tickets to a random stranger on facebook
The concert company didn't take refunds so I had £32 worth of tickets
but I managed to sell them to this girl for £30 I was very relieved
So I've made a bit of money this week to say I havent been at work
it's a nice feeling and the money is needed as I am going away tomorrow!
I needed to write Adam's birthday card
I thought I'd google ideas but my god they were ether dead sappy or damn right smutty
so in the end I made my own up but I just wanted inspiration that was all
I put stuff on charge and got the case from the shed
and began to pack~
it wasn't difficult the hardest part for me is choosing what to wear
I need to be comfy and warm if we're going to the seaside in september
but it's all sorted :) I can't pack anymore til I've used the items tomorrow morning
like toothbrush hairbrush etc
Mum took me to post office earlier and to the pharmacy for my meds
so that was a good job done :)
I sat and watched a few hair and make-up ideas
did some cross stitching
went to sleep
then I had yoga which I just about survived!
Tomorrow I am going away~
I have done some fresh nails
Chocolate sprinkles over strawberry and vanilla
I have taken nail varnish with me as Adam's mum wants them done
She doesn't know it yet but shes gonna have seaside nails designed by me ^^
I am off to Whitby with Adam and his parents
we are driving there and staying in a cottage a couple of miles outside of whitby
I will be back on Sunday which is Adam's 26th Birthday
I haven't stayed in a cottage since I was 16 I think.
Should be good I am looking forward to it, a lil anxious but I always am when it comes to going away. I will see Oz as much as I can tomorrow
Anyway Laters~
Evening~~
I didn't sleep through the night but then at least I wasn't
cold in the night, I'd remembered to sleep with my pajama bottoms on ^^
But this morning my god did I feel rough
definitely coming down with something
My voice is horse, im tired, achy, feel sicky and hot and my nose wont stop running
I swear why on earth do I get cursed with illnesses
I'm going away this weekend!!!
Anyway me and mum decided to get off to the city centre
just cus we thought might as well
god it was a massive effort tho I have to say
I was just so weary
I got some new socks from primark so now I have 15 new pairs ^^
thank god too cus mine were dying
I got 2 chokers from there too a black one with a black pompom and a pink fluffy one
both me and mum picked up a snood as they were so soft and only £4
and I got 2 pairs of slippers, 1 for here when mine dies and im gonna take the other pair to adam's house he doesnt know it yet but sure he wont mind im sick of having frozen feet at his.
mum picked up various stuff from beauty stores
we came home and had a brew
i cleaned Oz out he doesnt get cleaned out very often simply cus he doesnt need it
my god he was everywhere!! he even tried jumping out the top of his cage as the roof was off luckily I caught him! otherwise that would have been a nasty accident. cocky rabbit
I had lunch with mum then I painted my nails and went to bed I felt awful
Woke up and didnt feel any better
but I refused to sit and do nothing so I got some fabric out and paper
and made adam a birthday card. Mum has brought him one and it has a rabbit on it and I thought 'i want a rabbit themed one too'
So I've done an abstract picture of a rabbit I will photograph it tomorrow in better light
I packed away and sat with my girls
I designed adam's mum's nails for this weekend as she still wants them done
even tho we're away XD so im doing some seaside themed ones as we're off to whitby ;)
I received an email today from Boots - which is where I have ordered adam's canvas from to be printed. It said
Thanks for your recent order from BOOTS Photo. Your order is being processed and shipped and is ready for collection from the store you selected after the estimated pickup time.
so I took this as it's been shipped and ready to collect despite it saying when I ordered it that it would take 2 weeks. So I rang up the store I'm to collect it from and they said it wasn't in. When I re-read the email it really doesnt make sense. In one sentence my canvas is being processed, shipped and is ready to collect. Well it's ether being shipped or ready to collect, which is it? what a stupid email, someone's english skills suck alright. I will ring again tomorrow just to see if it has arrived be brilliant if it has!!!
My stuff sold on ebay
It all totalled up to £44 so it was worth putting on anyway :)
Obviously I have postage to minus from that. The packaging I managed to re-use from previous packages my dad received. He always gets big parcels. I hope people pay up and I can take it all tomorrow. 1 out of 3 people have paid.
Tomorrow I have yoga if I can make it to yoga
I'm gonna have to pack for whitby also
post office at some point
didn't offer to see adam as i knew id just be pushing myself and we've got the weekend together
not sure what else i'll do to pass the day. I know I need to rest a bit before I go away.
My back kills from acupuncture yesterday. I havent looked at it today
Here finally is the lamp my partner in crime adam brought for me
I had seen it in shops but they didnt have any in stock but that was a few weeks ago
last week he'd surprised me with it. I didn't ask for it he just gave it me =>.<=
But it needed a very specific bulb so I looked round stores and came up empty handed
I had to order online, wait for it to come, fit it and voila!
Super kawaii am I right ;)
I love it its so cute and replaced my boring old lamp
I am grateful for it but he really didn't have to ><
