Had my interview~~Did my best

Evening~~

I woke up plenty last night just aching
god i ached from yoga
that woman murdered us

Anyway I slowly got ready this morning
I wanted to look my age so I curled my hair and tried to do mature looking make up
think it looked ok

before i left i had a call from an agency and they had work for me just down the road
how typical is that -___________- 
so i gave up £50 for an interview makes me sick thinking about it

I got parked up and stuff 
I was to be interviewed with 2 other people
a guy my age (to which i instantly thought "crap" but i'll fill you in on that)
and an middle age asian lady
when I saw the guy i just knew i wouldnt get the job
you see MALE teaching assistants are very sought after as theyre rare
also the school only had 1 male member of staff...which isnt good actually
so i knew he'd get it just to boost the male to female staff ratio up
and like i say theyre sought after
but i did the interview to the best of my ability for my own sake and practice

I had to go work in a classroom for 20mins i was with year 4
the students and staff were lovely actually and it was a good school
but the more i learned about the job the more doubts started to sink in
i would be expected to give half my lunch time up to do playground duty so id only get 30mins for lunch, i would have regular playground duty, be expected to stay after school for meetings, stay til at least 4:15pm and it was monday to friday. all in all i started to worry that my health wouldnt be up to such a task. you would have to be very dedicated to work at that school.
after i worked in the classroom i was first to be interviewed by a TA and the head teacher no less
went alright wasnt the worst grilling ive had
then i came home and at 2:30pm they rang and said i came 2nd place and they were impressed with me. i felt relieved in a way that i wouldnt be pushing myself for 5 months but it was a good school anyway it all experience and stuff just sad i could have actually worked today
hopefully i can work next week

came home and i was really tired think the adrenaline had worn off
mum went to acupuncture i started working on mia's peg bag which i have finished actually
mum came back and she had coped fine like i knew she would she worries for no reason a lot like her mother used to. whittling is what i call it. but she came in said she didnt have the 'wuss' needles that i have to use >.> show off and she didnt squirm 

we went for a 20min walk just to get out
then i went and did more sewing whilst she baked then she dyed my hair for me :)
I am officially red now i will take a photo tomorrow~

tomorrow I believe it's a usual saturday of going up to adam's