Last night I watched the final to Picnic at Hanging Rock
such a weird ending
feel like I watched 6 hours worth of a program i didnt fully understand XD
good tho
then I watched another episode of 8 out of 10 does countdown
it was good and i laughed, caught up with that now
its been such a long time since ive watched tv with my parents
i had a stretch on the sofa and my knee came out of place
oh my god i could have been sick
such a vile disgusting feeling and pain
i spent a while trying to get it back in
i could feel it knocking trying to go back in whilst i walked on it
oh it was gross and i said i wouldnt be running in the morning if it was still out
ive never had so much trouble with my knee joints since i started running
im always trying to run on softer ground to help my knees
my joint crack and come out of place cus of my Hyper Mobility Syndrome
but certain things aggravates it
i fell asleep around midnight so not a bad night for me really
woke up at 6:45am as a stupid wasp came into my room and was just buzzing
on my window it did my head in so i got up after a few mins
stupid thing i released it but felt like killing the bugger
i got up and felt round with my knee and i think keeping it in one position all night had settled it down as it seemed to be back in
i went downstairs dad was up as usual
he was putting the pots away from the dishwasher when i heard a smash and i knew on gut instinct that it was one of MY mugs
and i was right!
i couldnt believe it was my Lisa Parker Hare mug T^T
ive had it years and its my sodding favourite!!!!!
it was totally lost to us tho as it smashed into hundreds of pieces i kid you not
it went everywhere...at 7am
think we've hoovered up 3 times since it happened as we kept finding these tiny ant sized white mug pieces very odd the way it smashed
i was gutted and have since looked for a replacement online
but its discontinued which i knew it would be
i moved on cleaned my pigs out, stretched and had break fast
and went to park run
i wasnt in the mood to run
i saw Guy before the run started so i spoke with him
as the race started i could feel loads of adrenaline it was unreal
i tried hard this week actually
it was my 10th run
after the race i was sure i was gonna see my breakfast
i saw guy after the race and spoke with him til he left
he has so many hobbies and has such a great level of fitness
i said id see him again no doubt at park run
i went to wait with 2 people from mum's walking club
i did feel ok actually i was fine
i noticed that someone from my high school geography class finished the run too
i didnt like her in school so i didnt bother speaking to her
but i was silently pleased that id finished before her XD
mum finished and we set off home
i looked up the park run results and i got a new PB just a few seconds quicker than last week so i did it in 27:19 so thats alright,
i looked at Guy he did 25mins and it was only his 2nd park run
i was 115th out of 310 people so not bad huh
the girl from my year he quickest time was 31 mins and shes done it 67 times!!!
i felt kinda good to say ive done it 10 times
not sure how much longer i will keep it up for tho
running hasnt grabbed me ive just done it
I showered and sat round on laptop til lunch
had lunch then did my final 2 kimonos!!!
24 are done!
i laid them out in the order id like for them to be sewed
but upon laying them out did i realise that they quite mingle into one...
i believe that the design needs to be changed
so i have decided that each and every kimono will be outlined in a 1" black border
ahhhhhh more work!
but if im not gonna be happy with the finished result then theres no point and i will put in the extra time to get it how i want it
i felt a bit fed up mentally
just wasnt right really
felt like giving up with it all and was swamped with thoughts
i couldnt cope or bare to have the whole day like this
so i slept
cant say i felt that much better afterwards
i got up and had a brew whilst reading manga
then i went into the roof to get my playstation one down for tomorrow~
i sat looking for stuff online
just having a browse and sorting some stuff out
ordered some japanese learning books to try help me as i want to improve
i sat and did some japanese
i need to work harder for it but my head has been so busy and tired its hard
having the focus i need for it
tomorrow
i might go for a run not sure yet guess i see how i feel
then i might start cutting the 100 strips i think i need for the quilt XD
then i will get ready to go see mia
making adam walk to her house as its between mine and his house
he used to walk by it for high school so i know he's capable
looking forward to it~
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