It's currently 10pm O:
I have been home now for just under an hour
Im with Oz in my room doing my diary whilst he's being a feral rabbit round my room
I didn't sleep
oh my god thats a shock right!
yup it was 4am once again that I got off to sleep
so when I was rudely awoken at 7:30am by a hayfever attack
its safe to say i was not impressed
and very tired
I got up tho cus literally I couldnt stop sneezing and needing to blow my nose
life sure sucks at times i tell you
I cleaned my pets out which Oz got very excited about
think there was more saw dust on him than in his hutch as he kept getting in the way
then we bathed Millie as her bum was minging she wees on it a lot
I then got in the shower and went to my hairdressers
were I told her i was gonna try get my art out more into the world
she remembered she still hadnt shown me her art work
so she grabbed her phone and my god
shes an artist!!
she had water coloured cardboard
so it was a textured look and it was stunning i was gob smacked at it
i had no idea she was so talented
I came home and I had my first meal of the day - soup
i then went to bed for an hour as I needed a booster if i was to survive the night
then when i got up i went on my laptop for half hour and then went to get ready
seeing how hot it was today i had to re-think my outfit somewhat as i think i would have been far too hot and so i decided to put a dress on
I got to Mia's at 3:30pm
she was walking round in trousers and bra (just come out the shower) (but knew i was on my way)
*sigh* i wish sometimes she'd put more clothes on round me
I sometimes wonder if were a lil TOO comfortable round one another XD
we got ready together and i helped her with her outfit choices
we took a photo to commemorate the day
We have grown up so much
i took her a photo over of when we were about 14 years old and she laughed so much at how awful we looked she said "no wonder no guys looked at us!"
i said "i have never wanted guys to look at me anyway!"
we laughed at how we were both in boy like t-shirts, 3/4 length trousers and trainers
we looked so tom boyish
safe to say that photo got passed round tonight!!!! humiliation or what!?
i didnt mind actually i find peoples reactions funny
so the first guests to arrive were her parents and her granddad
i thought it was lovely of her 90 year old granddad to come
then people started coming in drips and drabs you know
and food was out and i was hungry
id only had soup all day
i mingled with people and people commented on my dress - one id altered more my style
i was starting to get pains in my stomach from not eating and general pains
i sat outside the whole time and was getting cold
one of her friends who has got a very young baby had just come over and honestly what is it about babies and woman!? why do woman feel this need to flock round a new born!?
i didnt
i stayed firmly sat in my seat
a few fellow woman came up to me "you not want to go check the baby out?"
i said "god no"
someone said "but babies are so cute"
i said "youve gotta be kidding me right? we as humans are the ugliest babies ever compared to animals"
yeah i dont do babies or toddlers
I think over the next half hour i said 3 times "really doesnt make me want one!!!"
he screamed and people talk about their experiences of babies
and all in all. No. in the wise words of dragon's den....I'm out.
at 9pm I decided to go for 3 reasons
1. my stomach was chewing on its self
2. I was on borrowed time in needed a trip to the loo
3. people were getting louder and drunker
so i said my goodbyes and thank yous
i wasnt aware just how cold my body was until i went under the shower
got my circulation going again
mum did me soup and bread
yes bread! i figured i already had stomach ache and upset why not really
Tonight I am not taking any of my anti-depressiants
see how i go
I have felt more myself today the Alsatian I was holding back on a lead feels more like Labrador so thats been nice today and hopefully tomorrow it will improve even more!
tomorrow not sure what i am doing i believe i am seeing adam
what were doing im not sure
its suppose to be hot tomorrow also
he did ring me today
hes got his passport sent off for the 4th attempt
and his work place has offered him a contract!!! oh my god
i mean its still minimum wage and still means he remains there but a job is a job
i couldnt stand him working on a sodding zero hour contract
you cant get anywhere in life on a zero hour contract
so i was pleased for him but had to tell him i was bored of hearing about work as he kept banging on about it. Think ive got to drill that behaviour out of him. he goes on about work far too much.
looks like hes trying to get his act together after ive had a few goes at him this week!
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