Akai desu~

Konbanwa~

I spent a whole hour last night trying to draw
tried 4 different pictures all of which were rubbed out >.>
Couldnt draw and the image in my head wasnt strong but still
those pictures sucked big time it was like my 13 year old drawings
shameful

Anyway I woke up 3 times last night turning over from aching
and my brother coming in from drinking with his mate
When I got up at 8am I felt a bit off but I got up and did pig duty and
cleaned the cages out
and after than i went to bed
i just felt done in and just not well
so i had a good hour in bed

adam was wondering where i was and he went to get food without me
but he kindly got me a chicken cob :)
i still made it to his house for lunch time
me with my red hair none of them expected that XD

But all 3 of them said how nice it was an how it suited me :)
so i was happy about that. not that adam's opinion would have changed anything XD

We played pokemon in front of the damn football -_____-
then I did his mum's nails which are chocolate themed
she loved them as she had brought me a little something
a white mug with a brown rabbit on it! looks a bit like Ozwald actually
it was a lovely surprise i was happy she was just grateful having her nails done
each and every week but they do enough for me its least i could do you know?
so i had a brew out of it :) 

adam said to me "are you flagging?" i thought I was keeping my tiredness under wraps but obviously not, i told him to stop over analysing my behaviour
i said i wouldnt mind laying down on his bed for the last half hour or so
and thats what we did then i went home

got unchanged and went to bed for 2 hours
just felt unwell i hope im not coming down with anything
i had another disturbing dream this would be day 3 now
day 1 i dreamed about a dictator that i knew was a puppet i whacked him in the head and it killed him and suddenly im running for my life
day 2 i had to find a body that had been buried
day 3 (today) i was some sort of beastly monster and i had to rip out human hearts with my fangs in order to survive
just where the hell does this stuff come from!!? no wonder i dont sleep well

I got up and didnt eat much for dinner i didnt want it

tomorrow i havent planned yet cus im not sure how im gonna be
adam offered Oz to come up and then maybe play pool in a pub
but im not sure what i want to do
i'll have a think

Im happy with my red hair tho :)