Evening~~
The agency phoned last night asking if I could work at a school
ive been to before, just different year group
so that was my day
I got up early to get to school for 8:30am
I felt anxious, stupid really as id been there before and im capable of my job
but its just cus im not in the right frame of mind
my mind was quiet this morning and then things woke up again
school, well i didnt stop! i was in year 2
and all I have done ALL day is
laminating
cutting
sticking
wall displays
tidied up
I dont feel i was involved in the class much but the teacher had a wad of paper work to do and thats what i was tasked with, i have no issue with it as it kinda makes me tune off from everything
i had play ground duty this morning, glad it was morning and not the afternoon
today it hit 32c and a lot of humidity came along with it
the kids today just literally coloured and watched Horrid Henry
its end of term and far too hot to do anything
the teacher made them sit cus it was so hot
not 1 fan in the buliding and dont even think about air conditioning
nightmare
staff and students all red faced
stupid really
teacher was impressed with my hard work
i came home and it became cloudy but still very hot
i went for a run
course i did
suicidal as i seem to be
i went in the woods and ran
love running in the woods really enjoy it
i came back and stripped my top off whilst i had a drink in the kitchen
my mum and brother were home but eh i wasnt arsed i was hot!
mum saw me but she doesnt say anything
i had a much needed shower
then ive tried to settle down but finding it difficult
my body is tired but im restless
my mind is busy with food thoughts and weight thoughts
apparently ive eaten too much and weigh far too much
but anyway
so i was looking at jogging bottoms with zip pockets in
as i failed to buy any from the shops so i thought id check online
think ive found some but ill see
then i wanted another book similar to "i know this much is true" by Wally Lamb
and I found one that sounded alright "Icy Sparks" by Gwyn Hyman Rubio
it was £12 on Amazon, £5 kindle and £2 off ebay
so i brought a book off ebay
seems weird that kindle digital text is more expensive than an actual book
tomorrow if i get up early enough i might for another run
if not i might dance
then might cut some fabric up for my quilt
then probably see adam
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