I didnt do my diary yesterday I ran outta time ><
yesterday was my beloved Millie's birthday
she turned 3 years old! but she doesnt look it
i love millie so much
out of the all the pigs ive had ive felt the biggest connection with millie
shes just so lovely such a kind soul and i love her to pieces
shes taken Maisy under her wing too ^^
The 3 girls had a bath yesterday they all shared millie's birthday bath XD
they were smelly piglets
Yesterday I didnt do a great deal as I felt shattered
until I decided I had enough of my body feeling so damn crappy
I blasted music from a speaker mum had left on the stairs so I did some dancing
and by some i mean an hour
i thrashed my body
adam turned up just as i was finishing morning musume's one two three
he saw me dancing through the window XD
He came to see me after his shift
we didnt do a lot as i was saving myself for the evening
That evening we met up with tara and jamese and did pub quiz
we were against 9 other teams and we were leading the first two rounds
then by the 3rd last round we ended up finishing 2nd!
we got second place!
with is a gallon of beer basically
but me and adam dont drink so tara and james said theyd buy us drinks and keep the voucher
i wasnt fussed or anything id had a good evening
i dropped adam off home and came home
earlier that day mum said to me "you can hear when you come in youre noisy"
so when i came in i poked my head round the living room door to my parents and said
"sshhh im being quiet"
mum told me to shut up
looks like i cant win ether way XD
I didnt go to bed til 1am and even so i was aching like crazy and couldnt sleep
I woke up at 7:50am but I had doctors so i knew i had to get up
my doctors appt was at 8:50am the second appointment of the day
the doctor walks in at 8:55am good isnt it
he has changed my antidepressiant even tho ive only been on my new one for 2 months
he said it would help with sleep seeing as my current one wasnt helping with pain like it should have been but it had been helping with my mood.
he gave me some sleeping tablets and told me ive got to take the for 3 days in a row
to get back into a 'normal' sleeping pattern
which im dreading as ive gotta pick my days as it will make me into a zombie and make stuff taste foul for those 3 days so im thinking of doing it on friday thats if i havent got any work for monday
when i got home i sat and designed nails for this week
and had another go designing the hoodie jacket i want to make
i wrapped dads presents up as its his birthday today the old fart
i fell asleep as i was exhausted after doing half hour of dancing
had to answer the door to the post man with a face pack on -_____-
but the good news is i got my compression socks from japan
im gonna give those a go tonight
i went to nigel's for treatment
he massaged my back neck and shoulders using tools
he gave me needles and for the first time i had normal thickness needles
as i felt i could handle it today i was fine with the needles
he said "im gonna find your bottom rib" - to find an acupuncture point
"oh wait i can see it, nevermind" made me feel great. i didnt know i was that skinny
but i never see my back i guess
my back is hurting and colourful now from bruising
i helped mum decorate some little cakes she'd made for dad
and i shared one with Oz afterwards he loved it X3
dad liked his presents and card i was very surprised and glad i had made the effort actually
usually he shows no emotion towards the whole thing
tomorrow think im seeing adam at some point
the weather should be better so i might try and wash my car or hover it atleast
maybe the two of us could go out somewhere but i suppose
depends on the weather and on me
i hope i sleep tonight!
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